I teared after I listen this song. :'( I'm so sorry that I'm starting my post with sad emotion again. Still, emotion so unbalanced. :'(
As I promised, movies post for this.
This Means War.
Let me show you a picture to conclude about this movie.
TRIPLE LIKESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! :D
A very must-watch-movie! Must must watch. Love the story line cause it's kinda relates to reality nowadays.
Girl who dates with two guys or more at the same time. OPPPS! I did this before too. -.- I guess that's why I'm so effing like this movie. Lol.
Not gonna tell you the awesomeness of the story cause you'll have to find it out by yourself. Ahaha. Let's check the trailer out if you don't know any about this movie. ;)
MUST WATCHHH! :D
Rating: 4.5/5.0.
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《烂赌夫对烂赌妻》Mr & Mrs Gambler
FUNNY SHITT! You know, Chapman To is one of my favourite Hong Kong actor. ;D There is a classic dialogue which made me can't stop laughing.
SO ANGRY RIGHT NOWWWWWWWWWWW! I actually wanted to search for some ANGRY images in Google but it ends up pop out some Angry Birds pictures. #wtf Adding oil on my fire mood. Screw you!
Well, readers please be ready that this will be a super long post cause I've alot to tell. Sorry for not updating my blog since Wednesday due to my laziness and so on. ;( I'm here now so here we go.
Topic of the day: Communication. A wide-range-topic to talk about, and I bet there's no one expert in this. Everyone of us is learning how to communicate with people all the time. When people meet with people, there's communication.
Guess what, the reason why I'm doing Hospitality now is to strengthen my communication skill. Frankly, I don't have many friends like others, I don't know how to communicate well with people, I don't understand how people feel and whatsoever. My lecturer always tell me this, the hardest thing to be done in this world is to deal with people. Yes, absolutely agree with this statement.
In my mind, youngsters like us always like to joke around, have fun, unlimited playing, fooling and that's the way how we communicate. Some people may not happy with it, but for me, you'll have to understand that's a kind of way to communicate.
Seriously I felt scare yesterday. The feeling of helpless appeared that time, suddenly. When I talked with them, I can feel their anger. I know that they were angry. The situation is like a gang of people talking to a girl, yes I'm the girl. I got no one helping me that time after I dragged them away because I don't know what is actually happened at first.
I'm not saying that every teen likes to joke but him, yes. Said sorry, he just doesn't want me to be in hardship. I was really angry this morning when I received the text. Already apologized, but why are you still demanding?
I'm transferring what he wanted to say, it's still from him isn't it? You want him to say by himself still, okay did it. I did have harsh feeling, I admit that. But since it's settled now, so let it be. It's over now.
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Mum actually asked me to stay home today cause there's someone will be coming to my house for certain reasons I don't know. I actually planned to go Putrajaya to find out where my may-training-hotel is. It's because the hotel already called me up and I'm waiting for their interview confirmation. I don't have much time left since I'm having class from Monday to Friday. Seriously I don't want to miss any classes anymore due to I already received the 3rd warning letter. Eff.
I'm lacking of time mum. But I chose to stay at home just because of you. At the end guess what, my mum called and told me that the 'someone' won't be coming today.
I was like...WHAT?! End up I'm blogging here right now. AHAHA. #FUCKMYLIFE
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I wanted to order Pizza Hut via phone call just now, called to 1300882525. But I don't know what the fuck the changes of Pizza Hut I have to call to PHD, so okay, I called.
As usual, I always like to order personal pan Chicken Supreme cause it's my favvvvvv! Who knows, there's only Regular left and it's in 8 pieces!!! #wtf
Conclusion, no pizza = no lunch. #FUCKMYLIFE
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I'm really on fire right now. Don't feel like talking to anyone. Please don't talk to me or text me or call me or whatsapp me. Not gonna reply until there's something or someone who can cheer me up from my fucking anger. ;(
Boyf ffk. Friends ffk. Mum ffk.
Here is the question, : Should I back Subang tonight? ;(
Will blog about This Means War and Mr. & Mrs. Gambler for my next post. Stay tuned.
It's Wednesday night yo! :D Wednesday night used to be my night market night, but ain't anymore after I moved from Kajang. :'( IWANNAGOHONGLOKPASARMALAMARGHHHHHH! T.T
Okay, back to the reality, am blogging here. :'( #consolingmyself
I do have lotsa to blog about in my mind just now. Too many things distracting me that's why my mind is blank now. Wtf.
