20 February 2013

Today is not my day.


很认真地问了自己,到底我的人生还要处在downhill多久?
够了。

渐渐地发现,身边最爱我的人,离不开的还是我自己。
人家都跟我说,千万别忘了身边的朋友们都很爱你。
我说,放屁。最爱我的人只有家人,还有我自己。

在我有难时,有谁曾试过真真正正的伸出援手来救我?
我自认,自己能办到的事情从来不会要求别人帮我做。
我不喜欢看别人的脸色,更不会求别人。

妈妈叫我说,善事要做多一点,能帮的就帮。
但是妈,我帮了别人,谁人来帮我?T___T
我很累,真的很累。

再也不相信这个世界有多美好这种屁话。

19 February 2013

CNY. ♥

Hi peeps! I wanna say HAPPY CNY to all of you again since cny is still going on now.
Awww I miss lami, 007 game, alcohol, yee sang, angpaus, delicious dishes, poker cards and etc... T.T

Yeah, everyone has backed to works and classes, so do I. Hi Taylor's.
Now only get some time to blog cuz I've been real busying about my cny gathering and all.
Can't believe that my cny is actually quite happening compare to last year.
I don't know but thank god that I've bff around me. :')

A post about cny is supposingly to be a happy post but I'm not happy right now. T___T
I wanna cry, seriously. Tears are rolling in my eyes. :'(



Yesh, it's about J, again. I know you are feeling bored on me cuz my recent posts are all about J wtf.
I've decided, to get rid of him.
Frankly if you ask me why, I wouldn't know the answer even by myself.
Just, I feel that it's enough. People say, sohai做一次就够。Totally agree on this statement.
I'll definitely fine without him, right?

I blocked him in whatsapp, hopefully I won't unblock him later.
Please, rational. I beg you lpc! T__T

Okay, back to CNY topic. I've seen people posting their cny flows, of course I'm gonna follow the trend too! Haha.

I don't really remember what I had for tuan yuen fan on nian 29, until I read back my tweets, and I'm like ohhh... -.-
No wonder that I don't remember cuz that night is just like simple dinner with my family.
And I remember I complaint to my mom from the beginning of our makan session until the end of it cuz those dishes are no difference as other normal days. ;(

Yeah I know you may say that others people want to eat also don't have, I still want to complain this and that.
But you know, it was THE MOST IMPOSTANT DINNER AMONG 365 DAYS leh!
I can say  that even for those who are not so affortable to have nice dinner but they will definitely have something a lil bit special compare to normal days. It's TUAN YUEN FAN weih! ;(
A dinner which everyone will tries their best to go back to have it with their families.
Hais. Okay, should stop complaining. -.-

Instagram was flooded with all the awesome dishes on nian 29, but me... ;(
Okay! STOP!

So yeah, I went for a short gambling session with bff gang after 12am to try to colour my chor 1,
but I totally regret after I reached the house.
I just feel like backing home that time...cuz I felt ignored wtf. ;(

- Chor 1 - Sunday -


Got angpaus from parents and then I went for a short gambling session at Hiew's.
Thank you daddy and mommy for upgrading our angpaus value! :DDD 

- Chor 2 - Monday -

Backed to hometown in Pekan Titi in Jelebu to visit my lovely eng dao grandpa! *mom's side"


Love him too much. ♥

Gambled with lil coussies. Couldn't believe that they were playing RM5 instead of RM1. :O !
Omg what was I doing when I was a 12-year-old kid? Lollll.

It's our routine to gather all together every cny, even just one day without overnight, it's still a must to gather up to have meal. :)))
Too bad I didn't talk much with all my biao meis, they don't gamble wtf, same as my jiejie. -.-
Typical kpop fans. -__________-

- Chor 3 - Tuesday -
Backed to Kemayan in Pahang where is my daddy's side hometown.
I don't like to go back there cuz there's no line for DiGi and the place is so dirty. :/
But yeah, it's still my grandparents' house, have to visit also lah. :)

Didn't get to have dinner there cuz all the restaurants were fulled. :(
Dad drove to Pekan Titi instead, just to have some economy laksa and soup noodles as dinner. -.-

So ngam that 林冠英 was there to give talk to Negeri Seremban people about political issues.
Fyi, he is Chief Minister of Penang and Secretary-General of the Malaysian Democratic Action Party (DAP).
My mom was super excited to see him and keep shout 'halo halo' when he was passing by us wtf. -.-

- Chor 4 - Wednesday -
Went for bai nian session with bff gang. 


The girlies. ♥


We had lou sang together when dinner. :)


And then continue to gamble like there's no tomorrow. Hahaha!

- Chor 5 - Thursday -

It's Valentine's! Ceh, nothing so special to me lah.
Went out with Yen Yue randomly because of my instagram picha. Hahaha.

Had brunch together and we chit chatted about life, loves, schools, friends, and works.
Talked non-stop and I found that she is actually same type people as me, we love to be alone, most of the time.
Hmmm, what I mean is, we're fine to be alone. Lol.
She doesn't like people kakacaucau and I'm this type of people too. Lol.

We went to sing k cuz cinema was fulled with people fml.
Shouted randomly when sang those songs. Hahaha. Love this feeling! Idk how long I've not been to karaoke room liao. D;

After that, I went to meet up with Wilson gang!


