28 November 2011

I'm sorry.


受他影响,狂听这首歌。

有加我面子书的朋友,都应该知道最近的我发生了什么事吧?
是的,结束了。
我承认这是我的错,所以我并不想再继续纠缠下去了。
这对他并不公平,终于,我作了这个决定,分手。

我欺骗他,是我的错。
我有我的苦衷,我只是太大压力了。
而他,并不能并不明白我的处境,就不能站在我这方面想想吗?
算了,都算了。
多说无谓,就到此结束吧!

4个月又3天。





我真的很大压力。
时间不够用,功课多到我作不完,喘不过气来。
很累。
我已经没时间想这么多了。
会加油!(:

纯真的爱情,在我的世界里并不出现。
柯景藤还是沈佳宜,都只是故事。

25 November 2011

家。


回家,是一件很幸福的事。
我很爱我的家,很爱我的房间,很爱我家里所有的一切。

不知道从何时开始,我开始不回家了。
习惯了家外的感觉。现在对我来说,呆在家竟然是一种挑战。
我正在强迫自己不出门。今晚,就呆在家吧!

吃晚饭的时候,我的话比平常多了很多。
原因是我发现,我已经好久没有好好的跟家人谈笑风生了。
这感觉,竟然有点陌生。

我觉得我是在害怕失去家人,是不安全感吧?

我已经失去男朋友了,我不想再失去家人。
这感觉,我害怕。

冷战当中。
或许这是件好事吧?大家都应该需要时间想清楚到底合不合适。
毕竟问题是真的出现了。

很累。
近来都忙于考试或assignment。我真的没时间去想太多。
或许,这就是所谓的考验。
经历过,就会长大。






不要再发梦了。醒吧!

24 November 2011

!!!


我要看!!!


他妈的。干嘛电影院一直爆满?!;(

22 November 2011

废话连篇。



.Quote of the day.

You can say your sorry a million times to someone, they can forgive you, but sometimes they never going to forget what you did.

人类,你还好吗?
我只知道最近的我,忙得不得了。:(
这篇我想用华语来更新,比较亲切。哈

近来,有好多事情发生。头脑快爆炸了,精神快崩溃了。
但是!这只是大学生活的开始,接下来要面对的好有很多。
不会这么容易得被打倒,要勇敢!:D

看来,我似乎进步了许多。哈
至少没有以前那么的悲观嘛!嘻嘻。

话说,我班出现了一个香肠哥哥。
好吧,其实他并不像香肠那么好吃,而是他有一张香肠嘴。哈哈哈!
他,现在已经升级成为了班上的公敌,刚刚我才参与了世界大战三,真恐怖。;(

香肠哥哥,其实就是我班班长。
他真的很可笑,一直在做一些大家都会zzz的事情。纳闷。-.-

算了,我并不想一直在我的部落格里提到这位香肠哥哥。心情会跟着郁闷起来。
不要不要。

回归正体,我今天可忙得不得了。
明明中午12点就放学了,我竟然在晚上9点才回到宿舍。累死了。
讨论那该死的宿题assignment竟然花了我整半天的时间,我还以为我今天有的睡午觉!:'(

是真的,我很忙,像牛仔一样忙。:(
当我妈问我,‘你真的有那么忙咩?’的时候,我真的好想告诉他我的疲累。
学校寄了第二封警告信给我妈说我旷课,真的很无言。
我妈就凭着那封警告信,一直在说我欺骗她。心痛。:'(

妈,等我把成绩考出来,你就会知道我有没有在浪费你的钱了。
不想多说什么,我相信我的努力不会就这么的白费。
长大了,并不想一直像以前一样顶妈妈的嘴,行动会证明一切。
雪糕我会加油!:)

告诉你一件很好笑的事情吧。周末,我妈突如其来的问了我一个问题。
“做么你这样play的?”
我吓到了。Play?我还以为是因为我到处去玩的爱玩, PLAY。

岂知道,我妈说我playgirl。她问我是不是一直在玩别人的感情。-________-
真的很搞笑。我妈一直以来都不会过问我的感情事,怎知道会突然地问我这样的问题。
她说,是别人告诉她的。
好吧,我又无言了。

对于别人对我的批评,我只想说,你们的想象力好丰富。真佩服。
不知道内情的,也可以把故事说得天花乱坠。真可爱。:D

不过说真的,我并不再像以前一样那么的相信什么爱情了。
爱就爱,不爱就不爱,没有什么永不永远。
这些承诺游戏,我已经受够了。男人,并不是我唯一的依靠。

至少,我现在并不想与男朋友分手。就这样。

刚刚Jason忽然发了一封whatsapp给我,他问我要不要出去,他说想见我。
有时候我觉得男生就是这样,犯贱到死。;(
我已经忘记他了,就突然来挑起我的瘾。他妈的臭男生!;(
算了算了,别想这么多。只是一封无聊的短信,没什么好在意的。
其实,我是真的有点下开心了一下,只有一下下。

哦!对了。
那天周末,我跟J先生去了柏威年看了这套电影。
Shark Night.



