新年到。

哈咯！最近都在做什么呀？在家颓废，颓废，和颓废。
其实只是今天在颓废啦。:P

好吧！很迟睡，很迟起。习惯了，结果我妈就在那里啰哩吧说。

一大清早，我被他的电话给吵醒了。他问我在做什么。
很奇怪，早上十点，我会在做什么？睡觉啦！不然咧？-.-
谈了谈，他问了我一个问题。“其实我们现在算是什么关系？”
我说，“我不知道。”
他说，“我要你告诉我。”
我说，“Single and available。”
这就是我的回答。我很冷静地在回答他。

就这样，我们分手了。算是，和平分手？
虽然说，我还很爱他，我真的很爱他。

宗教，成为了我们之间最大的阻碍。很可惜，我不会为了他改变我的宗教信仰。
我爱观音菩萨，我爱如来佛祖，我在笑佛，我爱关公。但是，我最爱的是周公。哈
*注：我没有宗教歧视的说！别误会。*

其实这些事情，我是觉得见仁见智的啦！我真的没有想过我们会因为宗教而分开。
所以，算了吧！:)

新年前分手，这是好事还坏事啊？

什么跟什么嘛。:(

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其实我很忙，但是因为我在颓废，所以只在摊尸。哈
很想拍醒我自己，过年咯！别再颓废了！

目前为止，我收到了2封红包哦！
一封是大姨给的，另一封则是外公给的哦！♥

新年快到了！过年咯！！！好开心。:D *我在假笑。:'(*
不知道为什么，我对今年的新年歌感到很厌烦。总觉得，好难听。-.- *我是说真的！*

另我极度无言的是，我竟然还听见电台DJ在播完那难听的新年歌后很大声地说，

“噢~~~好好听的歌哦！”
我无言。哈

我还是比较喜欢儿时每逢过年过节都可以听见的旧新年歌。

春风它吻上了我~的脸，告诉我现在是春天~
歌词琅琅上口，不懂几好听！哈哈

财神到！咚隆咚咚咚。财神到我家大门口！
我最喜欢高声大唱的一首歌。哈哈

最近的新年歌...我不会唱。-.-

说到新年，哪能少得了新年小吃？我妈很注重健康，所以...



她宁愿自己动手做。



蛋卷。很多都失败了。最后的成果只有，半桶？



Kakak也很用心在做哦！♥



蜜蜂窝。很爽口哦！这是kakak的作品。;)

预祝大家，新年快乐！:D




收拾行李的时间到了！新年，香港旅行去。:D

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啊！我忘了我要更新关于星光7的总决赛！
快更新快更新。:)

相信有看和没看的人都知道赛果了吧？哈
马来西亚之光，李佳薇得了冠军。:DDDDDDDDDD

说真的，我也不是什么星光迷。我只看了1，和2班而已。*每一集都追的那种啦！*
其他班都是看准决赛和终决赛而已。哈
我还记得我看的最后一次是孙自佑拿冠军的那次。:P

好吧！时代变了，超级星光大道也变了。
现实就是现实，明明很努力却被退票。T_T

至少，说话不要这么白咯。直播咧！D;

如果你不知道我在说什么？请按这里。

我还是比较想张宇当评审。T_T
那批评人的评审这么说，好像有点显示其他的评审的眼光有问题厚？
3分，是我的话一定哭死。T______________________________T

他的评分标准竟然是论样貌、年龄、特色、市场价值。
偏偏，他没有说到歌唱实力。这不是一个歌唱比赛吗？可笑。

人家我想看陈珂冰在第二轮的演唱的咯！气死。
陈珂冰得了第六名。我整个傻掉。D;

第二名是孙晓亮。我觉得他很大胆！竟然敢选广东歌，而且还挑战成功。:D
之前很多人选广东歌都被当票的咯！

第三名是舞思爱。台湾原住民都很会唱地说。

蒙古人白潮洛蒙得第四名。他很可怜啊！
第三名根第四名的分别就是第三名有奖金，第四名却没有。T_T

李佳薇的声音真得无话可说。名正言顺的铁肺女王非她莫属咯！
她唱的每一首歌，我都起鸡皮疙瘩！
尤其是回家，几感动~

300111 ♥

Goshhh, I still can't use chinese to update my blog.
Haihhh. I'm so sorry because of my broken english.
Uhmmm, I'm still learning alright. Stay with me kays ? Loves. ;)

About today, uhmmm yeah, I went The Mines to do some shopping today.
Actually I want to watch the Andy Lau's new movie SHAOLIN but too bad the movie doesn't release on that cinema. So, FAILED. ;'(
Andy Lau, must wait for me kays ?

I bought some stuff again. Teehee, I'm a shopaholic !
I spent around Rm 150 on today's merchendises. How worth ? :D
I got a pair of shoes, a bag, and two tops with Rm 150. HAHA.

I love my Body Gloves shoes alot ! I'm in love with it once I saw it.
It only costs me Rm 45.90 !!! How cheap for a pair of shoes !!! :D
I got my bag at Maple, a top from Effu and another top from Smart Rise Store.
I love everythings that I've bought. Muahahahahahaha.
I should end my Cny shopping and start packing my stuff for my Hong Kong trip.

Ishhh. My mum not allowed me go out anymore and she asks me to pack my things start from now on.
Hello mami, I'll plan for myself kays ? I'm already 18 years old for 2011 !
GOSHHHH. I know she's just worry about me laa. So, I'm listening to her lo.

I hate sharing a computer with my siblings.
They not allowed me to play more than a limit time.
So, I got to go now le.


Stay tunes guys ! Loves. ;)



We're together back. But, the feeling is different.
He changed his facebook password. TAMADE. I guess he don't want me to check him.
Hey, if you're openly, what are you scaring for ? -.-
So, anything baa. I don't want to care anymore.

Yamcha time. ;)

I joined yamcha session with my buddies just now.
We always have this kind of meeting up recently to gather all of us.
Some of them went for work and study so, uhmm, we really need some time to gather and have some chit chat time. :D

I do really like to gossip you know. HA.
Don't laugh at me kays ? I'm serious. ;P
We gossip about life, love and friends everything.
We're gossip girls !!! :D

I can share my mood and stories with my dearest buddies.
They always willing to listen to me. But they're just kehpo-ing I know. MUAHAHAHA.

After yamcha at 21st century Bukit Mewah, we planned to go for 2nd round but you know, Kajang is really a bored place during night time. So, our plan FAILED. D;
We went to one of our friend's house to chit chat for a short while then only got back our back-home mood. Lol.

I reached home at 12.30am tonight.

Going out for shopping with friends on tomorrow.
Uhmm?? The mines for this time. ;)
Teehee. Good nights !

