♥

Take 1

I don't know why so hard to make him smile while taking pics.

After million times of complaint from me, there's another one. Hahaaa!

Take 2

A better one right? Lol.

He said he looks gay here wtf, mostly because of his red spec lah I think.

Weird dao si, you don't know how choosy he is to choose on a pair of spectacles. -.-

Looks extremely messed here cuz we both were just done packing of his stuffs for him to bring back to his hometown lah.

So tired and you wouldn't want to know how hard it is to take care of this kid. ;(

His stuffs were all buried by dusts, I just threw whatever he doubted oh its usage. -____-

I even used all my adidas, sasa, pull&bear, cotton on, padini plastic bags to fit all his rubbishes wtf.

First time ever to send a person off with complicated feelings.

I don't usually go to the airport and send someone off cuz I hate to say goodbye.

But yeah, this time I have to cuz I wanted to spend all the time I could with him. :(

Just now when I was busy searching for a luggage trolley for him, he suddenly hold me so tight and said, 

'baby, wait me back den we go travel kay?'

Awww ♥ sure lah wait you back. :D

Of course lah, he will be coming back to KL, but weeks after loh.

Guess what, we spent most of the time together during these 2-3 months, YES, MOST.

Eat all the meals together, go to school together, study together, back home together, movie together, find parking together, shop together, queue together, cook together, tidy house together, do laundry together, buy grocery together and etc etc.

I'm kinda used to this kind of life already, like real staying together even though it's just temporary.

Wake up first thing is see this person, before sleep the last person I see also the same person.

I will just shout 'BABY!!!' when I see all his stuffs messing around the room den he will tidy up for me. Haha!

After he eats mcd delivery, he will oso clears up quickly cuz he said he doesn't want me to ngam him while he is gaming. Lol.

Sometimes when I ask him, 'baby what do you want to eat?', he would answers, 'you cook!'

Then he will comes to the kitchen to kacau me when I'm cooking, then I will instruct him to wash some used dishes for me. (Y)

Went to genting once in May and once in June with him, ngam ngam hao 1 month 1 time you know. -.-

I don't know why he so suka genting lah, do nothing oso syok one. Lol.

But of course we do argue as well, when we argue it could be real war ever.

I tried before to leave home right after we argued so badly over some nonsense, he didn't come to find me for more than 3 hours.

I went to Tiffany's house instead to do revision for my finals that time, until Tiffany wanted to go out for dinner only I backed to my own house. :(((

But he is the one who will always apologize to me even though I know it's my fault. Hehee. #girlsbeinggirls

I like to tease him on how he treated me the past two years, damn bad one lah. Hahaaa!

He did tell me truth as well, the more he tells, he more guilty he feels.

Frankly, those thorns never disappear in my heart but I chose to move on with forgiveness.

Whenever I see those girls in his facebook page, I will tell him straight away that I don't like.

Then he will like 'aiyoo, now nothing ady woh.' something like that.

I would tell him straight away without hiding cuz I think it's the best way to release and face him with all the truth.

We've been hiding too much past two years, it's enough I guess?

This morning, I went back to help him on packing stuffs, he hugged me suddenly and said he didn't want to go back.

I was like, walao you sot ady ah? few more hours to board and you said that. -.-

But deeply it's warm. :'D

Seriously I couldn't imagine the time I go to UK, how much time I need to adapt to life without him be with me. :(

I even heard him sleep-talking to ask me to stay before I fly off to UK someday omg. :(

Anyway, we're going to go through all these. 

He had promised me, same goes to me. 

We will make it, right? :D

Guess what, I'm going to his hometown a week after! But with my girls lah.

Will meet him up too if timing allowed. :D

Grow fatter please baby! ;(

After graduate.

Hellos! Short update to you guys on how my life goes now.

It has been almost a week that I finished my schooling life like finally.

Frankly speaking, I started to miss everything in Taylor's.

I'm not those type people who can stay home for a long time on doing nothing, I must do something,

at least something. :(

Been rotting too much isn't good, really.

On that day itself, after announcement of results ceremony, I went to Coco Steamboat at Old Klang Road with my lovely pretty group girls.

Enjoy gossip moments with everyone of them, cuz our thoughts are almost the same.

