Not die yet.

#nowplaying Flo Rida - Wild Ones ft. Sia  

Hi human, I'm blogging now. :D

Hmmm, obviously I am if not who's the one who typing here. Stupid LPC. -.-

So, let's start a post for today. Hmm, I would like to ask what's a normal beginning of a conversation?

"Hi, how are you today?"

A normal yet boring one, right? My answer for it will always be NOT DIE YET. Lol.

Seriously I'm half dying right now.

Everyday living like a zombie, working like a robot, walking like a horse, driving like a drunkard,

so called lifeless human.

Yay! I'm part of the lifeless-ian now. D;

You know what, the busy days had just passed. And another big groups are coming in again.

What the helllllllllllllllllllll. D;

I really so pissed off with those VVIPs. So fucking much to prepare before their arrivals.

And those things are just so...unimportant. -.-
Whatever.

Fyi, there was a big VVIP group came into my intern hotel last weekend, and this had caused me have to work on Sunday. :(

All of the associates were actually exhausted and half dead to do all the preparations for welcoming them.

Some of them went all the way to KLIA to escort them from the airport to the hotel, wearing various types of attire to show 1 Malaysia friendliness, those who don't know Mandarin are trying so hard to learn Mandarin cuz the VVIPs are from China.

All these were driving us crazy and nervous. -.-

Even when they want to have their breakfast, our staffs have to standby all the time to escort them, I don't know why. Eat only wohhh. :/

Okay whatever, those days already passed.

Honestly I hope that they won't come again ever. Lolll.

Anyway, I got an off day on yesterday. Weee ;D

Was randomly decided to go to KLCC because I wanted to watch movie and I don't feel like wasting my off day in Kajang area. :S

But, why KLCC? Cause I want to find the rainbow cake in Bisou bakery! Lol. -.-

I've never drive to KLCC before, this was my first time and congrats to me that I didn't get lost. ;D

So genius right? Ahahaha! And I found where I-club is. :DDD

Watched a random movie,

What to expect when you're expecting.

I was really confuse about the story cuz 5 of them have their own independent story which has kind of connection.

Anyway, it's about how they handle their situations when something unexpected happens really sudden.

It's all about life actually, kinda true stories. ;)

Rating: 2.8/5.0.

Not to forget to show you the rainbow cake which I've found! :D

- Dreams come true - 

Taste normal but I really addicted to its appearance. So nice right? ♥

Okay, I think that's all for today. Thanks for reading people. :)

Have a good night and a nice day ahead.

OHMAIGAWD! Snow White and the Huntsman is screening real soon!

Super duper excited and I'm gonna watch it no matter what happen even if the world ends.

Argh? 11.03pm now. Really gtg. Kthxbye.

MIB3.

Watched Men In Black 3 3D version at Pavilion few days ago with Mr.Leong.

You know, wearing double specky for 2 hours isn't enjoying at all. D;

BUT! No doubt that Will Smith is so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee and coooooooooooool in this movie. ;D

Liking him more and more now. Hahahaa.

I didn't watch the previous MIB1 and MIB2 as well, so am still kinda confusing. :/

Is they working in a company or organisation? And why is there so many kinds of alien in their office?

And they are living on Earth or another planets? If Earth, but why was there alien operating restaurants on it?

I don't knowww. @__________@

Gonna try to watch back MIB1 and MIB2 perhaps I have any free times. :)

It's pretty coooool!

Pitbull's song Back In Time is featuring in the movie. So damn likey the rhythm of the song. ♥

One word to describe this movie, COOL.

Everything's cool.

Agent J is cool.

Agent K is cool.

Young agent K is cool.

Small James is cool.

Boris The Animal is cool.

Griffin is cool.

The colonel is cool.

Back In Time is cool.

MIB4 will be cool too! 

:DDD

Rating: 4.0/5.0

Worth to watch it.

***

Mood down for today. :(

Guess what, am trying to be a considerate girlfriend for him, but I don't feel happy at all.

I do care, that's why I tolerate.

A big big sigh for myself, I start to confuse what's wrong with me.

You know, when I don't feel like talking, I don't talk.

Everything seemed negative for me, cuz mood and mind already switched to negative.

This is so unhealthy, I know.

But what to do? I don't know. :'(

I wanted to cry, but no tears.

Guess I'm getting heartless day by day? Maybe hahaha. -.-

Good to not crying easily for boyfriend but I feel suffering, emotionally suffer.

I'm tolerating, tell me where's your tolerate?

I can't feel any. :(

I'm disappointed on you, really.

Won't fucking expect anything from you anymore, I swear this, Lau Pling Chee swears this!