When I'm alone, I will cry. My tears always want to accompany me when I'm alone. :'(

280111 ♥

Everyone is busy on their CNY shopping now, isn't it ?
So yeah, KL area is so crowded this few days. Hate it ! ;(
But yet, we still went to Berjaya Times Square KL to do some shopping yesterday. Haha.
*Girls like shopping !*

I received my babe's message on 27th night when I was attending my mum's office dinner that time. She asked me whether want to join her to Berjaya University College to find her friend, Rachel and I also can get some info about the college over there.
*I do really interested in Hospitality Management ! :D*
I promised her and we planned to depart from our house at 10am.
*Eventhough we're living in the same taman, but you know, this is the very first time I hang out with her. Lol. ♥*

We reached Times Square around 11.40am. Know what ? We went there by bus. HAHA.
The second time I went Times Square by bus and I can't even remember where is the bus stop to drop off. How funny. xD
We asked the driver to remind us get down from the bus so that we wouldn't miss the bus stop. xD Anyway, THANKS to the Mr.driver. ;P

Uhmm, the first thing I do when we reached Times Square is reload for phone. Fml, I can finish using Rm50 in a day time.
Hello Lau Pling Chee, please laa, control yourself kays ? -.-

Can you imagine ? Rm50 of phone credit for a day. My mum will kill me if she knows this. So, SHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! Don't tell kays ? Heart youu. ;D
*I think DiGi center should give me more rewards lo ! Rm1000 free talktime ! Muahahahahahahaha. I'm dreaming. :P*

Back to the topic. Uhmm, after 7-eleven, we went to the lift of Times Square.
We're not sure about the direction to the Berjaya University College so we stood outside the lift for more than 10min I think. Lol.
We didn't get into the lift when the door is opened. HAHAHA. I couldn't count we've missed how many times of the lift. :P

After babe's friend called her and told us the way to her college, then we only reached Berjaya University College SUCCESSFULLY. :P

After we met Rachel, she asked one of the marketing manager there to give me some brief about their college. :)
I'm satisfy with what he told me because he can promote the college WELL !
5-stars hotel, the facilities and the kindness of their people.
Awwww, if there's no any accident, I think I'll start my college life there ! :DDD

We went for a short tour at Berjaya Hotel about half an hour.
I can see how luxury of a 5-stars hotel is. The roof of the hotel is sooooooo far away from me. HAHAHA. :P
The classrooms, learning resource center, kitchens, laboratories and everything else have been specifically designed to immerse all of the students in the Hospitality service.

If I study Hospitality Management there, I can even learn about all aspects of wine and winemaking ! How special is this ? :D *Blink Blink on my eyes.*

I love the place so muchie. But I'm in dilemma now. You know why ?
I can get offer of the fees if I go for April intake !!!
But too bad I'm stuck in Ns during May until middle of July. Fml. D;
So, should I skip my National Service? Hmmmm?

Oppps, am I out of the topic again ? HAHA. Come back, come back. :)

After the short tour, we went for our lunch. *Nopppp, is brunch actually. :P*

BBQ Plaza ! My first time having meal there. HAHA.
The food is not bad and the costs is acceptable.
The only annoying thing is, we met a SAKAI in the restaurant !!! D;
The waiter who served us is totally a SAKAIII !
Haih, I've no idea what's wrong with him so, just ignore him baa ! -.-

After our meal, we start our shopping ! Due to it's Friday yesterday, so it's not really crowded in the shopping mall. Thanks god. ;)

I spent about Rm175 for all my merchendises yesterday.
Not really satisfy because I have to think carefully before I buy all the stuff ! D;
This is totally not my style. I always will pay for the stuff I like once I'm in love with it.
But yesterday, I give up many of them. T.T Expensiveeeeee ! :'(
I only bring about Rm200 for my shopping on yesterday ! D; That's why. Fml.

I'm so frustrated that I still can't find my lace shorts !
Grrrrrrr !!! ;(



I love my leggings !!! I bought it at Uniqlo Fahrenheit 88. It costs me Rm59.90. D;
The is a big hole in my purse now. I'm totally broken. T.T
Don't know why, I'm in love with LACE now ! HAHA.
I want my lace shorts ! ;(

2 shorts from Cotton On Pavilion. They are sooooo worthwhile !
Get the first item with the ori price, then the second item will be in half price ! ;D
That's why I bought 2 shorts. Lol. :P
And I got a top from Kitchen Times Square with the price Rm39.90. Weeeeee.

Rm175 for 2 shorts, 1 top and a leggings. Quite worth actually. Teehee. :D

An awesome day with babes ! ♥
I know a new fren, Rachel. She's a nice person and friendly ! :D ♥
We should plan for another hang out next time. ;)


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Love is meaningless if you're in love with a person who doesn't appreciate you.
I'm in this situation now. Fml. Just FUCK my life.

I'm not trying to say how good am I or I should be appreciate by others.

But I'm just too hurt ! He shouldn't hurt me like this if he really loves me. Isn't it ?

Someone told me, I deserve a better one, just the matter of time.

So yeah, I love myself. :) Fong sam, I wouldn't do anythings that hurt myself alright. ;)

Girl 1, plastic is forever a plastic. I get what you mean now. Thanks. ♥
Girl 2, thanks for comfort me all the time in skype. You're a good listener. Loves. ♥
Girl 3, thanks for giving me encourages. Loves. ♥ I can really feel the toughness of our friendship. :D
Girl 4, thanks for comforting me in fb chatbox. Loves. ♥
Girl 5, thanks for cheer me up in twitter. Loves. ♥
Girl 6, thanks for everything in fb inbox messages. Loves. ♥

Boy 1, thanks for your 'sayang.' Lol. Appreciate it. ♥
Boy 2, thanks for lending me your shoulder. It's so warm. ♥
Boy 3, thanks for accompany me for movie when I'm sad. And thanks for the Sprite. HAHA. ♥
Boy 4, thanks for everything. Eventhough just a text, but you're so sweet. Loves. ♥
Boy 5, thanks for your calling. I know you're just too worried about me. Thank you. ♥

Lastly, thanks for everyone who worry about me and cheer me up.
THANK FOR EVERYTHING. XOXO. ♥

End by,

Lau Pling Chee. ♥

Times up.

End of the story. 4 months and the 4th day. How sad.
For sure, I'm crying. I can't even differentiate my tears and snivel.

*Sounds discusting right? Aha.*

I ended the call with him at 3.05am just now.
Both of us like, don't know how to say byebye to each other. Wtf, my tears is dropping again. T.T

I was like going crazy just now but I'm keep forcing myself to be calm.
One of the reason is because it's already midnight now ! xD
So yeah, I cried and cried and cried nonstop ! T.T

我真的很不舍得你。我爱你。
He told me this on call just now. When I heard this, my tears was dropping like a huge waterfall again. Tmd. T.T Due to some reasons, we really couldn't together anymore.
So yeah, time will prove everything. :)
Just let the time prove it. I'll be alright. Of course so do him. :)



I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I, you and I

He sang this song for me yesterday. Everything is totally different in one day time.
Life is complicated. This is fact. Everyone have to accept it.
I just need some time. T.T

I think I will cry when I go Snowflakes Pavilion.
I think I will cry when I go GSC MidValley.
I think I will cry when I go Kl central Convenience Store.
I think I will cry when I saw Oxgenizer mineral water.
I think I will cry when I eat Singapore instant mee.
I think I will cry when I go GSC Pavilion.
I think I will cry when I go Uniqlo.
I think I will cry when I go Fahrenheit 88.
I think I will cry when I go Sek Na Tuk temple.
I think I will cry when I go 21st century.
I think I will cry when I go Prima badminton court.
I think I will cry when I saw Cupido.
I think I will cry when I saw his messages.
I think I will cry when I go Balakong Jusco.
I think I will cry when I buy Sprite for movie.
I think I will cry when I saw my purse.
I think I will cry when i go Oldtown Metro Point.
I think I will cry when I go Starbucks Metro Point.
I think I will cry when I listen to You & I songs.

I think I will ...

Too much memories between both of us. :'(
Anyway, it's end of the story. So, SMILEEEE. :)

We haven't watch any movie together in 2011. T.T

A very RANDOM post. ;)

Sorry for Idk what to put as the title. Lol.

