26 December 2012

-.-

这几天在家颓废,虽然轻松自在,但是却好像少了目标。
有一点点想念实习的时候,就一点点。

我很喜欢读部落格,上网大概3分4的时间都在部落格上。
但是,最近很多部落格都逐渐地商业化。他们渐渐减少了分享生活点滴,反而很努力地在帮不同的品牌打广告。:(
不喜欢就连读部落格也变得像在看电视的广告。

朋友们纷纷开始讨论新年倒数的节目。
有人提议说这次要交换礼物。很囧。-.-
圣诞节不交换,新年却要交换。是怎样?!!!
不懂,但是我不想再给意见了。

看了很多Comic Fiesta的照片,我很喜欢无脸人!!!


真的很想万圣节的时候打扮成他。
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!

25 December 2012

MERRY CHRISTMAS ❥

\
Alohaaaaaaa! 
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! ♥
Jingle bell jingle bell jingle all the wayyyyyyy :DDD

Come on! It's season of giving & receiving! 
Frankly I'm not a kind person and I always remember people who treated me bad and I will hate them like forever. Loll.
BUT! I'll forgive all of you on this season of giving! Cuz it's Christmas!!! :D
It is a must must must to be happy on this day.
For those who hate me, I hope you'll forgive me and for those who I hate, I'll forgive y'all. LOLLLL.

How did you all celebrate your Christmas eve?! Share to me!
I can't really remember what happened on my Christmas eve until I read back my tweets...wtf.

I was really really sad on that day, hmmm not sad lah but down. :(
Due to some incidents, and I felt ignored.
No one eventually supports my suggestion. Sigh. 
You know the feeling right, when you look at people's instagram who are having super great x'mas party w/ all the balloons, christmas trees, decorations, food & a must-have-thing, PRESSIE for exchange session, and  you've got nothing except food and beer? -.-
What I really really care wasn't this, is none of them supports me.
And you know, when you knew they're like ignore you just like that, the worst feeling hits me straight away.
Was really angry about it but I told myself to be calm and pretend it's fine... ;((( !
IMBALANCEEEEE !

Friend C actually asked me to join them for breakfast & Pavilion while they were already otw to somewhere in Connaught. 
Well, I did have the thought of joining at first, but then he told me, friend H and K were there but they wanted to go by only 1 car that's why they didn't ajak me along.
Guess what, friend H & K are my neighbours, they live in the same area with me. Friend H's house is just 30 seconds away from my house!!!
I was like...oh mai...speechless? I don't know how to describe the damn feeling. ;(((

Babe Tong was in Times Square and I joined her randomly cuz I so wanna tell her about this.
Was really not in mood to shop and I bought nothing except some breads from Lavender. Lol.

BFF gang was planning to have a gathering session & Mr.Leong jio-ed me to go The Beer Factory w/ his gang.
Dilemma to choose which to go - worst!
Asked J to choose for me and he asked me to go house party instead of Beer Fac.
But hmmm, I chose Beer Fac without listening to him and he got angry with me for few hours. Lollll.
Not that excited for my Christmas eve due to too much bad things happened before that, and I was keep praying - Christmas, please be good to me. Please blast me and etc. D; #poorkid

Ended up with house party after Mr.Leong informed me that his gang changed venue to Paparazzi @ SS2 Mall.
Clubbing mood zero and I rejected him at the end, sorry! :(((

Idk if my face looked bad or what, I felt some of them in BFF gang were actually not dare to talk to me.
Accidentally heard that friend I said sorry to me but I just ignored cuz I'm so tired and sleepy after done a day of window shopping in KL area. -.-

After done eating steamboat, photo time!!!
No idea what's wrong w/ them. When I said, we take picture lah! Then someone said, wait friend K come first and ask her to bring camera and stand lo.
Walao? I can say that everyone in that house has smart phones, so why can't we take picture with our smart phone?! -.-
And know what, friend K ffk at the end, she didn't come.
That's the reason why we got no group picha! #wtf

So wanna back home at that time, real tired and I just want to sleep.
Until someone bounced with the idea, 2nd round at Scott Garden lo?
After a long-discussion, we end up to go to Movida @ Cheras Selatan.
It was my 2nd time to be there, as predicted, I love Sunway Giza's most!
Super unfriendly bouncer, he even looked down on us with his fucking eyes.
Hello? Do I need to beg you ar? -.-

Fucked up and we went to OverTime w/ 2 towers of Heineken. Lololollll.
So tipsy and I just wanted to sleep at the moment.
Another someone came out with the idea, go for dimsum straight away lo?
And then, we went to Kuchai Lama for midnight dimsum. #firsttime

One of the workers in the restaurant saw me couldn't stand properly while waiting for toilet, he guided me to the toilet next door. So helpful, thank you! :DDD
Somehow I miss hangover feelings, really can forget everything for temporary.  Just don't care whatever shits will do. 
And I miss J. :((( !

Reached home at 5am in the morning.
What a Christmas eve I had. :/


Good night!


21 December 2012

-21122012-

Hello peeps! We're all still alive. Yay!
So this is the day which people are all talking about - end of the world 21st od December 2012.
Haha! End up w/ works at the end, what a joke.
Well, I'm still happy that I'm still here to blog cuz I don't wanna die at the age of 19.  NOOO!