Too many fucking disappointments are usually a sign of too many fucking expectations.

Thanks the VIPs for last night's considerations. Heart them always! :')

:/

中等心情的符号，:/ 。

我不知道应该笑，还是应该哭好。

心情很复杂。

你知道吗？在情绪整理方面，我是个白痴。

很白痴。:'(

很多很多事情堆积起来，我词穷了。

算啦，听歌去。

噢对了，我看了Men In Black 3。

下一篇再跟你们分享。

520。

-current favourite-

Hey peeps, it's 520 today. :D

Oh well, what's 520 by the way? It would be a special day for couples cuz it sounds like 'I love you' in mandarin.

But actually, it doesn't sound like 'wo ai ni' isn't it? Lol. Whatever. -.-

I believe that I should have posted some non-bullshitting posts start from now on. Hmmm :/

So, here we go. 

I just back from a date with the boyfie. He brought me to Heritage tonight to celebrate 520. Lol.

We used to meet up on Saturday night due to our working time. 

And we used to go Heritage, I don't know why. -.-

Valentine's, and now 520. Ahaha.

The moment when I took up the menu, I stunned and stared at the beverage page for a few minutes.

Memories with the ex flashed back in my mind. #wtf

I don't know why I would think back of him but, okay I thought of him. ;(
Cuz I went there with the ex before. ;(

Back to the topic.

520 meant nothing to me actually, and we just randomly thought of this 520-day. :/

Anyway, I love you boyfie. ♥

136 days together with you.

Guess what, I'm finally graduated from Front Office department! YAYYY!

Remember when the first day of joining FO, I started to count down 19th of May which is the last day to be in the department. And now, it was the day!

Frankly, I've learnt alot from all the front officers.

I wanted to say THANK YOU so much to all of them but I couldn't due to they are working accordingly to shift. :(

By the way, I had left a message for them in the system which all of them can see. ;D

I know how to check in and verify guests now.

I know how to check out and collect payment from guests now.

I know how to endorse free parking for guests now.

I know how to make a reservation for guests now.

I know how to programme key cards now.

I know how to answer guests' calls now.

I know how to count deposit for guests now.

I know how to do courtesy calls now.

I know...

All these I can't learn from Uni where we don't have real guests for us to experience what will happened when working in a hotel.

Gained lotsa experiences and thanks to the seniors who pushed me and gave me pressure just to let me learn more.

They even praised me and said that I'm actually better than some of the permanent staffs. Teehee. ;D

I wish I could handle a guest from the beginning till he/she check out. :(

Meaning, make a reservation for him/her, check in, settle all his/her problems and check out.

Too bad there's no more time for me.

Anyway, nice to meet the staffs and thank you for teaching me so much.

HAPPY GRADUATE AND HAPPY WORKING! :')

好心情。

心情很好心情很好心情一直都很好。

结果，一大早就被Mr.Leong给破坏了。妈的。

昨天我很开心，虽然被客人骂得狗血淋头，但我还是很开心。:)

我真的还有很多东西要跟他们学，真的很多。

他们说我很善良，心很软，所以会容易被欺负。

帮助人的感觉很棒，但是实在很累人。

由于我是昨晚是唯一会说华语的人，所以事情就交给我在处理。

突然觉得我很重要呢！哈哈。

是时候上班去了。掰！

Music of the day

Life.

What's life? Everyone has their own life. 

Some people are chasing their dreams, some people are studying hard to satisfy others, some people are working hard to improve themselves, and some people are just living without directions.

So..what's yours?

Obviously I'm just too bored and bullshitting in this post.

Lalala~

Society.

Hi people. Am back to my full-dusted-blog. :(

What I wanted to post for today is about society.

As you know, I've started my internship since last month. It has been more than a month to work in a hotel.

The situation, the environment, the people we faced, the language we speak, the posture we stand and sit, and the procedure we work are all different than study in Uni.

Soooooooooooooooooo much different.

Like I said, I want to train my EQ to become more successful through my internship.

Am trying. Cried, complaint, suffered, yes I did all these.

But I believe I can, cuz I already survived for 5 weeks! The very last week to be in Front Office. Yayyy!

Seemed easy, ain't easy. :'(

Stay strong Lau Pling Chee.

Oh well, did you know how my seniors nor managers call me? 

They call me CheeBye. Wth right? -.-

Anyway, only the last week left. It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Society.

 The most challenging part which I faced during these 5 weeks is the people who I dealt with.

Annoying faces, fussy guests, blaming from other department, seriously they made me frustrated until I almost couldn't stand it. 

I will remember their faces till the day I die, I swear.