Uhmmmm, what I can say now is bored. Bored bored bored. D;
Why laa there's no people is on-lining now ? Where have all the people been going to ?
GOSHH. Am I the only one who stuck at home and doing nothing here ? Wth.
I want to go out sooooooooo BADLY man ! GOSHHHHHH.
Anywhere, just not staying at home alright. D;

But actually I went out today's afternoon. Lol. :P
Not far, his house lo. Where else I can go ? :/

Beginning of the story is, we've actually planning to go MidValley for the movie, Homecoming on Tuesday. But you know, he ffk me. Wtf ! But he gave me a reasonable excuse, so yeah, I accepted it. :)
*Idk why I am the one who always let ppl ffk. Already used to it. So, FINE ! -.- *

Uhmm, so we planned to meet up on today since we already didn't meet for 4 days. Lol.
I miss him so badly. ♥
Then I went his house after my English lesson at 12pm. :)
We went Pizza Hut for lunch. ♥ *I didn't have lunch with him for N weeks liao.*
Finally, YEAH ! ;D

I met a classmate there and we chit-chatted for a short while.
Hey, my dearest 5 Harapan' 2010 classmates, when we gonna have our gathering huh ? Miss you all wey ! :D

After our sweet lunch, we spent time together until 5pm.
I love to play his phone game laa ! HAHA.

Fruit Ninja.




He said he specially downloaded this game for me since he knows I love to play. ♥

He kept forcing me to tell him why I emo for so many days. Finally, I told him everything.
I asked him why don't want to tell me about his studies at overseas.
He just said sorry to me. Fml.
I HATE THE WORD, SORRY !

After say out all the things, I feel better now. And I chose not to care so much !
I don't want to be emo anymore. SHOOOOOOOOO emolicious. :D

Besides that, I also want to share about my course which I decided to choose.
Hospitality Management @ Berjaya University College. :)
Hope that I wouldn't get into dilemma again. D;
I want to go there for a visit one day, to know more about the fees and what will learn in the course. :D
Luckily I got a friend went there for January intake, so that I can get more info from her. Teehee. Thank you sweetie. ♥

What the hell ? Only 11.03pm now. What am I going to do in this bored night huh ?
Yeah of course DRAMA ! :) Secret Garden here I come.
Sei lo. I addicted to this drama liao. Just like drugs ! ♥ ♥ ♥

Again, I missed a Wednesday night. I missed Hong Lok night market ! ;(

Lucky ♥

Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat.
This song is super awesome ! It could replaced my What If song you know ? Lol.
So yeah, I changed my blog song.
Readers may want to say,
"Oh, finally you changed. I'm already sick of your blog song laa !" xD

But no choice, I can't find a better song that I can repeat and repeat nonstop such as What If maa.
So now, I found it ! Oh yeah, CONGRATZ me !

I know this song from the singing competition of One Million Star Season 7.
One of the participant sang this song together with Anthony Neely.
It's super sweet ! ♥
But of course I prefer the original version. Haha.
Jason Mraz ROCK !

Lyrics.

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying
Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair
Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


So, what you think about my new blog song huh ? :D
I also changed Lucky as my message alert ! Weeeeeeeeee ♥

Social Network.

人人都在玩面子书。就连我妈，也玩上瘾了。
好吧！或许你会说我妈很潮，但其实对我来说，那是个不好的事情。

我妈也在stalk我。讨厌！

面子书，很大众化。严格说起来，这并不是一件好事。
一个人，太过大众化，就会没有隐私权。
就好像明星这样，去吃个饭，就会被偷拍然后登上杂志封面。
个人隐私权，再也不是你的权利。

好吧！在面子书上更新日常生活上的事物，是一种分享，但有人开始stalk你的时候，就会浑身不自在。
Stalk就stalk,我真搞不懂为什么有些人还要让你知道你在stalk他。
你明白我在说什么吗？
就是说，我不明白为什么有人会要让我知道他在stalk我咯。

我很不喜欢这种感觉，就像是没了自己的隐私权。
他妈的。我是不介意你stalk我啦，但是你不要让我知道可以吗？拜托。

事实上，比起面子书，我更喜欢Twitter。



更私人，更有安全感的社交网站。;)

有人告诉我说，他对我的印象是，我在社交网站上很活跃！哈哈
I'm kinda active in social network！
我很喜欢这样的形容词。xD

他刚刚问我说，“如果我去外国读书，那你怎么办？”

我只能说，我能怎么办？

Him.

The only one who can totally affect my emotion for now.
The only one who can totally makes me down.
The only one I miss alot for now.

Yeah, is HIM.

Know what ? I checked him again yesterday. Fml.
I know I shouldn't do this.
I do really know, but you wouldn't know my doubting if you're not me. F*

I know something about him and yeah, I'm in a bad mood now.
He's planning to study at overseas, Finland and wants to live with his beloved cousin who lives over there. And yeah, he doesn't tell me what he's planning to do.
He didn't even tell me a word about this. ;(

So, I don't know what's going on. And I also don't know what will happen next.
I was just like pretend nothing is happen, but yet I know everything. Tmd.

As I know, he wants to take a Test of English as a Foreign Language (TOEFL) for his university at Finland. But as I know, his mum is not allow him to go there due to the high amount of study fees. So, I don't know.

What I know is he's trying to search all the info about TOEFL from his friends.

I'm not trying to stop him for further study at overseas or what you know ?
I just don't know why he doesn't want to discuss with me.
Maybe I'm just nothing for him. Fml.

I'm just pretending, in fact I know everything.

新居入宅。

搬家了！

很明显，不是我搬家。
我去年才搬家好没？-.-

我外公搬家了。
其实说起来，是搬回旧家。这么说也不对，因为旧家也是个新家。
很复杂。

好吧！重点是，我外公搬家了。=____=

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他就是我的外公，我最爱的外公。 ♡

他不喜欢城市生活，所以我不跟我们一起住。:(

当我看见他跌得满身都是伤的时候，我真的很想哭。
他宁愿自己一个人呆在远远的乡下地方，过着与世无争的生活，也不愿到城市来。

他很糊涂，时不时就会从摩多上跌下来，而且还满身都是伤。T.T
他很和蔼可亲。每次我们回乡探亲，他都会以很亲切的笑容和态度迎接我们。
他很可爱，他说客家话的时候最可爱。
他很关心我们，时不时就会问我们要不要喝水。
他很慈祥，从来不会大声说话。

今天，我竟然自动地帮外公抹地。要是平常在家的我，根本是不会去碰抹布的。
天天好天告诉我说，孝顺要及时。:)



与外公的晚餐。上一次，好像是N个月前的事了。:(

我爱我的外公。 ♡

What The Hell - Avril Lavigne

4个月，不快乐。

我动摇了。

我现在真的很摇，很摇。

烦人的科系，到底该怎么选？
很烦，很烦，烦烦烦烦烦。D;

说到人力资源管理系，我忽然想当个缩头乌龟。
事情是这样的。

有一天，我去找我的高级数学补习老师。我一心只是是想把她借给我的参考书还给他。
结果，她的言语竟然令我动摇了。

她，是我见过最厉害的老师，也是我最近敬佩的老师之一。
只要你一问她任何关于算数的难题，都难不了她噢！
而且，多年教书经验的她，真很明白身为学生的心情。
我还甚至觉得她很有潜质当个读心神探的说。xD
所以我很喜欢她。