Oh yaaaa! I wanna promote my Uni Professional Activity event here. I'm doing this cause I'm part of the promotion team. -.- I wanted to be in the paparazzi team before that but they chose me to promote the event due to my talkativeness. #fml
This is actually my project, something like assignment. *I guess so?* The subject is under Professional Activity which is something like Event Management. Yeah, we gain marks from this event so yeah, PLEASE SUPPORT ME! I've no idea how many Taylorians will see this but, argh! I'm just doing my job. -.-
This talk is all about experiences and solutions in Hospitality Industry. We already invite 3 speakers from the industry to share about their experiences and the solutions to solve the problems which we will face in the future when we work out there. There's also Q&A session after the talk for those who have questions and it's an opportunity for you to know more about Hospitality.
I know the time is quite inadequate cause it starts at 9.30am. But, it's good for those who really wanted to know more about the hotel line. ;)
In facts, it's also a chance for you to know what is actually happening in Hospitality. We are not just making bed, washing toilet bowl, serving guests, smiling and open the door, or else BUT we're doing something professional which the outsiders don't know.
So yeah, feel free to come? WE'RE SO WELCOMING THE ARRIVALS OF YOU.
Hey peepo! I'm here to blog again, due to boredom while I'm waiting for my turn to use the toilet. Lolll.
Today is another awesome day which I only have class starting at 2pm!
Weee ♥ Super excited since yesterday cause I can naturally without the alarm disturbance. ;D
But then my phone rang and woke me up just now when the boyfie texted me. Aiks. -.-
Conversation between the colleagues and I yesterday still keep rounding in my mind.
I love the heart talks session, when one of us says, 'Honestly...'
Then we'll start sharing our story. ;)
They always say that my stories is competitive enough with You Are The Apple Of My Eyes.
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
It's funny when nostalgia but honestly I went through alot.
Jinru, my colleague who knows girls' thinking very much cause she went through many too.
She told me something that really I couldn't stop thinking about it.
I feel that you're protecting yourself. You not dare to love someone anymore cause you scare of hurt. Same goes to your boyfie, both of you scare of hurt.
Just because of this, you two will appreciate this relationship.
Guess what, I feel that I started to fall for the boyfie more than I did to the ex.
Damn. You grabbed my heart OYH!
Ihatechaaaaaaaaa. ;(
LOL. I got no idea what to put as the title so...:P
What a busy weekends, until I abandoned my blog for two days. :( You know, one of the happiest moment of mine is actually blogging. Expressing feelings is just so relaxing. When you got no one to talk to, blog will do. I love my diary. ♥
I actually went to find Mifen right after I reached Kajang last Friday, before she left. It happened so random when I listened the song A Thousand Years while I was driving, it reminds me of her. LOL.
Even though our met up just like a short while, but it's meaningful, at least for me. I always wanted to talk to her cause I know she always know what I'm thinking. She's a heart-stalker! Yesh, she is. Ahaha.
Hugged, chatted, laughed, cried, waved, said bye. From her, I get to know so much things. Suprised one. Feel so comfort when I know the truth. Now I only know there's people who know the truth and supporting me when the sad case happened. I feel thankful, really. It meant so much to me. :))) And you guys rock! Ahahahahaha.
Went for yamcha session with the gang after that. Lotsa to tell and lotsa to listen. I know I was abit image-lost due to my mentally exhausted, but I don't really care cause if you know me, you'll understand.
I don't know how to comfort you, J. Just no matter how, must stay strong. Don't show the white flag so easily. You can get over it, trust me. You can do it. We all will support you no matter what. Just please don't give up. Love ya.
#saturday. Stayed at home and helped mum to settle all the housework. Went for midnight movie with the boyfie and his gang at 1am at Alamanda Putrajaya.
Ghost Rider: Spirit of Vengeance
I do really feel that this movie is disappointing one. :( I can't understand the story line, wondering if it is my problem. -.-
Rating: 2.8/5.0. I don't like it. Hmmmph. :/
Oh ya! I realized that I actually forget about Alamanda this shopping mall after I moved to Subang area. My life left only Sunway Pyramid. HELL NOOOOOOOOOOO! D; Know what? There's T.G.I.Friday at Alamanda now! ;D
#sunday. Got calls from CP dailou and he kept on asking me to go shopping with 'em at Mid Valley. I can't sleep back after answered his call. So yeah, I joined them. LOL.
Went to IT fair to get some pendrives for my sisters. Crowded. Hateees! ;(
Watched another movie, Haywire.
Sleepy movie. -.- I can't really understand it still after my friend explaint it to me. LOL.
Rating: 2.0/5.0. I don't like it. :P
Besides that, I bought myself a watch. ARGH! Stop spending like using water please! ;(
I'm so broke now after I bought this. :((((((( Had steamboat as dinner. FATTT! Will control eating tomorrow.
That's my weekends. How about you? tell me yours. :)
We, as human, should cherish and appreciate what we have now.
This is what I always tell myself.
After the accident of yesterday, the more I know why we should cherish.
It's too scary and seriously freak me out until I cried when I was driving.