Still exciting about xmas but everything changed after discussing through whatsapp just now, no ones is supporting my pressie exchange session. Tell me WHYYYYYYYY T_____________T
HEY, IT'S CHRISTMAS! SEASON OF GIVING! :(
One of them said got no money to buy pressie, but they are planning to buy beer for celebration on 24th.
Okay, another joke. Hahaha.

Frankly, I'm super down on this cuz I thought I can have some fun w/ 'em for this year.
They just wanted to eat steamboat and beer after that in a house.
This is just like our routine, we did it almost every week last time.
Why nothing special on Christmas 2012? WHYYY
Hmmm fine cuz I guess everyone thinks that I'm so lebih to have that lame pressie exchange session.
It's okay...

I still feel sad, I thought too much.
How I wish I was in some foreign country and live w/ those super friendly ang moh housemates & everyone just gets excited during every special day like what we always seen on tv.
Just simply awesome right? :')

That's one of the reason I so wanna move in to my new hostel room next week cuz I want to make new friends.
Yesh, I'll be having new housemates and they're kinda friendly. ;)
Hope that we can mix well live together.

What a disappointed night, good night.



And I've hurt myself...

Counting downs.

People are all guessing about the end of the world, so does me.
Seeing so much tweets/posts/ articles/blogposts about it, and I was thinking, why don't we just live our life to the fullest as it will ends tomorrow?

Everyday is like end of the world eve to me cuz I don't know when the real so-called 2012 will comes.

Anyway, happy winter solstice everyone! :)
Enjoy eating tang yuan and cherish the moment when gather w/ the loves! ♥

Counting down 2 days to finish training.
Counting down 4 days to Christmas.
Counting down 10 days to New Year.
Counting down 17 days to classes start - Term 5 !


18 December 2012

Ding Dong Bell! :')



MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE TO EVERYONEEEEE! :DDD
So yeah, Christmas is around the corner and I bet all of us are started to be exciting about it right?
What's ya plan what's ya plan?
In case the world doesn't end, we must party all day all night to celebrate Christmas kayyyy? ;)

I still have no idea on what I should do on my Christmas eve. Any idea?
Went to club last year and what's for this year?
Actually I have tons of ideas to give if I want to, just that people to celebrate with & the condition of their time is the big problem.
So wanna drink drank drunk w/ my BFF gang! They are ze besttttt.

Well, gonna do this post as fast as I can cuz the time is ticking and it's already 1.40am now I'm super sleepy.
In a super good mood now after met J today. Lol.
Random again, he just whatsapp me and asked me to meet him up for supper and I went. -.-
Feel relax to meet him cuz the way we handle our relationship is more natural now. :')
We just let things happen as it is. As I said, if it meant to be, if we're meant to be, we will be.

I just scold him fucker sohai and whatsoever rude words and he called me fun cheong & Rosmah wtf.
Anyhow I find this is fun, and the way he treats me is no longer that cool as previously. :'D
He ownself says that, he needs me. Lol. I KNOWWWW! Ahahahahahahaha.

I was in Mid Valley earlier with Ah Xuan when I received his whatsapp.
So I decided to go for him after Mid Valley since tomorrow is my offday, why not? Okay lah, I admit I miss him. :(
Tried so hard to ignore him but failed. Heart melted straight away when he apologized. :(((

Met him at Pavilion and we decided to yamcha in Sunway cuz it is our place! Lololololll.
He always succeed to catch me heart indirectly. Frankly, I like that! Hahaha.

I told him that I almost burn myself & kitchen during training two days past.
And he was so gan jeong and pull my hand and said, got hurt not? where? gimme see!
Awwwww ♥ Best feeling in the world when someone cares about you. :'))) !

He ain't feeling well and cough like shit. I asked, die ady not? Lolololl.
In fact, I worried like shit. He already cough for weeks! ;(((
He couldn't feel that I was worrying. I'm a good actress kay? LOL.
So he asked, why you seemed like don't care? Just now I so guan xin you eh.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Damn him.
If I don't care, will I dabao food and send it up to your house?
If I don't care, will I straight away go for you even I was tired shit after work?
If I don't care, will I do all these sohai things?
End up he diam diam and he said I treat him overly well. Hahaha! (Y)

Chatted so much. Love this feeling! :))))

He gave me a kiss before he left. It melted my heart, really.
I feel you. ♥

16 December 2012

Cuz I don't like it.

As you know, I'm a sort of weird and emotional kind of girl.
Even myself can't predict and control my mood flows, yeah, slap me if you want to.
When I don't like something/some people or some places, NO means NO.
And I can nag for a century if I wish to. Haha, just because I don't like it.