她的言语，很能影响我。

当我把书还给她时，我们洽谈了短短的三十分钟。
谈话内容都是围绕在学业上。

她问我，上学院是要选什么科系。
我毫不犹豫地就回答了，人力资源管理系。
结果，她给了我个囧样。哈

她就告诉了我很多关于人力资源管理系的小细节，这些全部都是我没有想过的！
靠，听完后，我真的动摇了，很摇的那种。:(

人力资源管理，在马来西亚是没有潜质的。
原因，他们只需要很好的沟通能力，而这种能力，大多数的机会都会归于马来人拥有。
简单来说，Human Resources Manager在马来西亚是不吃香的，再加上我是个华人。:(

好吧！我在考虑读酒店管理。这是我老师给我的建议。
大马旅游业现在正有向上发展的趋势，所以酒店管理很有潜质。

Berjaya University College Of Hospitality
将会是我的目标。我想知道这间学院的开放日在几时呢！

老师说了一句话，
如果你要读Human Resources，倒不如读Hotel Management更好。
这两系需要的都是沟通技巧，更何况酒店占的是上风。

他妈的。我动摇了。很烦。


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大宝森节那天，我与妈妈买衣服去了。
那天的收获，真的是...无言。

一心想要去扫货，结果只买了一件。-.-
好吧！这可能会是最后一次跟妈妈去买衣服了。我不喜欢跟她去买。;(



我看中了一件类似这样的蕾丝短裤。很可爱对吧？我很喜欢咯，而且非常好穿。
结果我妈不买给我。气死我。

我最讨厌这样的咯！要带我去又不要买给我。;(
人家我新年缺短裤穿啦！！！D; 生气。

算了。我自己还要再去买衣服的。
下次的目标，蕾丝短裤和个性裤袜！非买不可。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈


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诺言，对你来说，有什么意义？

如果你要答应别人，就请你做到。
不然，就请你把你那不守信用的脏嘴给闭上。少在那里骗人上钩了！;(

不见了！

由于本人头上太多菇，所以手多去整理下部落格。
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该死的我，我把大家的博址都弄不见了。D;


请到Chatbox那里把你的博址留下好吗？T.T

杂文乱记

啊！我很累啊。
最近都很忙的说，搞得我人不似人，鬼不似鬼。好像有点夸张。:P
终于，都抽得出一点点的时间来更新部落格。
其实我很内疚的咯。内疚我荒废了生活小 ● 栈2天！哈哈

呃，来说说星期三，也就是昨天发生的事吧！
如往常一样，必须去上英文课和载送弟弟。唯一不同的是，我还买了些电子产品！哈

英文课
这次很不一样哦！不是像平时这样，一进到课室就坐下来，拿出书本讨论功课。
老师在这堂课，要锻炼我们的对话能力。
她给了我们一个题目，然后要我们记录下要点，再站在前面present自己的要点。

题目是 If I were to win $5000000。
我写了些很简单的要点，结果被当票。:(

有个同学就说，她要买一间豪华兼具备高科技物品的洋楼给她的父母住。
大喊一声"Mary"就会有一个机器佣人来为她父母效劳。哈
结果她点子就被老师称赞了。:)

载送弟弟
厚！我妈竟然搞乱我弟放学的时间，结果害我早到了。
还得自己一个人去吃午餐。气死我。

说到电子产品，我对这些高科技的东西一向没有什么研究的说。
结果，我妈忽然为家里添置了一家高科技相机，还要我研究如何操作。
好吧！我在学。*我不是在炫耀，我是在讨教。*



这就是我家的相机。
其实很好拍，但是功能很多样化所以一时之间我的头脑转不过来。
我不会用啦！D;



这是我的第一张作品。哈

另一方面，我也换了架电话。



说掰掰。:'(



这就是目前我正在使用的电话。很复杂。

我不小心把Twitter的icon洗掉了！！！
该死的，害我现在没得直接上Twitter。:(

算。

我现在正在追戏哦！别惊讶！只是旧戏一套。哈



金装四大才子。
现在在Astro 314播映。

靠！想回来，这部剧真的很久很久了耶！11年前的剧。我的天啊！
不过真的很好看咯！

我最喜欢张家辉！！！影帝就是影帝。哈
林家栋的角色很搞笑咯！他很呆，所以真的很好笑。哈哈哈

感情稳定了，就是接近分手了的时候吗？

我与他，不是稳定，而是淡了。

我妈叫我跟他分手，怎么办？

累

此时此刻，我很累。我很想，走进房间里去找周公下棋，一觉睡到明天下午三点！
但是，我竟然得完成我的功课才能去下棋。哎

英文课程，比我想象中来的很不一样。
还记得上次我说到我在学水果，颜色和数字吗？
今天我在做的是，衣着。-.-

不要以为很容易哦！难死了。:'(

你知道cuff是什么没有？

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有时候，我很在意被别人讲。
心里总是不舒服，刺刺的。:(

我发现，我朋友读的学院好像很不错的说。
学院出不出名，关要不要去读什么事？我不懂。

Fml. ;(

Fml. What I want to say is FUCK MY LIFE.

I'm fcuking uncomfortable now, seriously. Fml.
Do you know why ? HIM laa, what else ?

I've waited him for more than 4 hours just now.
He asked me to help him reload and yeah I helped him.
Then I texted him to ask him reply me when he received the phone credit.
But I get no reply. So, I was like, okay lo.

About 10.30pm just now, he finally find me on msn.

Our conversation on msn.
Him: Babe.
Me: Dun let a girl wait for you for a long time. She'll tired on waiting one day. (I'm just telling him what my friend told me.)
Him: Scolding me ?
Me: No a. I just telling you. I wont scold you de woh.
Him: Dun wan to wait for me ?
Me: What happened to you ? like boh song me.
Him: I'm the one should be asking you. I pm you but you telling me those things.
Me: Who will like to wait I ask you ? I talk you with you nicely but you boh song me.
Him: K. No need to wait for me next time.
Me: So, now you want to argue with me izit ?
Him: I don't know you.
Me: Alright then. (I don't know what to reply liao.)

I was like... huh ? what happened ? 发生什么事 ?
I don't what's wrong with him. And yet, I really feel like FUCK MY LIFE.
You get what i mean ? Wth, blog in chinese will be easier for me.

我忍气吞声，忍到想飘泪。可是我却哭不出来。该死的。
我很累。对于这个人，我感到疲累。

你知道吗？
当他靠近我时，我再也没有想依靠在他肩膀上的感觉。我没有。我甚至想离他远一点。
当我看着他的背影时，我曾一度怀疑，这个拉着我的手，走在我前面的人，到底是一个怎样的人？
我觉得他很陌生。他不再是那个很爱很爱我的人了吗？我已经在怀疑他对我的爱了。

我很舍得为我爱的人付出，因为我爱他。
但是当我知道换来的一切，却只有伤痛时，我对他已有所保留。我恨这样的感觉。

对，我恨！

我爱的人，当然不仅仅是他，还有我的家人，我的朋友。
我愿意掏出一点点的时间，去载送弟弟。
我愿意放朋友的飞机，为的是帮轻妈妈的负担，帮她载送弟弟。
我愿意花时间等待，直到接到弟弟为止，我毫无怨言。
我愿意帮助朋友，不要求回报。朋友不是拿来利用，而是互相帮忙的。
我尊重任何尊重我的人，因为我知道要别人尊重自己，就得先尊重别人。
我真的不想当被埋怨的那个人。请不要埋怨我，我会哭。

