06 August 2012

A week past.

I thought I would let go. I thought I would...
Told myself to give up. I didn't realize this is so hard, so hard...
Wtf?! Why am I dropping tears right now? :'(

A week had past. 8 days ago, I said to separate, he didn't response any.
Told myself N times to forget this man, the one who doesn't care about me anymore.
But why I find it is so hard? Really. :'(

He lives happily without me, but I'm shedding tears here.
I know YOU, the one who reading this, will feel like slapping me so hard.
Why should I live in past? WHYY?
I don't know, all I know is, I love him. :'(

Read back the old texts, flip back the photos we took together, think back the place we went together... :'(
I can't let go still.
Brain, please control me. T___T