我只记得我骂了很多次fucker。-.-
如雅雅所说,很敷衍的一套电影。
但是我就是很怪胎,很坚持要去看。只有J先生跟我一样无聊,陪我一起去看。哈

评级:2.5/5.0。

靠!超级久没去柏威年了。好怀念N个月前一个礼拜去两三次的那时。:(
现在,我已经没有那个时间去做这么疯狂的事了。

回来,说到J先生。朋友和姐妹们都说他对我有意思。
其实我也有感觉到一些些啦!但毕竟人家都没开口,所以我也不能说什么。

很奇怪,我发现我只能把他当好朋友。
没感觉就是没感觉,有时候我还会有想避开他的冲动。
我不想这样,大家明明是好朋友。:(

噢对了!昨天考了会计。你知道发生了什么事吗?
我超想炫耀一番的。哈哈哈哈哈!
我竟然成功地把income statement和balance sheet平衡了!
你知道,我从来没有平衡过这两个讨厌的东西。-.-

妈呀!11.26pm了!明天有考试啊!
想睡觉去了。晚安。♥



大爱这张照片。:DDD

18 November 2011

细语。



Dear, I love you more than everything.
You are the only one that I want.
Please don't leave me alone.
I can't live without you.

男朋友忽然发了这封短信给我。怪了,干嘛忽然说这些奇怪的话?
不知道。-.-

近来,大学发生了很多事情。头快爆炸了。他妈的烦死了。;(

话说,我班的班长是个很奇怪的人。我真的觉得他人格有问题咯。
不只是我这样说,同学们都赞同。
一直在挑拨离间,一直在做双面人,一直在无事生非,一直在乱乱讲话。
真的很想当面与他对质。
虽然不关我事,但我真的很替同学生气。;(

看见同学们在上课时都摆着那副emo样,心情就跟着沉重起来。
很不喜欢。

我竟然还在上课中途跑出课室,躲到一间没人的课室去。
快窒息了。很不开心。:(

与媚同学细语起来。Gossip. My habit.
才知道原来之前发生过这些事情。
班长真的很有问题,我们甚至怀疑他有精神病。-.-

媚同学,与我一样来自Kajang,但她住我男朋友那一区,Sg.long。
算是有缘吧?
她是班长的前度女友。
班长就很不成熟,事事针对媚同学。还到讲师那里告状说她没参与讨论。
男人,真无聊。幼稚惨了。-.-
一点都不公私分明,枉他还是我班班长。无奈。

有时候真的很不明白男人。我真的觉得你们很幼稚耶!
P/S: Particular group of guys.
算了吧。无言。
长大,好不好?



说真的,我真的很羡慕我妹。
她已经安全抵达日本了!
我也好想去日本。:(

17 November 2011

How to love ? ♥



See you had a lot of moments that didn't last forever.

Do you know how to love ?
Honestly, I don't know.

Well, know why am I asking this question ?
There's reason for it. :)
Gonna share some of my stories with y'all.

Goshh. It's 12.30am now. I'm sleepy. :(
AHAHA. No worries I'm a responsible blogger. ;P
Am gonna done with this post no matter how.
So, just spend few minutes to read my post alright.
Loves ya! :D ♥

Ok. Done crapping.

Guess what ? I met with my NS babes today in Taylor's.
Wow ? Such a great meet up right ?
I was like N months didn't meet up with them. :'(
Finally! I was so happy when I received the text from darling.
She asked me for lunch at WongKok. :DDD

So yeah, chatted quite a long time until we went Gong Cha for our gathering. ;)

I told her about Jason. Guess what she told me ?
It's normal. Just forget what you did and act like nothing's happen will do.
Cause a girl will never satisfy when she is in a relationship with only one guy.
LOL.
Well, what I would want to say is MOST of the girl maybe ?
No offense. You might be the minority. ;P
But I'm the majority. AHAHA. -.-
So yeah, gonna forget about Jason start from now on. :)))

Seriously, I don't know how to love.
Family, boyfie, friends, stuff and so on. :(

Lil sis is going to Japan for exchange student programme. :(
Am almost forget about it. What a failed sister I am. Fuck.
I know I'm gonna miss her for this coming one month. :(
Called her and ask her to bring me my favorite Japan stuff and snacks.
Awwww. :'(
She's in the plane now. :(((

My new-bought-flats had just spoiled. WTF ?
I just bought it 2 weeks before ! D;
Hais. I don't know how to love my stuff.

