04 December 2013

Back to December.



Got slim or not?! YES or NO?!!! Hahaha!
Frankly I sent this photo to most of my close friends, they told me that effects can be seen obviously but they love my chubby face more. T___T

I don't remember what is the exact thing which inspired me to diet and get slim and I did and here's the outcome!
Well, for me, slim down is not a trend or a hobby, but it's a habit for me to remind myself that I have to become prettier to gain my self confidence back in order to live in this society.
On the other hand, my boyfriend is way tooooooooo thin and I have to stay thin or get even thinner to match him la wtf. -.-
My mom told me that I honestly look bigger size than him when I stand on his side wtf, so yeah. -.-

Done bullshitting, back to December now.
It's no way to deny that time doesn't wait! It's already the last month of the year man, holly shit!
Reflashing what I've done in this year, let's see.
*finding my resolution post, omg I didn't do any resolution for my 2013 last year meh!!! okay lorrr -.-*

1. Best trainee in Marriott Putrajaya.
Attended internships was one of the most memorable things that I've done in my entire 20-year-old life. I learnt a lot, honestly A LOT. How to communicate with people, how to behave better, how to manage and plan for my time and work and etc etc. I can never learn all these from school and even from home. Got myself a best trainee award in Marriott Putrajaya as well. :DDD

2. Done with Taylor's University Lakeside Campus.
Graduated from my diploma course! 2 years time spent in Taylor's, it wasn't that long, but it wasn't a short time too. I'm missing everything of my dear taylor's now, it was too free and happy to study there honestly. Always complaint for kitchen practical classes because of peeling those freaking tons of potatoes and got hands of butter or onions smells. Always compaints of couln't get a nearer car park and also RM3 entrance fee per entry. Always complaint nothing to eat during break time even though there are Oldtown, foodcourt, Zhia's Kitchen, Kung Fu, Starbucks, korean restaurant, mamak and others in the campus. I miss talking to Ah Xuan in the library and rushing for assignment till late night in 24/7 room with Stephanie. And got a boyfriend from my course too, AHAHAHAHAHAHA! Lastly, got myself as one of the top ten students in DH40. With jury's congratulations weih. Unbelievable rightttt? Lolololll.

3. The boyfriend - J.
Officially in a relationship with J after 2 years of fucking luin shui relationships. -.- Honestly our path wasn't easy from the beginning till now. From Daniel, then William, then Han...2 years of time can totally changed my love story. It's never easy to stay with J frankly. I teared, tried to give up N times, gone crazy and left my unit in the late midnight, told Ah Leong everything with my tears, got drunk during drinking sessions to forget what nonsense or lies that he always told me until my friends hated me, got my heart tortured everyday without knowing how we supposed to be although we met everyday in class. WTF. I acted stranger with him and ignored him as much as I could cuz I just don't know what our relationship is. I hated him, hated myself too, so much. He makes me believe that what it's mine, eventually mine. It's pointless to force things to happen, so yeah we just let time proves everything. Both of us don't remember when is the exact date which we started to date openly, things just happened naturally and I am glad that it happened. :')))

4. Travel to Australia - one of the must-go-country.
Went to Aussie for koalas and kangaroos with le family. I always been wanted to travel to Australia to visit my dear koalas, before its extinction. :'( Although it wasn't a fantastic trip but at least I've been there. So it's still fine. :P

5. Taking degree course in Birmingham, UK.
Well, this decision is one of the biggest decisions I've made ever. I chose to leave home, leave the boyfriend, leave my friends, leave everything I have had in Malaysia to travel to UK just to further my studies. Thank you my parents who give me the biggest support. I miss home so muchhhhh. :'( Feeling guilty when the boyfriend told me that he hates me for leaving him when we just started to date for months. People told me that LDR doesn't work but I don't believe it, baby and I will make it. D; If time rewinds, I will stay in Taylor's for my degree. *没大志!HAIS*

December is the month which I used to reflash what I have done and what I want to do for the next year.
It seems 2013 brought me a turning point in my life, hope that everything will goes smooth as how I wish la! :P
It's 11.57pm now in UK. Wake up for another 9 times to meet baby in London!
I CAN'T WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.