Sometimes I do really wonder if I am the only girl like this or there's someone else same type w/ me?
If yes, please let me know so that we can make friends and become a best best friend and nag everyone/everything else like there's no tomorrow wtf. 
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Twitter is my best friend now. It provides me spaces to nag people or things happen that I don't like.
Nahhh, you can see I've got so much complaints everytime right? Lolll.
Too bad it has alphabets limitation, so I have to seperate my story into few tweets most of the time fml. D;
Sorry if you find me annoying. :(

Okay, so here's a things happened that made me feel annoyed and I wanted to start my nagging now. Lol.
I had my public holiday replacement on Friday which means I can sleep like a boss cuz I don't need to work on Friday. :DD
It was really awesome to sleep until late morning but some people tried to stop me, and of course he failed. (Y)

Hello! It's my off day and you asked me to wake up early just because to accompany y'all for breakfast so that y'all can get your things done in the afternoon?
HELL NO please. I rather to eat by myself.
Sorry I'm selfish type but please, common sense lor! -.-

So in the end I went for breakfast w/ two of my guy friends at around 11am.
Still okay lah, eventhough I'm still sleepy but I couldn't sleep anymore fml. ;(

Omfg I really really no idea why my guy friends never get bored on chatting about cars and games.
Hmmm okay, I forgive them cuz I can never get bored on shopping & good food too. Lolololll.
But, CAN THEY SORT OF THINK OF ME CUZ I DON'T KNOW WHAT THE FUCK THEY ARE TALKING ABOUT AT ALL?! :'(
At least my topics are more common than theirs loh! 
Who doesn't like branded & food? WHOOO?!!! NO ONEEEEEE! 
BUT DO YOU KNOW THAT GIRLS DON'T TALK ABOUT CARS OR WHATSOEVER DOTA & WHAT? BATTLEFIELD?! Dafuq.
Okay it's fine. I just enjoy my food will do. 
First idea comes in my mind, oh that's the reason why they got no girlfriends. -_____-

2nd incident.
At night, we went to steamboat and another guy friend joined us too. 
So there was 4 of us, 3 guys & me wtffff. The last girl ffk end up no showed. WHYYYY :'(
I was actually feel like ffk as well cuz I got no idea why they delayed the meet-up-time from 7pm to 7.30pm without me realizing. I was part of them okayyyyy! ;(
Oppps! I was sleeping so...uhmmm ahahahahahahahahaha!

My mode of eating was -_____________- all night cuz I can't really join their topics, only some of jokes I can talk with.
Nevermind, I just eat my food.

I was so excited about My Burger Lab cuz it's so special. Black in colour de burger, want try want try!
So I told them about it and guess what's their feed back? Yesh, negative one.
Yerrr! Black colour looks like shit. You eat ownself lah!
I was like, -_____________- okay, mm ngam keyy. I jio others.
And their pattern, aiyo, another reason why they have no girlfriends I guess. -.-

Whatever lah. Ended up I didn't discover any nice restaurants on that day. ;(
Will do it next week! NEXT WEEK.

-musicoftheday-

13 December 2012

A midnight post.


YAYYY! Finally got my giyongchy tee! :D
So surprised to get it today cuz I've been waiting for so long until I almost forgot that I purchased this. -.-
One of the disadvantage of purchasing online, no immediate unpack feel. :(((

I believe that if you're following me on Instagram, you saw my lastest photo is a ugly-look-omelette right? Hahaha.
If you don't, go search me nao @ plingchee!!!
Okay, on the top of my blog there's a stupid omelette pic too, so you can see from there as well. -.-

YESH! It's the first omelette that made by me, and I ate it wtf. Hahaha!
Not totally failed leh! Only some of the capsicum dices dropped out. Chef said it considered a good omelette for a trainee. AHAHAHAHAHAHA! *flip hair* Lol.

I thought that I'm not into cooking but frankly I found that I feel kinda comfortable in kitchen department.
8 hours passes so fast and I mixed so well with the staffs there, even those dai lap yeh chefs can joke with me too. Lolololll. ;D
Okay, it's my fault to scold them at first, I'm just not yet used to it that time, I admit that. :(((

Thanks my mom trained me to cook when I was a kid.
Not really train but I mean hmmm, asked me to help her out in kitchen when she was cooking last time.
At least I don't scare to stand in front with the stove on okay?
I'm proud to say that I can cook better than my elder sister. She doesn't even cook a pack of maggie. 
Okay maybe she can but just tastes sucks.
I remember I threw the whole bowl of maggie which cooked by her cuz it tasted like water + instant noodles only. Wtf?
Not sure if I'm a good food lover was the reason I like to cook. Hahaha.
Somehow I have high demand on food *nahhhh -.-* and I like to go for food discovery. 
Anyone anyone wanna go with me? ;D
Lai jiejie bring you eat hao liao. Lolololll.

***

Watched a movie just now @ Jusco Cheras Selatan since tomorrow I don't have to work. :DD


The Hobbit.

No idea what this movie is about cuz no leng zaii characters but my sister jio me to watch so why not? Lollll.
Not that bad lah, worth to watch still but be ready cuz it is a 169-minute movie.
I can't count I yawned how many times in the cinema hall. -____- too tired & sleepy.

It's about some dwarfs & a hobbit fight to get back their home something like that.
Those monsters look geli & ugly shitttt, nevermind lah they're monster maaa. Lol?

Looking forward to Part 2, it hasn't end yet!!! 
Rating: 3.0/5.0

I don't really watch movies in Jusco, no idea why.
Until just now, I think that's the reason why - him. :(((
That was the place we had our own sweet time and it reminds me how I fell for him last year.
FUCKKK! 
Don't wanna go there for movies liaw. Wo bu yao!