我知道我是个情绪化的人，但这就是我啊！我只能说，请原谅我是个处女座的女生咯。

刚刚，他跟我道歉了。“对不起，我不应该发你脾气的。”
顿时，我的泪流了下来。他娘的自己！不是说好不哭了吗？*赏自己巴掌！*
哭过，就好了。这是梁文音告诉我的，我选择相信她。

话说回来，今天我和友人去了Oldtown白咖啡喝茶。
这是个突如其来的计划。是某人忽然在面子书问我在那里，要不要出去后的决定。哈
这是第一次，四人行，而且是我驾的车。好累噢。

在旧街场，我想起了他。那个令我很想念的他。:( ♡
我们竟然坐在那个上次我跟他坐的桌子！！！D;
我想念他的声音，我想念他对我说话的方式，我更想念他关心我的时候。 ♡
如果你想知道他是谁，哈！慢慢等吧你。xD
他是第一个令我蒙起了想卖船票念头的人。好复杂的心情。

只可惜，他最近都不得空，直到农历新年后才得空。D;
I miss you badly arghhh !!! D; ♡

说实在的，我竟然超想跟他一起去看天天好天，而不是跟我的男朋友去。该死的。;(
他，就是那个在2010年8月25日准准凌晨12点打电话祝我生日快乐的人。♡
超级感动。♡

如果时间能够从来，我想，我会选择你的咯。

只可惜，这个世界上没有如果。

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最近，大家似乎都很烦。

为前途烦，为爱情烦，为学院烦，为友情烦。

而我，就成为了很多人的聆听者。

我喜欢大家向我诉苦，因为我喜欢听故事。:D

但我却不擅于安慰人。:(

SeGi University College.

今天，我去了一间我有兴趣的学院的开放日，达浪！那就是SeGi University College啦。
其实，很多人都说这间学院怎样怎样不好，但我偏偏就不信邪！Blehhh :P

事实上，我理想中的学院是MMU—— Multimedia University。
很可惜，这间学院在马来西亚只有2间分行，而在Cyberjaya的那间竟然没有我要读的科系！真烦。;(

再来我考虑过的是KDU—— Kolej Damansara Utama。
该死的，也没有我要读的科系。我选的科系真的超级冷门的说。哈哈哈

我妈死命叫我去读Inti College。她说靠近，可以每天回家，可是我偏偏不要，我就是不要回家。哈哈

离题离太远了。回来，回来。
呃，这间学院给我的第一印象就是很高级。你看上面那个照片，正就是我今天去的那间。
就是是单单一栋大楼，没有校园，也没有宽敞的泊车地。
跟我想象中的校园差很远。啊！我向往宽敞的大地！xD

当我一踏进校园的第一步，该死的，我竟然看到一位大帅哥！而且他还跑过来跟我讲话！！！晕死。哈
过后我才知道，切！他是招待员，每个进来的人他都有去招待。-.-

话说，我很喜欢这间学院咯。他们的人情味很足。哈 每个人都好有礼貌啊！我喜欢。
Faculty of American Degree Program for Human Resources Management。
你知道是什么来的吗？就是我即将要就读的科系咯。名字西北长。
根据我的了解，这是一个美国学位课程，专门攻读的是人力资源管理。为期4年半。
时间那么长，学费当然也很漂亮。但是却没有超过我的预料之内，所以就还好。

讲解员告诉我说，读这个课程就要有心理准备。
原因是，即将会要面对很多很多的任务。Assignments.
70-80%都是在assignment，堂内考试却只有20-30%。
靠！听了这一番话后，我顿时想打退堂鼓。:'(

还有还有更烦人的，那就是星期一到星期五都会有课。
基本上是没有时间玩耍的，assignments都会把你活生生给压死。T.T

宿舍的部分，我倒是很喜欢。游泳池，厨房，健身房，还有网球场哦！
价钱也算是公道，Rm300至Rm380左右一间房。

一间房是给两个人的，所以价钱再除以二。
还有一个很吸引我的地方是，Golden Screen Cinema就在这学院的旁边！！！
走路五分钟就可以到。哈哈哈哈哈

我还没下定决心，希望在报名之前我可以找到更符合我心意的课程吧！
毕竟4年对我来说真的太久了，还有那些assignments。T.T

他买了Iphone, 我现在超不爽。我星期二也要去买新电话！哼

Randommm.

So, as you know, my laptop is spoiled and now I'm sharing a desktop with my siblings.
That's why I already less online nowadays.
And I can't even updated my blog everyday. Fml.

A very short post here. Gonna blog tonight about SeGi college and my course.

Stay tune guys ! :)


Do you know what is WTFYSASB ?
It's WHAT THE FUCK YOU SUCH A STUPID BITCH. Yeah, I created it by myself. xD
I'm rude, but so what ?

I hate people reply me with the only word "Oh." NAH !!! ;(

Great Day. ♥

天天好天 —— Great Day. ♥

So yeah, finally I watched this movie. YEAH ! My dream came true ! Lol.
Imma movie freak, seriously. Hell yeah. ;)

Alright. I'll not going to tell you what's happening in this movie.
So, you have to go watch by your own. HAHA. Blehh. :P
What I want to share over here is my feeling. Yeah, that's it. :)

No doubt that I'm putting quite a big hope on this movie since their previous movie Tiger Woohoo is sooooo awesome. So, you noe. Lol.
But, I got a lil disappointed after I watched this movie. I'm serious.
Uhmm, not bad actually. I would like to watch it again with my hubby. ♥
But just, lil disappointed. The gam dung parts is less than I expected. You get what I mean ? Lol.

Yeah, funny is funny. But too bad I'm watching it during my emolicious time. Fml.
That's why I feel the others like insane when they're laughing like crazy. Lol.
I don't think they're funny actually so I just don't know why the others can laugh like a mentally problem person. -.-
Sorry to say that. xP

This is the first time I booked ticket by myself and collect the tickets by myself.
HAHAHAHAHA. I feel that I'm a fcuking pro girl ! xD
Do not laugh at me ! I'm just a lil girl kay ? Easy to satisfy. Don't vomit pls. xD

Although the movie is disappointing me, but I still cried like shit in cinema just now. It's really gam dung weyyyy. T.T
When the lil girl_ Joey rather to back kampung by herself to find her grandpa, I dropped my tears like a huge waterfall. T.T I think of my grandpa at the moment. I miss my grandpa ! ♥

And the character I like the most is the kakak (maid) in this movie. She's freaking funny dey. The way she walk, the way she cry, and the way she talk in cantonese ! I was laugh like an insane person. Lol. She could talk '我真的接受唔到咯！' HAHAHA.

So, a great movie from the astro crew for 2011 Chinese New Year again. :)
I rate 3.8/5 stars for this movie.
The next movie I want to watch is Faster ! Muscle man ! Wii Witt ♥



I watched lotsa coming soon movie trailers. All of them looks awesome hell.
Especially 127 hours. It is freaking attractive.



Another attractive movie trailer is Sanctum.



So, I'll just be patient and wait all these movies release ! :D

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Other than movies, I'm going to share about the Zodiac Signs of 2011 !

Some changes are made by those bla bla bla people I dunno who. Lol.

But they announced this.........