The very first time, and I swear it would be the last time. :'(
Yes, I left my phone in the toilet of my campus yesterday and I didn't realize it was left until I was on my halfway home.
I did cry cause I was really over nervous.
I don't even know what to do and my hands shake like fuck, damn it.
Thank GOD I got it back at last. Sincerely from me.
First of all, of course I wanted to say thanks to the girl who took my phone and tried so hard to contact my friends to reach me and returned it to me at last. :'(
THANK YOU SO MUCHIE.
Actually I planned to jot down her name and contact number before I found her to say thank you to her.
But, I failed to do so when I saw her. Mentally unbalanced. This is sucks! :(
Secondly, I wanted to say thanks to my bestie EeTong.
THANK YOU SO MUCHIEE. :')
My mum actually called her and asked her to get my phone from that girl cause my mum can't contact me as I only have 1 phone.
She and her boyfriend were trying to help me after knew this happened.
Thirdly, boyfieHan.
THANK YOU SO MUCHIEEE AND SORRY. :(
I knew you were busy working but still called to comfort me right after I got my phone back.
Sorry for letting you worry. I'm sorry. :'(
Fourthly, Mr.AlvinLeong.
THANK YOU SO MUCHIEEEE!
I can feel your worried through the whatsapp. Ahaha! :P
Still, thanks!
Fifthly, my mum.
THANK YOU SO MUCHIEEEEE AND I LOVE YOU.
Thank you for everything and for calm me down.
Sixthly, IssacChiang.
THANK YOU SO MUCHIEEEEEEEEE!
And sorry for disturb. Lol.
Seventhly, the indian who borrowed me his phone and the uncle who helped me to call.
THANK YOU SO MUCHIEEEEEE FOR YOUR HELPS!
I don't know how to express my feelings through the words but sincerely,
Not in mood not in mood not in mood. You know what, today is a bad day for me. My mood was totally down to the max and I don't even feel like talking to anybody else. ;( Actually planned to blog this afternoon but I'm so sorry that I was really tired and decided to have a 3-hour-nap at last.
Was having kitchen class today. Serving class. As usual, tiring one. But still, attended. Cooking duck today, disgusting one. Yucks!
Ngap ngap ngap.
I do feel the duck is cute. Ahaha. R.I.P duckie! I'm sorry! :'( The very first time to chop a duck. My colleagues called me duck killer. Ahaha! It's because I'm the only one among the Chinese girls who dare to cut the freaking ducks. LOLLL. Fats removing was disgusting much. Duckie, why are you so fat?! :(
It's actually a very fun class but many things happened today and ruined my mood. Fml. My knife was lost for like 1 an hour and I was totally out of mood that time cause I don't have a knife to peel my orange! ;( I was fucking mad and asked every of my colleagues but non of them actually bother me when they were busy peeling their orange. ;(((
Before the class ended, one of the colleagues was actually found out that she took two peering knife. I was like...what the? -___- WHY YOU NO SAY JUST NOWWW? ;(
Okay, ignore it.
Another bad things happened. Chef was assigned me to clean up the pot which full of oil inside, and I tried to take it to the stewarding area to clear it up. I was stopped by another chef and he asked me why I do so. Then I stunned, I just following instructions?
I just want to clean it, why you scold me? :'( He even asked me if I'm a Malaysian and did I understand his language. Of course I knew what you were talking about but I just don't know why you are asking me like that and I have no idea how to answer youuuuuuu. :'((( Down to the max within 3 seconds, like really.
I even ffk the colleagues for dinner tonight cause I really not in mood. Seriously hate this feelings. :(
Appetizer of the day: Russian Salad.
I'm so sorry that I forget to take picture of the main course which is the duckie. :( Just show you the outcome before carving. Here it is.
Not nice. -.-
Dessert of the day: Caramel Cheese cake.
My partner: Ashley Soong. *Ignore my fugly face please. -.-* She teaches me how to entertain ourselves while attending kitchen class. And we laughed non stop in the kitchen, thanks to her laa! LOL.
Didn't found someone who can listen to me when I was down. How pity I am. T.T Chose to sleep while waiting the time pass. Sad case. Until I received the boyfie's text, he brighten up my day! :D ♡ Totally forget about the sad things when I was chatting with him. Hehee. I miss him.
MusicOfTheDay
Severely - FT Island SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! :'(
Valentine's Day, what comes up to your mind? Red roses, chocolates, couples, fine-dining restaurants, Valentine's dinner set, crowded, lines outside the restaurants, and also, TRAFFIC JAM!