Done w/ this midnight post & good night!!! ;)

12 December 2012

-121212- ♥



It's 121212 today! What a special date and it's a must for me to update a blogpost. :DDD
Working hard on maintaining my blog as it is getting dead day by day. I'm sorreh! T_____T

P/s: no idea I lost one of my eye on the pic above. -.- but it's okay, I still love it cuz somehow I look a lil emo yet still faking smile. It reflects my mood of 121212 so well. :'(

Blahhh. Slap me slap me. Trying not to post emo posts but failed.
Haiya, life is not just about happy maa, sad things also must record, right? Haha. Self-convincing wtf.

Saw my ex is doing quite good now and I think I'm happy for him cuz he gets a new girl over there. :) Dafuq.
WHO WILL FEEL HAPPY WHEN YOUR EX IS GETTING A NEW GIRL BUT NOT YOU!?!
Seriously, I'm trying to be happy for him okayyyy. Fuck. -.-

He did whatsapp me last week. And finally I replied to him almost 2 months after.
Fyi, we didn't really say 'let's break up' or whatsoever breaking-up-must-say-words, we just don't reply to each other, AT ALL. That's it, that's our break up ceremony. Lolololll.

So yeah, finally I replied him cuz I think no point for not replying since he is my friend still.
What I have on my mind was, wow, finally a greeting from you after so long.
Not much chatting and I hate the awkward moment. -.-

'Hey how are you' 'Hey, uhmm not die yet' 'Okay good. Sure you have a good life there right?'
'Yaa, I guess so. Haha.' 'Thought you will not reply me.' 'Lol. How about you?' 'Yaa, I'm fine.'

Something goes like this. I swear this is the AWKWARD-est moment with him ever.
Okay, it does bother me for a period of time and I even told my friend that he whatsapp me and sent me regards things like that. -.-

I was so positive until I got no idea this is actually just a fucking way of him to reduce his guilt?
*That time I don't know that he already has a girlfriend.*
My friend are the one who told me that he is in a relationship. I was like, wow really? at first.
After some gossiping with her, only I realized, NO WONDER HE WILL FINDS ME THAT DAY LAH!
So the wtf righttttttt. You know, 不是出自真心的问候很恶心。
It's so gross. -.-

Nevermind it's okay. I got my mind even clearer now to let go of this guy.
You'll support me, don't you? :')
Time needed.

***

J, another guy who has the power to make my mood swings. The feelings as last year is back.
I know I fall for him but it's still in the controlable condition so yeah, rational will do?

I told him before, hey I like you. Then he just said, me too.
That's it. No more to-be-continue.
After few months, he asked me back, hey do you still like me?
I was like, wtf? you expect me to like you until now even you don't give a shit to me?
Lolololll. After that he always like, hey I want you to fall for me again.
Of course I say NO, I'm not that stupid. Mind still clear okay.

Flirtationship can brings happiness, but not too over.
Maybe this is the best way to both of us?
Not gonna force anything to happen, I'm so tired.
If we're meant to be, it will happens. :)

***

Once again, happy 121212 everyone!
1 more hour of this day to end, faster confess to your crush. GOGOGO! :D
For those who are in a relationship, appreciate your partner and don't give up easily. :)
And for those who are single and available as me, we deserve someone who deserve us! Haha.
Smileee. :D

11 December 2012

:')

身边的人其实对我都很好,只是某些人例外。
很感谢那些默默支持我的人。谢谢。
I know you are there even you don't really speak to me. Thanks! :')

新加了chatbox新加了chatbox,记得留言给我,让我知道我的部落格还有人在读。:'(
能回复的我都会回复哦!
上次因为我忘了cbox的密码所以直接删掉了,真讨厌。;(

啊!话说,你知道什么是MMFA吗?
就知道你不知道,哈哈!因为我也是今天才知道的。:P

MMFA其实就是Malaysia Model Festival Awards。颁奖典礼就在今天!!
呃,我没有入围也不是我得奖什么啦。
我只是想说,颁奖典礼竟然在我实习的酒店举行。
换句话说,我看到了那些很帅很帅的男名模和很漂亮的女名模啦!男的真的很帅。
我还亲手弄了pancake给他们吃。他妈的!哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。

倒数实习还有18天。加油!

10 December 2012

-10122012-



昨天深夜不睡,打开了电视看星光大道2。
陶子姐依然很幽默,熟悉的评审依然有袁惟仁和小玲老师。
其中一位参赛者唱了这首《分生》,大爱。

J对我而言看似不重要,但其实我不否认他在我心里有一定的位置。
这一年来,我们都在心里暗地里的问候,并不会嘴上说出来。
可能是习惯了他这样,所以当他改变时,我害怕了。
我不懂得避忌,心直口快的说了句话:我觉得你变了。
他好像吓到,然后反回我说,变得怎么样?
我说不出来,但他明白我的意思,我们都笑了。

害怕这种改变很短暂,这样的话我宁愿不要。
受伤很辛苦,伤口还没痊愈我会受不了。真的。

他知道我很固执,如果我不开口那就会没下文。其实看时候和对谁啦。哈哈
如果你开口,只要你开口。
我是说真的,I really mean it.