New Zodiac signs 2011 are:

Capricorn: Jan. 20 – Feb. 16
Aquarius: Feb. 16 – March 11
Pisces: March 11 – April 18
Aries: April 18 – May 13
Taurus: May 13 – June 21
Gemini: June 21 – July 20
Cancer: July 20 – Aug. 10
Leo: Aug. 10 – Sept. 16
Virgo: Sept. 16 – Oct. 30
Libra: Oct. 30 – Nov. 23
Scorpio: Nov. 23 – 29
Ophiuchus: Nov. 29 – Dec. 17
Sagittarius: Dec. 17 – Jan. 20

I'm a Leo now !!! Wth is thissss !!! D; How sadddddd. D;
I still prefer to be a Virgo girl. So, Virgo, I'm not going to betray you. :P
Imma a Virgo girl ! Forever is. ♥

The 13th sign Ophiuchus is added into the Zodiac list.
But some of the people are going to change the dates they use, so well I'll be one of them too ! Blehhh :P

Call me Virgo girl please. Hiak hiak. :D

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Alright, if the one who reading my post now is a girl, you definitely will understand my feeling. Lol.
What I'm going to say here is, all the girls like SHOPPING ! Am I right ? :D

Girls will like to add more and more shirts into their cupboard, and of course included me. Hehehe. ♥

The feel of taking many of booties that we bought in hand is fcuking amazing right ?
I loveeeeeee the feeling. The feeling can sweep away all my emolicious. Seriously yeah.

When I'm down, I'll like to go shopping and buy whatever I like with my money.
I'll spend as much as I can for all the beautiful shirts.

So today, I went for shopping. I bought some shirts alone.
Don't you think go shopping by yourself is fun huh ? Yes, I do.
I don't really like to shop with friends. I rather shop myself.
I don't know why. HA.

I used only Rm150 for 6 shirts today ! Don't envy me. xD
Know what ? I got a member card for Padini Concept shop. So I could buy all the shirts with member price. Hiak hiak ! :D
I bought 2 PDI shirts with only Rm24.50 per piece. Wth so cheappppp man !
And I also bought a RED Padini shirt with 20% discount.
OhMyGoshh, I'm going to crazy with all my booties. HAHA.

The greatest way to cure my emolicious is to SHOP crazily.
I left out shoes, bags and accesories !
I have to go for shopping some other day before CNY. Who want to join me ? HA.

1.50am now. It's the time off to bed. *Chiaoooo* ;)

I have a great day today with shopping and the movie Great Day. ♥

Know why am I emo today ?

I saw he's telling the others that he miss her. I'm the one who have to be quiet again. Fml.

And fuck him. ;(

Someone slap me please. I'm checking him everyday when he's not on9.

Wtf I shouldn't do this I know, so slap me please. I'm a bitch ! :'(

Lau Pling Chee, trust your hubby kay ? Please, I'm begging you. :'(

还记得我吗？

嗨，还记得我吗？

对，我在唱陈冠希的歌。不要盖住耳朵！
还记得我吗？！

在街上遇到一个素未谋面的人，结果他跑来向你打招呼，
并说道，嗨，你是不是xxx？然后我就会说“是啊。”
噢！很久不见哟！
我苦笑，并说道“是咯。”

你有没有类似的经验呢？
事实上，我遇到这样的事情的次数，你的手指和脚趾加起来都数不完。
我是说真的！



我在想，我是不是有一张大众脸？大家都很容易认出我来。

噢！我知道了！我的脸很特别。哈
人人都会说，我的脸超大。因此，我有很多名字。
我有po过一篇博题为“我的名字”的帖子哦！想看的话，请按这里。

有一次，我在麦当劳吃快餐吃到一半的时候，就有一个马来人向我走过来说，
:"Hai, you Plingchee kah ?"
:"Uhmm, yeah. You siapa huh ?"
:"Ohh ! I kawan xxx. Lama tak jumpa ya."
:"Hehehe. Yeah. Lama tak jumpa."
事实上，我并不知道他是谁。==

也有另一次，我在Jusco逛街逛到超爽的时候，就有一个大姐姐跑来问我，
:"嗨，你是不是那个叫Plingchee的人？"
:"啊！是啊。你是...？"
:"我是那个XXX咯。这么巧的...bla bla bla"
事实上，我也不知道她是谁。==

有一次，我和友人去游泳。那个管理员竟然认出我的脸。
他指着我说，"I nampak muka dia baru I ingat."
哈哈哈。我有一张易认脸。

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一年里的12个情人节

1月14日 Diary Day 日记情人节
2月14日 Valentine’s Day 传统情人节
3月14日 White Day 白色情人节
4月14日 Black Day 黑色情人节
5月14日 Yellow & Rose Day 玫瑰情人节
6月14日 Kiss Day 亲亲情人节
7月14日 Silver Day 银色情人节
8月14日 Green Day 绿色情人节
9月14日 Music & Photo Day 相片情人节
10月14日 Wine Day 葡萄酒情人节
11月14日 Orange & Movie Day 电影情人节
12月14日 Hug Day 拥抱情人节

12.41am。昨天是日记情人节。
我翻开我跟他的日记簿，我发现，我竟然停在一月七日那一天就没写了。
我努力的在回想一月七日到底发上了什么事，原来，那一天就是晴天霹雳的一天。

我看回一月七日的日志，博题是写着Unfaithful。哈
那一篇日志，阅读人数破80。
如果你是其中一员，你应该就会知道我为什么写不出我们的日记了。


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我不喜欢在夜间呆在家。我向往夜生活，但憧憬就是憧憬。该死的。
最近的晚上，我都尝试在找地方去。
而刚才，我就去了Sg.Long的Station One Cafe。

最近到底怎么了？全世界都处于低潮期吗？
StationOneCafe刚才有人在驻唱，但是他们唱的全都是悲伤情歌，

害我的心情也地落了下来。:(
幸亏我有一班好朋友，他们都在我低潮期的时候开导我。:)



化悲愤为食量。我今天啃了3盒Gigabite。

Nelly - Just A Dream ♡

Diary Day. ♡

14th of January 2011.

Happy Diary Day to everyone ! ♡



One is loved because one is loved. No reason is needed for loving.

Fml.

最近就是浑身不对劲，总觉得很不自在。该死的。

此时此刻，我真的很想赏我自己几个很响亮的巴掌。
刚才，我又放了人家飞机。我的心里超级内疚的说！:'(
对不起啊，朋友。我真的是临时有事情。T.T 要知道我也期待了天天好天很久咯。



很写实的一部电影。本地创作就是有种本地的味道，所以呢，特别讨人喜欢。

等我看了这部电影后，再来写我的感想吧。
我已经定了星期六的票，希望不会再受到阻碍，不然真的是他妈的。;(


这几天都失眠，我终于知道原因了！原来是Paranormal Activity 2搞的鬼。
他娘的，我半夜真的有在害怕什么什么会拉我的脚咯！鸡蛋糕。;(

最近的天气真的很恐怖，大家要小心身体。可别在新年前生病了。:(

咖喱鸡。Lol。

Taylor Swift's music factory. ♥

Taylor Swift is one of the female singer who I admire very much.
Her voice is so suitable in her music.
I love songs because everytime when I listen to her songs I feel very comfortable.
She's pretty awesome. ♥



You Belong With Me.

Awwww, the music video is so sweet man ! ♥
There's was a story about this song actually. I mean, for me.
Click here if you want to know.

But all that is already past ! It's just a part of my memories between both of us.
But I do really love this song. The lyrics are so attracting. ♥



White Horse.

The music video is attracted me so badly. I'm watching it repeating and repeating.
The guy inside the video is soooooo similar with HIM.

