第一次在英国搭火车。

来红，心情整个大不好。

每个月最痛苦的时候，最难受的时候，也是最情绪化的时候。

朋友们难得来到伯明翰，大家很爽快地邀约全部相识的人聚一聚喝喝酒聊聊天，但是我选择了自己回家。

大姨妈你是非得要在这个时候来吗？！对不起朋友们，我扫兴了。

他妈的，明天还是我正式上课的第一天，希望一切都安好吧！

说得好像有点太严重，不过还是算了吧，也是些废话而已。

我的搭车伙伴, Miss T。:D

趁我记忆还很清晰的时候，我想把我的伦敦亨登历险记给记录下来。

P/s: 亨登的英文名是Hendon。

这可是我在英国第一次搭火车+地铁，他们这里的人叫地铁作tube，去到亨登找朋友去。

原本一直在心里面想说，哇！要去伦敦了。那里一定很漂亮什么什么的。结果！-.-

Okay, 先不说那里怎样，我要一一告诉你们我跟T小姐经历了什么事情，我们两只无头苍蝇真的是神道一个阶段。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

首先呢，我们一大早就在车站办了我们的Railcard，有了这张卡，每次搭火车我们就可以省下1/3的搭车费。

拿到卡了之后，我们就买了伯明翰直达亨登，然后就兴高采烈地排队上火车去。

Birmingham New Street - London Euston

由于早餐还没吃，饿着肚子地去搭火车，然后我们就在车上一直睡睡睡，反正是接近两个小时的车程，所以就管它的。

忽然，到了London Euston，我们的火车竟然不继续前进，我们就从睡梦中惊醒，被赶了下车后，毫无目的地在那车站问东问西。

在那个车站，我们一直看到的路程表都是张这种样子。他妈的是谁看得懂啊？！

相信你们也看不懂吧。我就画一画给你们看。

从Euston去到Hendon Central，费时40分钟。

而且！我们的车票并不是到Hendon Central Railway Station而是写着Hendon Railway Station，也就是说其实我们是搭错了行程线。

但是也是到了同样的一个地方，所以就算了吧!

粉红色的Leicester Square和Tower Hill正是伦敦的市中心。

不约而同地买了同款不同色的靴子。:D

玩了玩，吃了一餐每个人大约10英镑的韩国餐。

其实亨登比我们想象中真的是差太远了，就像是一个郊外一样。

交通好不方便，截一辆的士都得用跑的。从宿舍去到热闹一点的街道都得花上半个小时的车程，搭得士哦！贵死了。

幸亏一开始转换了大学，不然...D; D; D;

问一问了人，才知道原来亨登是属于伦敦zone 3，就连离chinatown也得花上半个小时的火车程。超麻烦的说。

吃完韩国餐，我们就打算回去伯明翰。结果，这两个人也说要跟我们一起回去。哈哈！

回程就恐怖了。我们竟然有一度是处在迷路+无助的状态中。

去了这个车站又说不对，到了那个车站又没火车。然后就算了，打算重新买一张车票，但是那个车站的怪伯伯又一直不指点我们还用很不耐烦的语气乱乱帮我们按那个卖票的机器。

他妈的，真的有够衰。

在火车上，又一路没得好坐，只能坐地上，还没关系，还以指点我们说去伯明翰站的一定要去前面的车箱，还我们从最后的车箱一直一直走到去最前面的车箱。

中间还要遇上很多喝醉酒的怪人。

还好，我们遇见一位很好心的女生，问一问之下，原来她也是马来西亚人。

顿时就觉得，哦我的天！终于有点希望的感觉。D';

我们就趁机问了她很多搭火车的知识和关于在英国的生活小提示。

终于在凌晨12点回到了伯明翰，真的是累死了。

但是说真的，这一趟旅程学了很多很多知识，说起来真的很好玩！:D

下一次搭车就有可能是去找男朋友了，期待中。<3 p="">

恋。

看电视剧看很多这种不符实的远距离恋爱，有些是美好结局像童话般的happy ending，但也有很多是那些经不起考验然后相互整天疑神疑鬼最终搞得一拍两散的这种结局。