Boyfie, he's sick now. :(
Cough like hell everytime when on call with him.
I don't know what I can do. #fmlttm
I just keep asking him to drink more water.
And the weather recently, really fuck. ;(

Something happened in the class today.
I'm wondering why the lecturers like to call my name or taking me to be their example ?
I'm so uncomfortable with it. Fuck.
I kept complaining to the colleague about it.
Luckily those who are heart me, they just ask me to ignore them.
This makes me smile. :)

Thanks to the Kenzo laogong to wake me up early in the morning.
Heart him! ♥
Thanks to the Jacky brother to cheer me up with the funny video in facebook.
Heart him too! ♥
Thanks to Jesvin mami to be my listener.
Heart her three! ♥
Thanks to WengKin ah di for the superman joke. It's funny though. AHAHA.
Heart him four! ♥
Thanks to Stephanie babe to accompany to watch In Time. ;)
Heart her five! ♥

At last but least, thanks to the William Ang boyfie to stay with me when I need you.
Love you max! ♥ ♥ ♥

Am thinking to buy bird nest as boyfie's mother birthday pressie.
So sorry that I couldn't make it on that day due to study. :(
Happy Birthday auntie in advance. :)

In Time.




一句话,好看!♥














Justin Timberlake rocks!
4.0/5.0

15 November 2011

Untrustable ?



.Quote of the day.

Friends are like stars. Those real ones, those who care, those who will be there for you will not fall, but for those who aren't will. ♥

What you think about me ?
I mean my personality.
Tell me your answer in chatbox before you read the text below.



Well, guess why I ask this question ?
Let me tell you about it.
It is because of I just realize that I'm such an untrustable person for some people. :(

Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sad! :'(

I heard from my colleague, she told me that my class rap ain't trusting me.
我信不过她。

WHATTTT?
Hmmm, okay. My first response was ‘I don't ask him to trust me also.’
But still, I do care.

Mind keeps rewinding about this, keep thinking.
Never mind, I'm fine with it.
Just do my part til the best will do.
Loves! ♥

13 November 2011

那些年,我们一起追的女孩。






青春是一場大雨。即使感冒了,還盼望回頭再淋它一次。

就很真实啊!这部电影完完全全概括了校园生活时的我们。
很动人。

看了这部电影,真的让我了解到遗憾是怎么一回事。
就因为那一瞬间的决定,结局就能够完完全全的不一样。

九把刀把自己的校园爱情故事写成了一本小说,并把它拍成一部戏。
很厉害对不?:D

柯景腾这个名字好好听,是男主角的名字,也是九巴刀的原名。
沈佳宜是女主角,我想,她也就是九巴刀当年暗恋的那个女生的名字吧?
明明就能够在一起,但是最后... :(



我最喜欢柯景腾把英文课本借给沈佳宜然后自己站起来说没带课本的那一幕。
帅惨了!:DDD

柯景腾真的很帅!♥

说实在的,我真的很不喜欢结局。虽然有两个结局。
唉。遗憾。



连续几天都买不到票,今天终于看了。
很好看哦!
记得要去支持九巴刀。:) ♥



12 November 2011

Cool.




What you think, that we think it is cool ?



This is one of the song which I placed in my playlist.
Cool right ?
I love the beats. Dom dom dom dom. :DDD

Let's have a random post at this midnight.
I've been such a long time didn't post some random thingy in my blog. :(
Awwww, miss my previous life so much.
I can't even update my blog once a day. How embarrassing. :(
Such a failed blogger. #fml

Oh ya, just viewed D's blog.
I was like *&#&*E%&*%@#%*#!^)*&#) at the moment.
Seriously, I was so angry when saw what he wrote about me. -.-
Someone who did wrong but still wrote those effing posts on the blog ?
Awful.

Well, I should have get used to it cause it means nothing to me.
What for I feel angry because of some bullshits ?
So yeah, stay strong Lau Pling Chee! ;)

Went to yamcha session with Jacky, Sheepy and Jojo just now.
I wanted to go Fun OK at first.
But so sad due to the time problem, we end up at the mamak Rest 1. -.-

Do you know where is Fun OK ?
It located at Taman Connaught. :)



I wanted to go since long time ago.
:(((


Opppps! Boyfie on call now.
Got to go! Bye. :D

The one that got away




So I don't have to say you were the one that got away.