The way we talk are same, the people we talk are same.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

It is fun. :P

After steamboat, we head to sing k session in Loud Speaker in First Subang SS15.

We just sing and shout as we like. Love to spend time with them! :D

Went Stage Club with them again on a tgif. :D

It has been quite some time that I never step into a club, and now, with my lovely coursemates! :D

I don't wanna story much about that night cuz it is so embarassing that almost all of us got drunk included me.

Images ruined. -_________-

Ah Xuan said it was a happy luen shui day.

Sorry and thank you for everyone of them who took care of me so well and handed me to baby safely after that.

Baby said I smell shit wtf. Will never drink until that level again, I swear.

On the next day, the haze started to get worse and worse, so baby decided to bring me to go to Genting to escape the hazy weather down here.

So we just went up there, and sat in Starbucks for hours and charged our phone there at the same time playing games. -____-

So lame right:? I know.

Randomly decided to stayover cuz it was really hazy and dangerous to drive back from Genting in such weather.

We spent quite some times to get a room cuz Genting was full with people that night.

Ain't joking one, damn crowded I don't know why. -.-

It's like finally to get a room to stay. First time staying in Theme Park Hotel, not bad though.

Well, lesson learnt that random decisions are fucking costly I can say.

Spent damn much on buying stuffs cuz we didn't bring any up there. Zzz.

And for hotel stay as well, burning my purse wtf.

After that 1 night in Genting, we went to 1U for a movie - Switch.

A very not recommended movie. -.-

I'm so looking forward to Despicable Me 2! :DD

Watched Monsters University.

Love this movie so much cuz it's soooooooooo cute! :DDD

Rated for 4.0/5.0

I even asked baby, can I watch it again? But he answered a NO. -.-

Anyone wanna watch it with me? I on I on. Heheheeee!

Wanna watch azdrama now, byebye.

GRADUATE!

I'm graduated, graduated, graduated!

HOOOOOOORAYYYYYY!

Yes, just attended Announcement Of Results Ceremony couple of hours ago and I still not calm down yet until this moment. 

Too much feelings combined together and I can't really speak right now. :'(((

I feel like crying but I can't tear I don't know why. T___T

Happy cuz I got the highest academic achievement, but at the same time I feel sad cuz I'm leaving my classmates and fella friends. T______________T

Life without taylors, what will happened? :(

Very honourable pass with congratulations from the jury.

OMG. Can't believe that I got this for my diploma, and I have an extra cert from Taylor's written in French as recognition.

OMGOMGOMGGGGG. Too gan dong!

Other than that, I've received an offer letter from University of Birmingham this morning.

I shouted out loud cuz I've been waiting quite a long time and I finally receive it! :D

Then boyfie looked at me and showed me a sad face. He said 2 years is too long for him, but then he will try, both of us will work it out together no matter how hard it is.

What we've gone through these years will not be wasted, I believe in this seriously.

And guess what? I feel so surprised that actually someone from the industry has targeted me to work for him.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

A lecturer came towards me after the ceremony just now and asked me if I'm looking for a job.

I replied no, cuz I'm continuing my studies.

Then she told me that Mr.XX wanted me to work for him in Revenue Department in XX Hotel.

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! Serious shittttt?

So freaking surprise! But too bad, I can't promise his offer. :(

Oh well, 2 years of hard work is paid off!

Not really happy cuz I think I can do better but I didn't try my best due to laziness. :(

I will study well in UK I promise. First thing to do is to learn how to speak fluent English.

Lai, everyone please speak English with me. Lolololll.

Goodbye Taylor's! Will visit you someday. ♥

Merci beaucoup for everything.

One of the best fnb lecturer, Mr.Gopi.

Updates.

It's minions!!! :D

Hello peeps, sorry that I'm not updating for days.

As you know that I'm busying with my final examinations recently and yeah, stressful ain't enough to describe my current situation. Sigh. :(

Done with Kitchen and Accommodation practical today and I'm like SOOOO FLY!

Of course, I'm not done yet with all these wars.

The major one will be on coming Monday which is FnB practical. D;

I have to serve my dad, mom, sis and bro with 3-course-set-dinner included wine serving, meat carving and flambé. So gan jiong lo!!! T___T

Okay okay, not gonna talk more about that.