很多啦。我总是认为，其实事在人为。但是如果天意弄人，那就只好认命，没什么好大呼小叫的。

嘴巴上说说是容易，但是实际做起来，他妈的心都快痛死了。

说实在，到现在还是不敢相信自己跟男朋友的状态正是处在这种typical电视剧远距离恋。

天天视讯，不然就whatsapp，已经变成我们唯一的沟通工具。

还真不喜欢这样的相处方式，死板板的，真无聊。

这几天呢？我每天都会发着美梦说，哇，男朋友十二月快来英国了，一见到他一定要好好的抱一抱他看他有没有再变瘦还是什么的一堆。

结果一觉醒来，还是面对着四面墙和手上抱着的只是我那红色的枕头。#心碎

其实这事情落不落实都还不知道，看似八字都还没一撇，只是自己满怀期待得像个大白痴而已。

每天脑子里都会像一堆有的没得像是那些一起在伦敦大桥前看夜景那种画面，这竟然变成我现在日常生活中一定会做的一件事情。超白痴有没有？-.-

他是没怎样紧张啦，好像都是只有我自己在这边想太多而已。

每天视讯我都会问他说几时过来，怎样他都是没有给我个明确的日期。

感觉像是我在给他压力，有时候我真害怕自己太烦人，但是我就真的很想他过来嘛。:(

很不喜欢这种感觉，很多时候都会觉得很累，很想脱口而说出不想来就别来了这种晦气的话，但是写了终究还是删掉。因为我打从心底真的很想他来，而我这个男朋友呢，激将法对他一点都不管用，他只会把我说的话当成屁一样一下就没了。

这样的生活还要过上两年，是怎样？

:'(

Wed-

It's Wednesday night, a very comfy night I supposed, but it's starting to get more windy than I thought it would be and I started to shake and shivering while having dinner just now. #damn

Don't really remember when it is I started to hate Wednesday cuz it was the exact day when I left m'sia to UK.

Missing how wonderful my Wednesday to be in Connaught pasar malam to have my favourite asam laksa and Uco cake with soya less ice.

Missing how lovely my Wednesday to be to have my favourite yau zha kuai that my mom used to buy home when every one of us is in house.

#homesickiskilling

Seriously, hate myself so much when I'm in the homesick condition. It's just too helpless. D;

The only way to cure it is to skype with my parents and boyfie.

My mom doesn't give any pressure on me on my studies and life here, she just keeps on reminding me to take a good care of myself and she supports me in different ways as long as she can.

I don't know what I have done to deserve such supportive parents that would give me every thing the best to me. :'(

Adversely, the time I gave to them to care about them and get along with them is just too limited, too limited.

T____________T

I am sorry about it, I promise I will give y'all the best as I can too, I swear. :'(

F. Crying nonstop at this moment. Keyboard is getting wet. Nuuuuuuuuuu. D';

Frankly, I really really really miss my boyfie so much that I didn't feel this way before. :'(

I will imagine that he is with me all the time when I was in the room playing lappy and stuffs like that cuz we used to behave this way last few months when we were staying in together.

Idk if I was really sick, but it just happens.

Everytime when I skype with him, I would definitely ask him when he will come to UK, it's not that I want to force him, but you know, I am just...being too emotional I guess. :'(

I do really hope that he would be here with me during the coming December, even though it's just a short while, but it means to me alot and alot.

Baby, do you hear me? I miss you soooooooo freaking much.

LDR is torturing, I am sad. :'((((

IMY

Hey IMY boy !

#ldrday11

21092013

BIG YAYYYY NOW! YAY YAYY YAYYYYYY! :D

Feeling so excited cuz the boyfie finally started to plan on something! Yes, he might coming to UK on this Christmas and most probably stay up until New Year as well lah.

This will be the most meaningful Christmas present ever I swear. ♥

Please bring me a Pandora okay! Lololol.

Well, weather these few days is sooooo good, like genting. Feeling comfortable with the sunlight. :)

Honestly have to say that it is so boring here during the weekend. 

Hmmm, not only weekend though, same goes to the time after classes, no where to go to except casinos wtf.

Still prefer Genting casino. Hmmm.

There're lotsa this type of buildings around in the city, get to see the same scene everyday on my way to school. #bored

First time seeing this type of vehicle in person. Seeing them mostly in dramas like Gossip Girl or movies.

Heard that they used to party inside the car instead of clubs?

Sounds nice right? Haha.

People have the saying, the sky is more blue when you're in other country; the moon is rounder when you're in oversea?

Lol. I don't find it real frankly. 

Bring me homeeeee. :( 

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#badhairwtf

Finally it's a week since I left home, still feeling heavy hearted. :'(

Weather here is a killing weapon, tooooooo cold for me. Plus raining...omg.

Not much pics I take due to the weather, I don't even want to stay outdoor for longer or else I'll die. D;

Everything become so dry, my skin, my hair, my lips...have to apply extra extra layers of lotion daily.

Frankly Birmingham is a super relaxing city compare to Kajang of course.

What we do is just walk walk walk and buy whatever stuffs we need.

There's just a street where we go everyday and also a shopping mall named Bullring, and that's it. -.-

Not much familiar brands can be found here, what I saw so far are Top shop, H&M and Zara.

We haven't learned how to take bus and train here, if not...now I will be in Scotland liao. Hahaha.

Feeling bad cuz I keep on asking baby to come here so that we can go to London for Christmas during my winter break. 

How awesome that is, rightttttt !