11 November 2011

11112011 ♥





心情很糟糕。
每天都在哭,失去方向感地在哭。

眼泪就像坏了的水龙头一样,一开了就关不了。:'(
我不知道我为什么在哭,更不知道为了什么而哭。
当WengKin阿弟问我发生了什么事的时候,我停顿了好久,不知道该回答些什么。

或许是压力太大,快承受不了了?
也或许是撑太久了,一下子解放了?

说实在的,我真的想放弃学业了。
太累了。

自己选择的路,跪着也要走完。

你知道吗?我真的很努力很努力地在读书。
自认为上中学也没那么努力,原因是因为我真的要让别人对酒店管理这一科另眼相看。

我们不是在扫厕所。
我们不是在帮人家善后房间。
我们不是弯下腰来讨好别人。
我们是在为别人提供专业的服务。

每天太阳没出来就爬起身啃书,太阳下山了还在课室里面讨论宿题。
回到宿舍内得洗衣晒衣扫地折衣一大堆的什么。睡觉的时间都不够。
有够他妈的。

有时候还因为疲劳过度而把衣服堆积起来干脆不折去。
我真的快受不了了。T.T

与别人沟通也是一门很大的学问,在大学内就是一个例子。

身为组长,要把同学们组在一起以方便进行presentation,竟然也得顾虑这么多东西。
有时候我实在无言以对,累了。

我妈,还打电话来骂我,说我骗她。没上课说上课去。
靠?我哪儿来的时间骗她去了?连睡眠时间都牺牲掉一大半去,不体谅就算了,还无理取闹起来。
我就快死了,你又懂吗?
算了。对于这些言言语语,我真的不想再听了。我选择安静。

在我需要一个人支持我的时候,我竟然在电话簿里面找不到一个能够听我诉苦的人。
那种寂寞和难过,很不好受。
哭了好久,依然寂寞。

幸亏有Kenzo先生打来跟我开开玩笑,我才笑了那十几分钟。:)
有时候,身边就是很庆幸有这种朋友。他们都好棒!:D ♥

今天是1111日,你们做了什么特别的是吗?难忘吗?
我的很难忘,因为好久都没哭这么久了。好爽。:D










电话有问题,有什么事情请在面子书pm我吧!:)
单身节快乐。♥



跟你们分享一些我的大学生活照吧!:)









10 November 2011

你好吗?




怎么样?你们最近还好吗?
好久好久都没有问候你们了。

我不好。
每天都在过着行尸走肉般的生活,很累,很累。

待会儿还有考试,要加油了。
会尽快更新部落格。不会让你们等太久。♥

噢对了,今天是111111哦!
要让这天过的很难忘。加油。:)


Stay tuned!

07 November 2011

Virgo. ♥



The Virgo girl is reserved, even a bit shy,
and quite inclined to spend much of her time fussing over this and that.

Generally, a Virgo woman is quite active and health conscious.
She is quick in actions such as talking, walking or reacting.
She may have a tendency to put on excess weight.
However, she tries to keep herself slim and trim most of the times.
ACTIVE. :DDD

A Virgo woman can be described as charming, witty, realistic, honest, organized, dedicated, helpful, gentle and perfectionist.
These are some of the strong points of a Virgo woman.
However, she may also have some weaknesses.
She may be restless, nervous and worried, dogmatic, cranky and irritable, etc., and at times, too critical.
Awww, this is so true! Maigodd.

Talking about lifestyle, a Virgoan is extremely successful in her personal life as well as professional life.
She can well manage a balance between personal life and career at the same time.
She is happy and successful in any sort of lifestyle and work.
So yeah, a Virgoan is healthy enough as me. AHAHA!
Ok laa, I'm crapping. -.- I ain't healthy at all.