I trusted him with 100% of my heart but yet, he could betray me also.
It is exactly same with the MV of White Horse ! D;
The only different part is my answer is YES, Taylor's is NO. LOL.

Do you love me ? YA. Can you give me another chance ? NO.

I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well. :D
I love this sentence the most !

Mean.

All you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life, and mean.
You don’t know, what you don’t know.

The melody of this song is so comfortable. ♥

So, why you gotta be so mean?



Love Story.

The first song of Taylor Swift that I know.
She's so charming in the music video. I love her dress ! OhMyGoshh. :D

You'll never have to be alone.



Mine.



Fifteen.



Fearless.



Teardrops On My Guitar.



Crazier.

This is the song that Taylor sang in the movie_ Hannah Montana !
Awww, I miss the movie. :)



Picture To Burn.

There's many more of Taylor's songs, but I couldn't list all them here.
Here's are those which I like listening to.

So, Taylor Swift ROCK ! HAHA.

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I miss him, the one who always accompany me when I was sad last time.
But now, he's no longer be with me because of his work. :(

I miss the moment when we spent together.
I miss the moment when we was studying at Oldtown together.
I miss the moment when we play Skype during the midnight for revision.
I miss the moment when me take taxi together.
I miss the moment when we talked in phone during the midnight.
I miss the moment when you tell me about your secret.
I miss the moment when you sent me your favourite songs.
I miss the moment when received your text early in the morning.
I miss the moment when saw you was waiting me outside 7-11.
I miss the moment when you pay for my expenses.
I miss the moment when you were trying to solve the Maths question.
I miss the moment when you called me at 12.00am on my birthday.
I miss the moment when you promised me.

Yet, I remember all our promises. Did you ?
Seriously, I miss you badly right now. :(

11012011

噢，今天的日期真好看。
11.1.11。你必须在一千年以后才能再度过这一天哦！:)

今天，原本已经答应了朋友去双威金字塔溜冰的说，但是，我放飞机了。
我其实很内疚，但是我真的爬不起身。:(
我有想过要抱病出门去的，但是由于交通的关系，我得走路到朋友家去才可以跟她一同去到火车站，所以我才打算放飞机的。

我想了很久才会做出这个令人讨厌的决定，真的很抱歉。:(



我很讨厌被放飞机，今天我却当了那个被讨厌的人。:(

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我今天很乖哦！我有遵从妈妈的指示，去学校在弟弟放学。

说真的，我真的很讨厌驾车去那种很多车的地方。应该说，正常人都不喜欢。
那些人根本不理你，明明没位子还照过，安娣就是安娣。
害我也快变成安娣，跟他们挤车。他妈的。

算了。

我今天一整天都在做功课。我都说了我很乖。xD
试都考完了还做功课？是啦，我在进修。
我现在有在上课哦！上英文课，恶补我的烂英文。D;
我不想等到上学院的时候，很辛苦的去应付课程。

该死的，我忽然发现我的英文程度真的...很...烂。T.T
老师说，我的程度在英国只是他们的初中三。

也就是说，我已经迟了英国人三年！！！OhMy天。D;

你知道吗？我到今天为止，已经快18岁了，才知道“茄子”的英文是aubergine。
还有还有，你知道1234567的英文怎么说吗？
是one million two hundred thirty-four thousand five hundred sixty-seven。
该死的，我觉得我像在幼稚园学水果和数字。T.T

除了水果和数字，我还在学颜色。当然是比较高级的颜色啦。哈
你知道Maroon是什么颜色吗？*不是Maroon5！*
是蓝参红参紫色！Lol。
除了maroon，还有aqua，magenta，turqouise和teal。
这些字，对我来说，真的很陌生！D;



不要笑我。进修都是这样的啦！由低学起。
但是，我已经有想放弃的念头了！T.T

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我刚刚凌晨12点半才回到家。
我跟朋友去了Putrajaya游车河。








这就是大伙儿。
其实还有一个人的，由于他拒绝拍照，所以他当了camera man。

晚上一大班朋友在Oldtown咖啡厅吃东西聊天的感觉真棒。
去了这么多次旧街场，今天还是第一次在单上点超过五样食物。Lol。
吃得好饱，害我现在都睡不着。T.T

明天还要一大早去上课。晚安。

我们很好。

如博题所说，我们很好。

其实我这几天的心情真的都很不好，不，是比不好还更不好。D;
我就连坐在火车站的椅子上都可以哭出来，真的是他妈的臭眼泪。
每一天晚上，我都失眠。
躺在床上怎样都睡不着，翻滚来翻滚去，再看看挂在墙上的时钟，原来已经凌晨5点了。
该死的。害我每天都睡到日上三竿才起床。;(

算了。都过去了。既然我选择原谅他，那就该忍受。

刚才，我抱着他哭了好久，有接近90分钟。

我是情不自禁的流下眼泪的，我真的是控制不了自己。
当我停下来了的时候，他就问我，“跟我在一起，你很辛苦是吗？”

听了后，我又嚎啕大哭。T.T

周家民，我不是辛苦，而是心痛。你到底懂不懂？:(

每当我停止哭泣的时候，该死的周家民就会说出一句让我继续哭的话。T.T
哭完，的确好多了。

所以，我们很好。:)


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今天，我又跟友人一同去游泳了。游泳前，我们还去了唱歌。

说实在的，今天唱的歌，还蛮不自在的说。

原因一，我会唱的，他们都不会唱。他们会唱的，我就不会唱。:(
原因二，习惯不同。

我习惯性的当歌一唱完最高潮的部分就按下一首，因为我不想浪费时间在那些节奏上。
更何况是唱一小时，我就更加不想浪费时间咯。

我很好。

我想，这篇用华语来更新好啦。我觉得比较有亲切感，更何况，我的华语好过英语。Lol。
我终于有时间来更新部落格了。对不起啊，我不是想荒废生活小栈的，我只是需要点时间。
所以呢？这篇，会有一点长。我承认我是有一点啰哩叭说，但是，你管我！:P



好。在这里呢，我要重申一件事情。
那就是，我现在还是 In a relationship。*其实我比较喜欢 Single but not available。*
至于面子书上的事，是因为某些原因，我才会放Single的。
我真的很感谢大家的关心，我会没事的。请相信我。
甚至会有朋友打电话和发短信来问候我，超感谢。:)

是的，我选择原谅了他。但是我在发生这件事情后，学到了一件事，就是只相信自己。
世界上除了家人，只有自己是最可靠的。就算是男朋友，热恋期都好，他还是会背叛你的。
如果你想问我，为什么原谅他？我只能说，因为我爱他。
我在试着包容这一切，但我已经知道不会长久。我已经为自己穿上了金钟罩和铁布衫，我要保护我自己。
我不会再百分百的相信这一个人，因为他不是个好人。
以前，有人告诉我说，他怎样怎样，我试着不去理会，因为我知道越紧张，越容易受伤。
但是换来的，也不过如此。所以呢，我在等，等到我的心死了，我就会放手了。

每当发生伤心的事情时，我都选择不呆在家。
在家一个人，我会想很多，想着想着，我就会哭。哭着哭着，我就会睡。
睡着睡着，醒来站在镜子前，我竟然看到一个不像自己的自己。
很好，之后我就会盖自己一巴掌，呼唤自己快点清醒过来。
而现在，正在打键盘的我，也已经流不出眼泪来了。*欢呼！:D*