Even though the chances to see him here is low, but still I am dreaming everyday by planning what I want him to bring over here and stuffs like that. D;

#immadaydreamer

Everything here is so expensive, it's a natural act that we will convert all the prices into RM by times 5.

Instant noodles like maggie we can found in the wet market which costs £2.25, eggs in Tesco costs £2.09 for 12 pieces, and a stupid kettle costs £10. 

So fucking expensive for poor students like us. D;

A normal meal can costs up to £6 or £7, which is RM30 and above omg.

But not to deny that winter clothes here is worth to buy cuz when compare to Msia it's so much cheaper and more choices lah.

My orientation already starts, and we met quite alot of Malaysians, feeling warm to speak our lousy mandarin hahaha.

And Chinese people from Hong Kong and China, most of the students are friendly and helpful. :'D

Gonna prepare for my day 3 orientation now, byes!

Touched down.

HALOOOO! How's everyone there in M'sia?
It's my first post from Birmingham. Currently the time now is 9.41am, super early for the people here.
Most of the shops only open at 11am or 12pm, it's so hard for me to get some food early in the morning.
Luckily I brought some milo and corn flakes, if not I'm gonna dead  from hunger.

Well, this is the 3rd day since I touched down in Birmingham.
Total flying time is about 14 hours from Malaysia to Amsterdam to Birmingham.
I thought I couldn't stand for such long period of time in the plane but oh, I underestimate myself. Lol.
I don't even realized that I was already flew in the sky for more than 10 hours since my first woke up.
Unfortunately, I missed the most important in-flight meal and what I got was just drinks and breakfast. :(
*I was totally starving like hell. D;*

So far so good, just that I really miss home and I really think alot when it's calm time.
Tears dropping off so easily when I think of parents, boyfie and also friends.
Scrolling my phone gallery album is what I can do. How sad. :'(

People here are friendly and helpful, even foreigners like China people, they are all helpful. :'D
I'm glad that racism here ain't too serious.
Of course, there are many more for me to figure out so yeah, time will prove.

LDR day 4.
There're so many people tell me how LDR wouldn't work and it's just gonna waste my time and stuffs like that.
But I guess baby is someone who worth my time that I would like to give it a try on this LDR.
Even though he always play his game, and sometimes ignore me and I will get angry on him,
but he is the only one who can gives me a special feelings that he cares, and he can makes me feel like I'm a princess although I'm not.
Thank god I met him even our path ain't easy to get through, but still I'm glad that we made it. :')

Gonna head out for some groceries now, so bye! :D
Will try my best to snap on beautiful pictures, stay tuned. :D

Off-

Words can't describe my feelings right now.

The day has finally came, the day which I don't wish to face it real.

I'm leaving tomorrow, to UK.

This decision doesn't come easy, honestly. It takes alot of courages, hardworks, and patience to be done.

And what I am talking about it's just a starting, haven't mentioned about the hard time that I will be facing in UK yet, and all the stress of school works and stuffs like that. It's not gonna be easy.

Somehow, I don't understand why I would have this decision, but I chose it.

This big baby missed his flight back home yesterday. I think I have some responsibilities on it cuz I wanted to eat Sushi Zanmai so badly before his flight la. Ended up late... :(
So I gave him a shelter at my house for one night. It's the first time that I keep my boyfriend to stay overnight at my house wtf. :O

Never know that being apart can be this hurt until the moment when I sent baby off in the airport.

Used to see this kind of scenes in dramas but when it comes to reality, trust me it hurts shit.

Tears became so heavy in seconds, and I don't wish to say goodbye until I forced to say it.

I always don't believe in long distance relationship, honestly I don't cuz I failed once and that wasn't a real long distance I guess? So yeah.
I don't know how baby does it, but I have a strong feeling that baby and I gonna make it through, our bond is strong. :'))) ♥ ‏

What we've been through isn't easy, that's the reason why what will separate us will not be easy as well.

I believe at this, fully.

Next comes to family. My family gave me the biggest support when I told them about my decision and dream has finally came true.

I wouldn't deny that I dream most of the time that I could study abroad since I was young, and now, it's turns up real!

Of course, without my family all these are not gonna happen. I love my family, so much, so much. ♥ 

My mom is the one who super gan jeong for me and keeps give me lotsa medicine and stuffs to make sure that I will stay well in UK.

Mom, I promise that I will pay back to you one day, I promise.

Friends, I really thank you each and every single of you who tried so hard to meet me up before my flight.

And I also feel sorry that I can't get to meet some of you due to several reasons that I've mentioned repeatedly. I'm so sorry.

I will be back after one year, will definitely see y'all that time kay!

Sincerely appreciate everything from all of you. It's just too much of loves. Xoxo. ♥ 

Lastly, keep in touch with me via skype kay! I love talking with you all. Haha.

And if you want anything from UK, just let me know. Will try my best to get for you. :D

Lots of loves,

PlingChee