A Virgo woman is very intelligent, having a highly analytical mind and excellent memory.
She can be a good business partner. She is a rational thinker and good at settling others' disputes.
That's why I always forcing myself to be rational in life.
No point if we keep thinking the negative side right ? That's us. ;)

A Virgo woman has dignity and charm. She is agreeable and cheerful as well.
A Virgo woman is loyal, truthful, determined and straight thinker.
That’s why people love to have a friendship with a Virgoan and they are ready to wait, until she accepts the friendship.
I know all of my friends do love me! AHAHAHA. *Don't beat me please! ;P*

In case of relationships, a Virgo woman is completely devoted, reliable and loyal.
She likes to analyze all the facts before making a commitment.
A Virgo woman can be a perfect mate for those who are looking for conservative, old-fashioned partner.
The Virgoans are more compatible with Aquarius, Gemini, Taurus and Capricorn.
Omg? Old-fashioned?
Hmmm, I'm new-fashioned that's why I need an old-fashioned partner to match with me huh? LOLLLL.
Oh well, I doubt on the 'loyal' part. :/

For a Virgo woman, romance has a very special meaning in life.
She tends to find a person having equal or higher intellectual caliber.
If she finds ‘Mr. Right’, she likes to develop a strong relationship with him.
Yesss, exactly! So boyfie, do you know what to do now? Ahaha.

A Virgo woman, as a mother, is very careful about the children’s health.
She supports the practical activities during the free time.
She encourages the children to ask questions. She is ready to do anything to help her children.
Hmmm ? I hate kids. -______-

Virgo woman is a determined individual.
Once she takes a decision, she would diligently work to attain her goal, without deterring from it.
True! That's why I always spend alot on shopping. @___@

A Virgo female would do anything and everything for people she cares about.
Be proud when I do something for you, because I care about you. :)



.musicoftheday.



Have you found your love ? ♥

05 November 2011

Life's unfair.

It has been awhile I'm not updating my blog.
I'm so sorry guys. :(
Gonna punish myself to sleep early tonight!
No more online at this hour. MUST!

Guess what? I've decided to give up on him. Jason.
Yes, cause we know that it's impossible to move on.
So yeah, gonna let myself wake up as early as possible.
No more dreaming and no more thinking all of this shit.
I know it would be tough for me at the beginning, but so what ?
I'm still alive, of course I can get over it.
Just the matter of time, yes it is. ;)

S.T.O.P.
T.H.E.E.N.D.

You know, life is just so unfair.
As in what ? Everything.
Sometimes we just couldn't blame and we should learn how to accept it eventhough it is just so unacceptable.
Learning in the progress. (;

Received Melissa babe's bbm this morning.
She told me about her ex love story.
I was like OMFG ?! What the hell is going on now huh ?
Guys really sucks. #nooffense

Went to club in two continuous days.
Tired shit. I'm gonna quit club sooooooooooooooooooon.
Maybe it's timing problem or whatsoever, clubbing is so bored now. -.-
Went to Milk Club on Thursday and Mist Club on Friday.
Milk Club, bad. My friend was drunk and vomit like mad. @___@
Mist Club, worse. Pack to the max and the gang of us is so ... speechless. -.-

Saturday, went to Mid Valley for Pc Expo.
Met up with FenFen darling and the bro Sheepy.
Chatted. Loves.

They told me something WOW.
My first reaction was ' ya right. ' -.-
Totally speechless on what those people did.
Acting like an actor ? Go TVB work laa stupid! -.-

I'm a liar who keep telling lies ?
Who the hell are you then ? Nah!

Really don't wanna bother any shit about all these rubbish.
Wasting my time and spirit. Funny ass. -.-

For the XXMr.D, you 're the most childish guy that I've seen before.
HAHAHA. Feel like giving you a prize weih. LOL.



Bought a speaker from Pc Expo today.
LOVE TO THE MAXXXXXXXXXX! :DDD



我明白 太放不开 你的爱
太熟悉 你的关怀 分不开
想你 算是安慰 还是悲哀
而现在 就算时针 都停摆
就算生命 像尘埃 分不开
我们 也许反而 更相信爱 ♥

02 November 2011

矛盾。



一年前看了这部短片,很爱。
一年后看了这部短片,依然爱。

很真实的东西,看了就忽然感触起来。
不知道,我现在处于那个阶段呢?
大问号。

尝试着放下,但其实很难。该死的!
那该死的感觉回来了,一直不想它回来,始终还是来了。:(
真的很辛苦。
一直逼着自己忘记,忘记,忘记。很累。:'(

那天,收到他的一封短信。
“我觉得你在避我。”
整个人立刻矛盾了起来,在自我怀疑着,真的吗?
天啊!我也不想的。我只是不想再让自己险下去,越陷越深。
那感觉很痛,我害怕。

每天上课都会不自觉地在寻找他的身影,但见到面却在逃避他的眼神。
胆怯了,我退缩了。
害怕。
只怪我,不够勇敢。

错误的,就应该停止。
原来,这是对的。

周末clubbing去。好想让自己轻松轻松。
是时候训练训练自己的酒量了。哈

最近都很忙,会少更新哦!
不要忘记我好不好? ♥