沉默,我就是不要当那个踏出第一步的人,我不要。
他有问,但我还是草草带过。我不想回答。
我不是不要,我是害怕。
恐惧感很强烈,心里颤抖得没人了解。

不会后悔吗?我觉得我会,但是后悔好过受伤。
我再也负荷不了那种打击,我会死掉。

现在只想保持这种默默地关心的关系,至少比较踏实。

***

我很敏感,也很多疑。坏习惯很多。
我不喜欢前男友穿着我送的衣服跟他们现任女友约会。我会对他们反感。

虽然没什么特别的意思,但是在我会讨厌他们。
至少,不要穿我送的。

你们是怎样?我宁愿你们穿睡觉或丢掉。
还要拍照给我看到的那种,真的是你他妈的臭鸡蛋!;(

***


去了几次Plan B,都忘记点这个人人推荐的Egg Benedict。

前几天实习的时候在厨房看见chef在弄,偷到师一点啦!
下次试试看自己弄,谁敢吃?告诉我,我弄给你当生日礼物也没问题啦!哈哈哈哈哈哈!

犹豫了很久今天要去哪里,难得的放假耶!没钱购物只好出外去吃好吃的。
问了好多人的意见,但是最后我我决定!去我没去过的地方 - Publika。
明明Mid Valley就有Plan B。-.-

其实我不会去,幸亏有朋友带路。原来其实也没有想象中这么地远。

Egg Benedict好好吃。我很喜欢那个火鸡培根,味道超好!
比麦当劳的好很多啦!!:(

下次再去那边吃别的好吃的!:DDD

07 December 2012

Life Of Pi.


OMFGGGGGG. This film was totally out of expected!
I was not so interested in it cuz the main character is not handsome. Lolololollll.
WHY HE NO HAWTTTTTT?!
And uhmm, a tiger? Yeah, an animal. I'm so not an animal lover so yeah. -.-

Until I saw those reviews...comments...okay, still so so feelings for me.
I'M NOT EASY TO PSYCHO OKAYYYY! :P
But! Ah Xuan succeed to influence me! -______-
She summarized the whole story and keep telling me it's so must watch so meaningful so detail and etc.
Then, I was like, waaaa! really? Lolll.
Decided to watch w/ le bunch. So touching finally I wasn't movie aloneeee. :'((( !

J was beside yesterday while I was discussing where to watch the movie.
He kept try to kacau me and commenting about why he doesn't know anyone of my contact in my whatsapp list except himself.
Wtf hello? I'm Kajang lang and you're Sabah lang okayyyyy?

Ah! I remember one of our convo, damn sohai yet funneh I can die. Lol.
He said he wanna marry me and we'll have children in the furure those shits and I asked him back,
Me: So where are we gonna live at after our marriage? Kajang or Sabah?
Him: Uhmmm, this question...nonono! Here lah, I mean Sunway, we'll live in Sunway cuz we know each other here. Ahh! You say should we ask our children to study Taylor's also ar?
Me: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Fucker you. Ask them to study hospitality wan? See which batch they are in loh!
Him: AHAHAHAHAHAHA. Nonono. Should let them to choose by themselves.
Lololololollll. Wtf this bastard. So sohai. :') ♥

Damn, back to topic about Pi lah.
Sooooooooooooooooooo touching and I couldn't tahan while watching until I kept giving sound effects like 'Yerrrr!', 'Harrrr', 'Oh my...', 'Walaoooo!' and etc.
Wonder if the stranger who sat beside feels that I'm annoying. Sorreh! :P

Very meaningful and I really got impressed on Pi. He's so tough! :')
So proud of him and I must teach my son to be like him in the future. Lolololll.
My dear son, you must watch Life Of Pi okay? :PPP

Those quotes he gave in the movie are so meaningful and it motivated me to take it as a lesson. :')
One of my favourite,
All of life is an act of letting go but what hurts the most is not taking a moment to say goodbye.
True, how many goodbye we'll say to those people who we don't wish to let go but forced to?
Repentant huh? But life no take two, cruel.

It's important in life to conclude things properly. Only then can you let go. Otherwise you are left with words you should have said but never did, and your heart is heavy with remorse.

For those who haven't watch it yet, watch it with low expectations to enjoy the story and gain more.
And try to understand the last part, you'll realise something implicit. :'DDD !

Good night! ♥

.musicoftheday.

一年前。

一年前,你有想过我们的结局会是这样的吗?
真的,没有。
他,有女朋友了。我真的希望那女生不要成为下一个被他伤害的女生,祝福你们。:')

***

自从一年前我上大学后,就有一个男生一直能够莫名的牵动我的心情。
嗯,他是我的大学同学。
第一天上课,我就对他有一种莫名其妙的感觉。似曾相识,但却又很陌生。

大学生活嘛,一起夜蒲一起喝酒一起玩。有一次阴差阳错,我好像不小心喜欢上了他。
每当跟男朋友有什么吵架还是意见不和的时候,他总是那个聆听我诉苦的人。
就算是凌晨我蹲在马路边大哭的时候,他都会来马路边安慰我说。
他有女朋友,我有男朋友,所以我们都一直维持在恋人未满,友达以上的关系。
就好好朋友,会聊天聊通宵的好朋友。