Let me tell you what I got for my kitchen practical dish just now. 

It's chicken fricassée with rice. WTF. Coursemate Ah Xuan calls the dish as Nando's.

So yeah, I have to cook 2 plates of Nando's chicken + rice for the juries to taste and judge.

And yes, I made it. OMG GAN DONGGGGG! T____T

Even though I exceeded few minutes to hand in my dishes but it's okay, I still proud of myself. Lol.

Accommodation practical. I don't know why, I wasn't that nervous at the beginning until I stayed outside the report room and started to listen to coursemates'.

Then I was like, what the hell were they talking about man?!

Fyi, accommodation pratical divided into two categories - Front Office and Housekeeping.

Candidates wouldn't know which category will be their exam category until commis guide us to the jury rooms.

And yeah, lucky me that I got the most strict lecturer of Front Office. -.-

I got check-out question and I just blah blah blah about my personal research. I did about fraud cash detaction. As you know, there're uncountable amount of criminal cases of fraud cash nowadays...

Wtf I don't know what I've said to the juries and the juries were just ohhh okay...THANK GOD LAH!

I can't find a word to describe my level of nervous-ness when I was in the preparation room.

HEN GAN JIONG NI DONG MAAAAA T.T

Anyway, I left only FnB practical + FnB PSR presentation + Kitchen PSR presentation den I'm done with my diploma!!!

HOLLY SHIT I'M GOING TO FINISH MY DIPLOMA.

2 years time gone like that. It's too fast, terribly fast.

I will miss my coursemates, definitely.

I will miss lakeside.

I will miss broadwalk.

I will miss kampung cili.

I will miss the 5-min-sauna-lift.

I will miss parking warzone.

I will miss autopay parking machine.

I will miss lakeside ducks and geese.

I will miss 5-level-library.

I will miss computer lab.

I will miss everything in Taylor's.

:(

Bless me for my finals kay!

S-T-R-E-S-S-F-U-L

Current situation of mine - stressful.

Yes, I admit that I'm sucks in handling stress.

Emotion controlling failed and I just cried out loud in a sudden while talking halfway to baby and he just let me be until I shut my mouth up then he passed me tissue paper. Lol.

I guess he already used to be lah. Hahaha. I always cry in front of him without any reasons wtf.

Finals is just around the corner and I study nothing yet. Yes, when I say nothing, it means really nothing started yet. D;

I've totally out of idea where my motivation has gone and I don't what can motivate me actually. -.-

Okay, around the corner seems still long to go, I should say that my finals starting the day after tomorrow oh mai geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. T____T

The very first test will be French Listening Test following by French Oral Test on Friday.

Then there will be some revision classes on going during next Monday to Wednesday, AND THEN, the minor war will be starting. 

T_______________________T

You must be wondering, why would I say that minor war, right?

Cuz the real war will be happening during practical tests.

OMG I'VE NOT PREPARED YET AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

For Food and Beverage practical, my upselling skill is really sucks and I haven't memorize the menu given.

HOW TO UPSELL WOHH

I really really scare of the upseeling part cuz candidates will be deal with external and internal juries.

Hope that I can do my upselling well, please bless me. D;

Okay, another thing which is stressing me up is about studying abroad matter.

I'm actually already got the offer letter from Middlesex University which I'm actually quite interested in as the whole degree course only requires 9 months time and the tuition fees is really attractive.

But then I've got some other information about other universities are offering quite good and the uni-es rankings in the world are quite high.

So I went for a consultation with a student advisor from UK education counselling center this afternoon to get more details about the choices of universities which strength in hospitality courses.

The advisor gave me a few uni-es which are quite strange for me that I never heard before cuz they're all in cities where out of London. I don't like countryside woh. :(((

I'm quite impressed with how the UK edu system works that in diploma level is only qualified to enter their Year 2 but not finale year.

If I take the Year 2 course, means that I would have to study 2 years in UK and my mom will not sponsors me any air tickets to fly back to M'sia during these 2 years. 

T_________________T

Yes, I will be missing home so damn much and I guess I will cry every night there for being homesick.

I can't decide anything omgeeee.

Need to talk to someone but there's no one willing to talk to me about this.

And I've no friends studying in UK to give me some personal opinions. Sigh.

What should I do? :(