Valentine's 2012 falls on Tuesday, which is a normal weekday for everybody who needs to work and study. So sad and too bad right? :( Same goes to me, I had stupid pastry class, mid-term assessment and also English presentation on Valentine's day. How awesome it is. -.- I got date with the boyfie laaaaaaaaaa! D;
I don't know what's wrong with all the lecturers yesterday. Two out of three of them ruined my Valentine's mood, really! ;( First one, pastry chef, she scolded us for being late while I reached to the Uni an hour before the class started. Hahaha. Funny shit you chef! Do you know that you were the one who came late? -.- At the end: Mood ruined 40%. ;(
Second one, English lecturer. She banned my group presentation and said that won't giving us any marks on our presentation except for contents and points. Wthhh? I spent my night on that fucking essay and now you said that to me? Alright, I will forgive you cause I know you were in bad mood due to no valentine's partner to have dinner with you. NAHH! SCREW YOU MISS. ;( At the end: Mood ruined 80%.
Mid-term assessment, CLASS CANCELLED! ;D Hurrayy! All of us like so effing happy because we could leave early! I was so rush to leave the Uni to avoid the terrible traffic jam and yeah, the timing was good enough. :))) We actually promised between the colleagues to share our Valentine's story the day after. LMAO! This is so awkward. Lolll.
I don't know why I was so lazy to get myself prepared. Lolll. Boyfie already informed me that he won't be that early maybe that's the reason. Hahaa. :P
Watched L'Escargot the last episode and I was like, wth? that's the end? -___- Speechless. :/
Crappinggg.
Too bad I didn't take any photos last night cause I totally forgot about this thing. Fml. -.- Know what, this is my very first time to celebrate Valentine's with the love one. ♥ I remember last year was a nightmare! OH GOSH, forget it forget it. -.-
Sorry for bullshitting so much. Back to the topic. Boyfie picked me up at about 9.30pm for dinner at Heritage. I was actually quite excited because it's our first Valentine's. Ahahahaha. But I have to act like normal, normal and normal. Blahh. :P
Everywhere was decorated with all the love shape stuff, especially balloons. Kinda annoying, I don't like it. Lol. -.-
Most of the restaurants only Valentine's dinner sets were available. And of course, costly and pricey. :(
That's our set, the only pic of the day! D; #failure
I wish I could show you the shirt that I bought for him. He wore it last night. Damn it, how could I forget to take picturesss?! :( As I mentioned before, I have nightmare on buying pressie to guys. Fuckk.
Heritage has nice lake view and atmosphere. It's sweet and suitable for couples. :D ♥
Actually I was quite shocked when he brought me there cause I went there before with the ex. Fmlfmlfml. -.-
Guess what's my Valentine's pressie? Hahahahaa. The answer is...nothing. Lolll. I got nothing from him but kisses. Lmao!
Anyway, thanks for everything babe. I LOVE YOUUU. ♥
Holidays ended. As usual, it's the time to back to reality. Was addicted to gamble games, mahjong, ramee and friends gathering during this cny. Finally, it comes to an end. :'( HOLIDAYS, WHY YOU NO WAIT?!
Well, no matter how many holidays is given, people will never satisfy with it. Facts. So yeah, back to the reality and stay tuned for the next holidays will do. :)
Oh ya, I went to Pavilion yesterday, had a meet up with my grandson. ;D He still the same, always like to tease me like holly mama just for fun. I always lose to him no matter how I fight back. That's him. Lol.
Let me tell you, he is...the only still-contact-friend after YQ camp, movie-marathon partner, good shopping partner, and my grandson. AHAHA.
Finally! I had watched Journey 2 after it releases for a period of time. I know I'm so outdated, I know. :(
Hmmm, okay. What I can say is, it disappointed me. :( BUT! I still love The Rock. His muscle is loveeeeeee! ♥ :P I slept in the cinema. Fmlll. -.-
Rating: 2.5/5.0
2nd movie, I love Hong Kong 2012.
Another finally. At last, I completed my cny routine before my holidays ended. Satisfied. :DDD
Not too bad, but I still love 72 Tenants Of Prosperity more than this. :/
Rating: 2.8/5.0.
Next movie: Chronicle, Ghost Rider: Spirit of Vengeance, Man On A Ledge.
My throat infection had dragged me to hell, but yeah, I won the war at last. Ahaha! :D
Well, after rotting at home for 5 days, I had thought about a lot of things which I had chosen to escape. :))) We are born to face facts, isn't it? Avril Lavigne says, life's like this. Lolll.
The feeling of recover from high fever is good. You know, how suffercating when your life is totally dull due to fever. I even feel like going to the hospital just to get an injection just to recover as soon as possible. :( Of course, my mum doesn't let me to do so without any check up. -.-
I missed 3 days of the classes, serving class, ffk my colleagues and my friends, broke promises for friend's birthday celebration and spent my days at home during last few days of cny. Do you know how frustrated am I? Urgh. :(
Anyway, it doesn't a matter. I'm back now finally. Let's go for movies and partay babes! :D Please and welcome to date me before holidays end. ;) Ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!