一年前跟男朋友分手后的不久,他也跟他女朋友分手了。
我当时很好奇,也很害怕是因为我而导致他们分手。
但原来是那女生提出的,他就很伤心,伤心了好一阵子。

直到某一天,我开口问道:其实我们是怎样?
他就说:我喜欢你。你呢?
我:喜欢。
虽然这样,我们也没有真正在一起。只是有时候吃个饭,聊个天或者诉个苦。

不知道为什么,每次他告诉我说他生病了,我就会什么都不理,去买东西给他吃。
去马六甲,我会买千层蛋糕给他。
去槟城,我会买豆沙饼给他。
搬回家没住宿舍后,每当我有去双威,我都会打包rojak给他吃。
妈的,大排长龙我也会排,因为他很爱吃。-.-

很奇怪,我们不会每天whatsapp,不会每晚聊电话,但是就是会知道这个人一直都在。
有时候我们也会互骂顶级粗口,也会冷战好几个礼拜都不问候,但是最后他还是那个开口道歉的人。:D

年初我跟Han先生在一起了后,我就跟他疏远了。
只是偶尔慰问慰问,不然就是顺便有经过才会买食物给他吃。
但我很犯贱,有时候因为Han先生惹到我很生气,我会把原本买给他吃的食物给了他。-.-
我没有告诉Han先生有这个人的存在,反正他也不在意。妈的。

第二次实习开始后,我也跟Han先生分手了,但我们还是很疏远。
直到昨天...

昨天刚放工,他就告诉我说他生病了,但是死都不开口叫我去。
最后,我还是去了看他。
明明工作后就累得要命...
明明已经想睡觉想得妈妈都认不得...
我还是去了。

我真的觉得我上辈子欠了他,他这辈子是来讨债的。

他很喜欢check我的电话,说看看我外面有没有男人。妈的。-.-
他:你知道用Note最大的好处是什么吗?
我:不懂哦。什么?
他:跌进马桶里面水冲不掉。
我:*哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!尼马的!*

:'))) ! Lovely him. ♥

这集的大学生了没,是他叫我看的。他说,很像我们。



很鸡蛋有没有?哈哈哈。

他:三十五岁,我们结婚。
我:哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!
他:你愿意嫁给我没有?
我:你生病好我就嫁咯。
他:你讲的啊。这样我们先注册啦,facebook。敢不敢?
我:现在注册这样方便的厚?做么不敢?*其实我真的不敢。哈哈哈。*
他:High tech的嘛。

虽然我觉得他很白痴,但是我还是有开心到。哈哈!
什么都不是的人,迟来的10月25日一周年快乐。



我很意外他记得我们的周年日。他不是那种细心的人,但是却很厉害逗我开心。



02 December 2012

December?




You gotta get up and try try try.
Pink's version is addictive but Jayesslee's one is heaven.
They've got angel's voices, so talented and beautiful. :')

Hi peeps. Can't believe that I blog only once a week, so shameful to be a blogger.
Too much things happen within this 7 days. And they're all driving me crazy, I'm so crazeh! ;(
Happy to eat food, tired to work daily, sad to receive his texts, angry to know my new schedule, and etc.
Too much too much...

It's already December, the very last month of 2012.
End of the world is coming soon, perhaps? Only the God knows...
So yeah, post of the day! ;)
Hmmm, where to start where to start? Let's start to talk about my last week offday before my another offday starts. ;)
FINALLY! I got to go to Levain last Tuesday.
Yeah, I know I know most of you have been there for N times since N years ago or whatever.
I always wanted to go during coursemates' date but there's always some obstructions until last week. :(
Coursemates are mai best food discovery partners! :D (Y)
Especially Stephanie, we're the same type people cuz we both will go to eat good food alone, yeah ALONE.
As long as there's food, we'll be there. Lol.

So yeah, our offday fell on the same day - Tuesday so we decided to have food investigation at Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie @ Jalan Delima, Off Jalan Imbi.
Last time Stephanie was the one who drove, and this time of course would be me! ;) Fair and square maa.
We got lost to Pudu and turned a big big round cuz we couldn't differentiate the roads up to the flyover in Pudu area. We spent like 1 hour and 15 minutes to reach Levain from Bandar Sunway wtf.


Decorations and environment there are pretty and comfortable.




I had Seafood Aglio Olio & Iced Chocolate where Steph had Mushroom Cream Pasta & Hot Latte.
I'm a huge fans of Aglio Olio cuz creamy food is yakks for me. Lol. *I'm sorrehhh! :(*
I hate white in colour liquid except SOYA, example mayo and milk. YAKKKKKKKS!
The food tastes so good and I feel like ordering the 2nd plate but I found something more interesting to be filled into my stomach.
DESSERTS!!! :D

Those colourful macaroons are so tempting!
Wide range of choices of those yummeh macaroons.


Mad love macchiato & 75% ghana dark chocolate flavours. 


The mini croissaint tastes superb!!!
Better than M*rriott's one 10000000x!!!

Well, I hate the cashier who named Chen. Her service bad to the max and she's so impolite.
I was sitting on the table 33 (thirty-three), I informed her my table number before I placed my order.
Cashier Chen: Table number?
Me: thirty-three.
Cashier Chen: Okay, may I have your order please?
Me: *blah blah blah*
Okay, done.