我很幸运，我真的很幸运。我遇到的朋友，都是好朋友。
大家在我遇到困难时，都选择援助我。对于你们的慰问，我只能说谢谢。♥
我真的很欣慰那女孩是替我着想的。她也告诉了我很多关于他在背后是怎样说我的。请原谅我想说，他妈的！
由于部落格也是个公共场合，我选择保留这部分。
如果你想知道，可以到我的面子书找我，我也希望我能够找到一个很好的倾听者。

你知道吗？他竟然也知道自己做男朋友做到很失败，这是他说的。
“我以前跟XX一起，我喜欢上YY。然后我跟SS一起，我又喜欢TT。
现在我跟你在一起，我又喜欢她。我觉得自己真的很失败。”
我无言，极度无言。他妈该死的家伙。-.-

我不知道为什么他可以把这一切当作没事一样。我真的不懂。
我都快hurt死了，他却好像什么都没发生过一样。
难道在男生的眼里，原谅了就是原谅了吗？
算了。算了。这一切都算了。我知道眼泪流完了，就不会再流了。哭过，就好了。:)



刚才，我一开电脑，一开面子书，大家都纷纷跑来问我怎么样了。当时的我才发现，我并不是一个人。
你知道吗？在一个人情绪低落的时候，关心是比任何东西都来得重要。
只要一句问候，心里就会觉得暖暖的，舒服多了。
经一事，长一智。我想，我又领悟了一个人生道理。

哈，我想起了一件事。刚刚我跟了他的一位好朋友聊了聊，
我才发现他也是个很好的倾听者。换句话来说，他是个鸡婆。xD
*他是个典型的香蕉人。我得用英语跟他沟通。D;*
我大概把发生了的所有事都告诉了他，他也跟我一起在骂他。Lol。

我跟他说了一句话，一句我真的很不想它会发生的话。
“如果说他在重犯，那么我们三个人就不会有再有机会一同出游了。”
我曾经说过的，我们三个人是出游的best partner。回顾请按这里。

我不知道一脚踏两船的正确英文是什么，我就跟他说one leg steps two ships。
然后他就翻译成，“一脚踏二船？”真的是笑惨我了。哈哈哈哈哈哈

不止是他的朋友，就连他的game友也发短信来问我发生了什么事情。
其实，我真的觉得我的人缘很好的咯！哈哈哈哈哈。

刚刚我跟他通了电话，
他说，你一放single厚，就酱多人关心你。我不知道是他们讨厌我，还是你出名？
我就说，其实我一早就知道我很出名。当时我的心在淌血，心痛的感觉，不是你我他能够形容的。:'(

今天，呃，不。是昨天。我想任性一次，我真的不想呆在家。我想出去，哪里都好。
很遗憾的，我的朋友们都一一地的用了不同的原因拒绝了我。
当我很彷徨无助的时候，我的电话竟然响了！
耶！我终于找到人陪我去看鬼戏了。是个男生。对，我已经开始在靠仔了。xD

说真的，伤心时看鬼戏，真的很不错。
反倒是伤心时千万不能去看喜剧，明明很好笑的情节也会变得不好笑。这样，就没有意义了。

我在2011年里看的第一部电影。

Paranormal Activity 2



这是部系列电影，这是第二集。
你有看第一集吗？如果没有，没关系，因为这两集是没有关系的。Lol。

其实，我倒觉得第一集比较好看。原因是比较focus，第一集只有一个闭路电视。
第二集却有超过三个，因为那个屋子是个豪宅。

故事情节，很显。超极显。我只期待在晚上的部分，因为晚上比较恐怖的说。
其实真的很恐怖下，我真的有被吓到。可能是因为太专注在看了。哈
我评3颗半星。:)

第二套电影。

Season Of The Witch



我完全是为了我最爱的Nicholas Cage才去看的电影。但是他最后竟然死了！！！
我很失望，英雄都应该活下来的咯！！！D;

其实，这套电影对我来说，是不好看的。我都说了是因为Nicholas Cage才去看的。:(
我还在戏院里小睡了十几分钟。哈

我评2颗半星。其中一颗星是Nicholas Cage的！！！Lol。

我发现了一件事情，原来我的部落格很多人来看的。哈哈哈

他又不及格了他的undang test。:(

一个人坐在火车站哭，你试过吗？

Unfaithful.

I just can't stop listening to this song at this moment.
So you know why ? Yeah, because it's happened.

At this time, I'm not the one who unfaithful, is him.
I just can't stop my tears from dropping down when I know this. I just can't.
I keep crying when I'm sleeping, playing computer, even when I'm bathing. Fml.
I can't understand him. WHY ? I sacrificed for him so much, but he could do this to me ? FUCK.

His mentally affair is enough to push me down. I'm fucking down like shit now.

I had only slept for 3 hours yesterday night.

And now, 4.22pm , I haven't take my brunch yet. Fml.

I found the message that he sent to that girl.

"I think i really fall in love with you already deeper and deeper."

When I saw it, I'm sluggish. Then I start asked myself, what happened ?
Then when I saw the date, I was like WHAT THE HECK is happening now ?
It was only two days ago !!!!
He could told me he loves me so much at the same time he told the other girl he falled in love with her ?!!! Fml.
Seriously, I feel that i'm fucking stupid !
I even posted on twitter and said that "I love you more than yesterday babe. ❤" on that day.

Did you saw my previous post ? I still can post about 3Oh!3 when he was confessing with another girl !!! Gosshh. I'm a fucking bitch.
Okay, I feel that I really super duper fucking stupid ! No doubt.

Well, so now I've been fool or what ? I don't know.
But the thing I know is, he lied me.
He told me about the girl actually. But the problem is, he said that the girl like him but he not falling in love with her ! And now, what happened ? Who can tell me huh ?!!! Fuck.

Alright, I can't imagine what will happen when I'm in the stupid National Service.
Even I'm here, he also could affair, so what if I'm not around here ? Goshhh, I couldn't imagine. AND YET, I'M TRYING TO ESCAPE WHAT HAPPENED. What the fuckkkkkk !



Now, I'm in a conflict of emotions.
Fucking sad, fucking angry or fucking disappointed on him ?
I don't know. But the thing that just happened is, I forgiven him. Lol.
Are you laughing ? Yes, I do laughing. I don't know why.

Maybe that I'm insane or over mad. But I just..okay, fml.
He promised me that he wouldn't do that again anymore, I chose to trust him just because of I love him. I love him more than you could think.
I can wait him under the sun for two and a half hours and not angry at all.
I can let him use my money without limit, even if over Rm100 ? Lol.
I can drive to find him although I know my mum will scold me after that.
I can let him play games for whole day and not blaming him at all.
I can let him date with another girl by oneself.
I can pay for him when we went shopping for all his spending if he not enough money.
I can do whatever I can if he wants me to do so.
But still he betray me. So, I'm a fool.

His unfaithful prove that I'm a fool. How funny. HAHAHA.

By the way, the girl is good actually. She rejected him and asked him to treat me nicely.

I really appreciate the girl. Although the girl is also like him and yet she chose to pull back herself. Thank you so much.

I'm so sorry for everything I did last time.

3Oh!3

团体介绍：3Oh!3

其实一直以来我都有在注意这个团体的，原因是他们的风格超特别。
他们很敢，什么都敢。哈



如果你有注意，他们唱的歌的歌词都很大胆的说。



尤其是这首，Don't Trust Me。





我很喜欢这首Double Vision。
它的MV很特别的说。:D



3Oh!3跟Katy Perry也是合作无间噢！





总结，3Oh!3是我欣赏的团体之一啦。


心情不好，掰。