But after a senior convinced me, I feel much more better, so yeah, just don't give a fuck to them.

As a trainee, no doubt that people always take advantages on me. Cuz I'm just a trainee. :(

Oh well, I believe in the more I do, the more I learnt. So fine.

Some of them will not ever talk with me even though I smile or greet to them.

Until one day, they need somebody who knows how to speak mandarin,

then only they come to me and say Hi, can you do me a favor? -.-

They talk to me because I have value to use on.

In mandarin so called 利用价值. ;(

What the helllllllllllll.

I can't say NO of course, so guess what they want me to do? 

Work on Sunday from 3pm - 11pm to escort their fucking VIP guests, 

and they can't understand English so they need someone to be the translator. -.-

Fuck my life.

I want to back to Taylor's as soon as possible. :'(

Behind These Hazel Eyes.

当你嘶吼地在哭的时候，谁又真正的了解那令人痛彻心扉的感受？

妈妈节快乐。

Back in time.

 Pitbull - Back In Time 

相信你们都知道这首最近很火热的歌吧？ 

你不觉得你会随着这歌的旋律摇头的吗？还是只有我会？-.- 

 其实我只是想说，我很期待Men In Black 3而已。 

哈哈哈哈哈！

10052012 ♥

Oh god, I can't believe that I can blog at this time. 

It's 11.41am now, yeah morning, I'm still at home. :') 

Wasn't free on every morning since I started to work at morning shift. 

 For your information, morning shift is terrible. 

Common sense, standard check in and check out time are under morning shift range. #fml 

 You know, internship is a fuck. I ain't joking people, it is really fuck. ;( 

I can't control my emotion everyday, I don't know why, I can't explain. 

I don't know why I should spend my fucking time on the hotel more than my normal working time. 

Okay, you might say it's OT or what, BUT the problem is you don't even care the existence of mine and you asked me to stay. 

Haha. Funny. I would rather back home than being a vase. -.- 

 I don't know how I could survive for the coming weeks, just crossed-fingers and pray that I can stand for it. 

Lost my direction suddenly, I hate this. 

 I always wanted to tell my boyfie about my internship cuz I hope I can share my sadness with him. 

But I don't understand why he always ignore my complaints, like he just ignore what I tell him and he keeps telling me about his stuff. 

Okay whatever.

Furthermore, his family has some problems recently so yeah I keep my problems instead of telling him to add on his loads. 

So frustrated, really. :'( 

 Cried in the night almost everyday. I hate to wake up in wet pillows but that's what I'm doing these few days. :'( 

I feel so stressed, but no one can helps me. 

Always jump up from bed from worry of late to work, after back from work it's like dead sleeping and skipped all the possible meals which I could have at home. 

5 weeks down, 7 weeks more to go. 

 Please, no nightmare anymore. 

 ***

Watched this last night with Mr.Leong at Pavilion. So random huh? 

 I miss Pavilion, I miss WongKok, I miss Cotton On, I miss shopping. :'( 

 I don't know how to describe this movie but it was great, for me. 

From Mr.Leong's explanation, it's similar with SAW, like some kind of human-tortured-movie. 

 There are two technicians wanted to sacrifice five students for a weird ritual. 

The five students went for a vacation happily in a remote cabin in the woods which controlled by the technicians without noticing and that's where the nightmare started. 

 A kinda disgusting movie, but I feel much more better after watched it with imbalanced emotion. 

It's because when you feel that you are the most pity person in the world, try to put their scenarios on yourself, they are definitely more pity than you. 

 Dana, is a virgin, she survived till the end cuz of her virginity. LMAO! 

The point is funny, I don't know why I feel funny. Loll. 

 Rating: 4.0/5.0 

Worth-watching-afterall. :)

失望。

其实有很多很多事情，总是想想就好。 

明知道希望越大，失望就会越大，但是还是会很犯贱地去抱有希望。;( 

我觉得我是未雨绸缪型的人。 

一有空档的时间，脑海里总是会有一大串的计划还是什么的一一安排好。 

如果不能如我脑袋里的计划进行，心里就会极度不平衡。很不平衡！ 

这就是我现在的感觉，心里不平衡。 

你说，你希望我明白你。那谁来明白我？ 

迁就，不是说没有，我已经百般迁就了啊，尽我所能。 

难道你就不能为我多做一些吗？

我不是要求什么名牌包包，惊喜还是什么惊天动地的山盟海誓， 

我只是想相处多一下下，就一下啊。这样也不行。 

 不想抱怨，但是我真的很想哭。 

你妈的。

五月一。

劳动节快乐！ 

新月快乐！ 

天气好热！ :(((