I went to sit down and chit chatted w/ Steph and suddenly she came over my table and point at my table number plate.
Cashier Chen: This is THIRTY-THREE, please check your bill.
Me: *Look at the bill which typed 23(twenty-three)* I told you it was THIRTY-THREE.
Cashier Chen: *Stared and glared at me.* Twenty-three.
,Me: *Stared her back, sarcastic sigh and I just don't give her any shits.*

Maybe it was a misunderstanding between our conversation, but her service behavior is totally failed.
I feel like sending all those people to Hospitality School if they want to work in service line seriously.
So impolite and I hate her so much! ;(
Spoiled my mood right away but still, the food there tastes so gooooooood I can die. D;

Went to Pavilion after brunch at Levain randomly. We have no place to go and the nearest is Pavilion which only 5-min apart.
Randomly walked around and we decided to go to KLCC since Steph said that she never been to KLCC and she wanted to see Petronas Twin Tower w/ her naked-eye. Lol.

Went to have our dinner at The Apartment.
Everything is way too good included food and services, but I got annoyed by the server who tried so hard to upsell his cocktail to me. Lol.
I just want some Iced Lemon Tea. :P


Huge portion of Black Pepper Chicken can caused me dead in satisfaction. -.-

Well spent my day w/ Stephanie. :DDD !
Looking forward to our next outing for more food @ PJ area & Bangsar. ;)

***

Went to visit Mifen few days ago.
That girl, who doesn't know how to take care of herself, I feel like K her head badly.


Please hao hao de take care of yourself hao bu hao?
;(((

***

I had changed department from F&B to Kitchen now. 
I was so pissed when I saw my schedule that chef arranged for me.
He arranged my offday after 11 days of my working days.
When I approach to him to ask him why, he blamed me back for not finding him in advance and he feels that it is not a problem to work 11days continuously.

Ya I know I'm doing my training right now.
You want to train me as a normal staff? Okay can, you can just ask me to do work as long as I can do, I'll do.
But rights is rights, I have my rights as a trainee, you have to let me rest as it is the time.
And Why are you still asking me if I can tahan?
You're indirectly giving me choices when you ask me this ques but in fact you already decided that way.
What I can say is, 我认命

Fuck this hotel and I will not ever come to this hotel for accomodation, dining or anything. NOOOO!
PLEASE DON'T GO TO PUTRAJ*YA M*RRIOTT HOTEL & SPA.
Management zero, teamwork zero, what they got is only brainless people.
Kthxbaiii.

24 November 2012

Forever.



无人不晓的歌曲,百听不厌的旋律,还有琅琅上口的歌词。
真的,以前的歌真的都很好听。:') 

在工作的时候无意间听到驻唱歌手唱了这首歌,当时我根本听不进别人在说什么,只想好好地把歌给听完。

 最近发生了很多很多事情,搞得我有点神经不正常。 

听同学说,学校竟然发生抢劫案! 我真的不明白,为什么要抢别人的东西?
难道你就不会自己好好地自食其力来得到自己想要的吗?
我知道,如果每个人都会想,那么罪案就不会发生,警察也会乐得清闲。
但是,难道人们真的没发现这腐败的社会根本是太超过了吗?
什么虐待狗狗,踩死兔子,少女强奸老伯,停车场打劫,香水陷阱,什么一大队怪屁都有啦!

是怎样?以前的安宁日子是太无聊了厚? 算了算了。
只能说,无论是在家还是外出都得万分小心。
就算是在家,也会有贼爆屋打枪。
真的是,彻底无言。 

不是我要说什么,但是我真的不懂学校的保安费是白给的哦?
保安,不是要确保安全的吗?不是吗?! 唉,可悲。
去学校上课也得很很很很很小心了。 我很想念学校咯!:( 

话说,我看了破晓下篇啊!!!
真的很兴奋!!!!!:D


碍于工作的关系,所以我原本是打算11点放工后去看半夜场的,可是真的太累了,
所以我选择地二天早点起身去看。
无论怎样,总之就是要看就对了。哈哈!

我记得我有哭,不知道为什么,就是想哭。
或许是现实生活里没有借口让我流泪,所以当某些剧情有一点点感动或令人心寒的时候,我就哭。
Lollll.

虽然我觉得好看,但是我还是希望还没看的你们不要抱太大的希望去看。
希望越大,失望越大。
人人都明白这道理吧!

其实我真的没想过结局会是这样,有:O到!
真的有!!!

一定要去支持Cullen家族,对Bella不离不弃的Jacob还有新成员Bella和Renessmee哦!:DDD






FOREVER. ♥

20 November 2012

懒。

嗨。现在的时间是凌晨1点45分。
心情很沉重,对,我心情不好。
很努力让自己开心起来,但是夜晚一来到,寂静还是免不了。

我偷偷拿了三天假,超懒的。
明天又得上班去了,想到就觉得无聊。
这样的日子我竟然过了接近两个月。一直告诉自己,很快的,时间过很快。

发现,一直都是自己在帮自己忙。
自己告诉自己要坚强,因为没人会这样告诉我。
自己告诉自己要努力,因为没人会帮我解决问题。
自己告诉自己要撑,因为没人在我倒了会扶我起来。
有时真的很累,但是又如何?只能撑。

这三天来大部分的时间都自己在过。
我不喜欢别人烦我,但是有时又会觉得寂寞。很矛盾。
但我宁愿寂寞,也不愿让我莫名的人来烦着我。
寂寞,至少安静。

自己去了Bangsar一趟。找到一间环境好好的咖啡厅,坐了大半天。
雨下得好大好大,服务生还会为我撑伞。
多久,没有人为我撑伞了?
选了个靠窗边的座位,看着窗外的雨一滴一滴的嗒在地上。
就这样,我坐了很久,很久。

简单的一碟意大利面和杯热巧克力,但是真的好好吃。
很喜欢这样环境悠闲的咖啡厅,很喜欢这样安静的坐上老半天。


Cafe Barbera
我一定会再去。

那天,自己一个人去了好多地方。
虽然很累,但我觉得很充实。
当然,我还是希望能找到一个愿意陪我坐在窗边看雨滴的人。

#nowplaying

18 November 2012

Tgis ♥


TGISSSSS ♥ 
Love weekend so freaking much but too bad that reality is hurtful. :( #werk

Finally I can enjoy my Saturday cuz next day I only have to work starts at 3pm. :DDD
Waking up at 6 in the morning is killing, I don't know how I survived everyday to wake up from my lovely bed when I was in primary school.
D;

I've no idea what's wrong with me recently.
I can play my phone for hours and ignore the world when I feel like want to. -.-
The battery can drop from 100% fully charged to 42% only I satisfied.
When I flashed back what I've done, uhmmm I can't remember a single thing. :O
Am I crazeh or what?

Ignored my lappie for days cuz I can update myself in social networks via my phone.
I'm sorry that keep delaying my posts.
Sorrehhh readers! I love you mwah! ♥ 

Okie, stop bullshitting and here is it about my TGIS. :D
I miss my bunch of friends so much. Our gang name - BFF.
They are so awesome until I could just laugh my lungs out and don't care whatsoever image it is.
Just the way we are and we rock it! :D

Got the invitation card from Issac Quan for his sister's wedding dinner will be held on 17th of Nov which means is yesterday - a Saturday night. :)
Yayyyy! Tgis rockssss!

So damn exciting for the dinner cuz we've been an ages not gather up for meeting like how we used to be previously cuz everyone is busying on schools and works. :(
So yeah, here is the outfit that I wore for dinner.
I know that I'm fat, on my way to diet so just gimme time okay? T_______T


I always wonder why I can't look pretty in pictures. :(
Envy those girls with their pretty faces and bodies. Anyway, I love myself still. Haha.

Leopard dress from Kitschen, black pump heels from Bershka, pochette from Michael Kors, Esprit purple watch and Voir bracelet.

Actually I did a lil curl at the bottom of my hair, but it didn't last long and it seemed nothing even though I had applied the waxing foam. -.-
Wasted my time wtf.

I started to feel sleepy right now so allow me to let the pictures to do the talking. :P




















新婚快乐 :DDD



11 November 2012

Kills.

Guess you can predict what I am going to blog about from my Twitter/title right?
I should learn how to control my emotion better, but I always failed. :(

Finally a big-cry yesterday, eyes swollen when I woke up this morning. Fml.
I just sat on my bed and cried for 1 hour plus?
Until my stomach is playing drum then only I went to downstairs and search for food w/ Running Man. Haha.
Failed on diet plan? Nonoooo, you are wrong. I didn't get to eat any foods at the end cuz I can't find any foods from kitchen. -.- #happyorsad
(Y)

The feelings just like when all the things clash on you in a sudden then no ones is there to lend you a hand. :'(
People always say, disappointments come from expectations.
But still, people still put on expectations. Why? Cuz they believe, they believe the things they put hope on will happen.
In fact, we're all cheating on ourselves, cuz life's like this.
The more you want. the harder you could get.
Positive minders will think that, oh! it's a kind of challenge in life or something, you'll be fine after you get through it. So yeah, stay strong.
But! Do you know that how fragile human beings are?
I'm just a human, I'm just a girl.
T_________________________T

The gang I used to have ain't the same anymore. 
I don't know if I'm the one who changed or time changes everything.
I don't mean to blame, anyone or anything, just that I couldn't believe that it happened. 
Told myself to chill/calm/xi guan jiu hao, but tears in my eyes just roll down like a waterfall.
I was too cared? Yes, I did cuz they are my buddies for life.
When those who disappointed you are who you cared, it kills.
Not hurts but kills. Non of the words can describe the heartache feeling. NON.
Over thinking is what kills me most, because I care everyone of you?

Yes, I have everything I want, but I don't happy.

One of the funny tweet from Twitter:
Who said that money can't buy happiness? It's happier to cry in a Mercedes than on a bicycle.

LOL?
True but I don't find it's happier to talk to a Coach porch purse than talk to a true friend.
Thank you Eetong still, for knowing me so well and I know she tried to cheer me up. :')

I miss talk to my mom. :'(
Internship caused me can't meet up w/ my family like always.
T_______________________T

Helpless.


***

I chose study abroad, only IF everything allows lah. 
If everything goes smooth, I will be leaving to Melbourne for degree.

New environment will do, I'm so tired liao. :'(