Arr Wei & Mifen. ♥

- Chor 6 - Friday -

Went to meet up with Jasmin 93's!
Awwww this is the real long lost ones. Everyone was appear today, like finally! :'D


We must gather up like this every year kay? :')))

Went for movie in Pavilion at night. I don't remember how long I have not been to shopping malls since Idk when. Lolololl.
Super crowded at the cinema area, don't likey. -.-

Watched A Good Day To Die Hard. So not ngam with cny lo. -.-
But the movie okok lah, not bad though. :)
After movie, gambling again til late night about 5am. -.-

- Chor 7 - Saturday -

Woke up at 2pm, and my half day gone like this. -_____-
Was planned to sleep early to prepare for school reopen, but obviously I was total failed cuz my friends keep said "last day leh last day leh."
And yeah, I went home at 7 in the morning. #wtf *最迟回家的一天。*

Went for gambling at Arr Wei's house and I won so many rounds after so many days of gambling sessions w different gangs of people. (Y)
LOVESSSS! Hahaaaa.

And then, went to Anson's open house party to have brunchner - breakfast + lunch + dinner.
Hungry die cuz went to gamble straight away after woke up. Zzz.
Really so money minded mehhhh? YES.

Always back to Hiew's crib and gamble there until late night.
Played 007 after all of us get bored on poker cards and lami mahjong. Lolll.
The game really laugh die me. Lollll.


Went home at 7am after had dim sum as breakfast. 

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So yeah, this is my cny flows. Share me yours. :D
Shall back to assignments now, byeee! 

09 February 2013

GONG HEI FATT CHOYYY! ♥


HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR !!!

Yayy, it's new year! May the new year bring in your life joys that never fade, hopes that never die, and strength that never weakens. Huat ahhhh !

The time now is actually 3.30am. #wtf
I'm supposingly gambling or bullshitting w my gang of friends now but I chose to stay home instead due to some reasons. -.-
Anyway, will meet them up 2mr night perhaps. :DD

Season of gathering.
People, please spend this season widely with family, friends and love ones. :)))

Gamble must win lots lots lots and lots ! 

GONG HEI FATT CHOYYY! ♥

07 February 2013

07022013



 啊!最近一直在用中文。因为J人在中国的关系,我也被影响了。幹
还很不习惯我的浏海,怎么办?感觉很像在戴帽子。-.-

其实我现在患有严重的头痛,很痛很痛!D;  如果他有在,他会帮我推揉头部。:(((
妈呀,这种思念的感觉很痛苦。快点回来好不好嘛?:(
情人节,他竟然也不在。唉

好啦,说说新年。真的很快对不?
这几天一直在忙,一直在赶project。谁不想要轻轻松松过新年呀?
我当然是选择在新年前快点把那些有的没的快点做完咯。
新年后,谁还记得该做些什么嘛

话说,宿舍这里住大房的Harry搬走了。Awww, 竟然没有道别,真讨厌。
现在家里剩下我,一位叫Jason的男生,还有一位我不知道他叫什么名因为他从来不跟我讲话。-.-
Yvonne和Steven都分别在沙巴和芙蓉过年,等开课才会回来。
家里显得好安静哦!
但是也好啦,厕所没人跟我争。哈哈哈哈哈 很坏吧

刚才去吃了《丰衣粥食》的艇仔粥当晚餐。好好吃耶!


感觉很大份有没有?对我来说刚刚好啦,因为当时我很饿。哈哈
所以我把它给吃完了,没有浪费噢!

是时候要睡觉了。明天早上八点的课。D;
祝我明天presentation顺利!掰


新年快乐!:D

05 February 2013

05022013


Guess where is this? You wouldn't know it. Lol. 
It's in RUEMZ Hotel

Ruemz Hotel is in Taylor's University where Taylor's provided for students like me who is studying in Hospitality School for their internship.
Well, it's my first time stepped into the room.
You know, normal people don't get to get in free. :P

This is actually my coursemate's room, she is a long-stay guest of Ruemz.
She borrowed her key to another coursemate for him to sleep during break time. 
Can you imagine how rich she is?

Fyi, 1 night in Ruemz is about Rm200. Imagine her long-stay. -.-

So yeah, I get to lepak inside it during today's break time.
By the way, it is super small and I personally think that it is not worth to spend Rm200 per night lo. :/

I snapped a picture from the room and sent to J.
He even knew the room number by just looking at the picture that I've sent to him.
:OOO !
P/s: J was training in Ruemz Hotel during our 2nd internship.

Oh ya, people are asking me what is happening between me and J at the end.
What I can say is, I chose to give him a 2nd chance.
People deserve 2nd chance isn't it?
Forget the thing or leave him, the only choices I had.

He is now already flew back to Sabah and will be flying to China 2mr.
Frankly, I miss him liao. Suddenly has no one to eat with, this sucks. D;
Faster come back.

Shall continue 2mr. Goodnight!

03 February 2013

Again.

I can't believe that I'm posting emo post again.
Personally, I realized that I'm so emotional that posted emo posts so frequently.
I understand that poeple get bored on reading how sad your life is, how fucked up things you've faced and etc cuz I'm also a big big fans of some bloggers. - reading blogs is my hobby. ;)
I love how they share their life, knowledge and etc.
But yeah, emo post is up for today cuz the status of my life now is in downhill so yeah, bear with me kay? Will back to a happy girl soon, just time needed. :"(


#nowplaying
Omg I don't know why this song is so powerful that it can makes my tears dropped easily as the first sentence came out. T___T

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting...

Yes, I guess most of you can guess what happened if you're following me in Twitter.
If you're not, please follow me now!!! Search Pling Chee or @plingcheelaupc. :P

I've so much things to blog about but I can't write everything in detail cuz you know, respect. So yeah.

First, SORRY.
You, you know I'm talking about you.
I'm truly sorry to you. I don't know what else should I say nor I have no rights to say anything but yes, SORRY. :'(
Thank you for appearing for me at the first time once the problems hit me. Thank you for calming me down in the late night at 2am in the morning.

Sorry for making you disappointing. I know this is already not the first time, but I guess you know why I am doing this. You just know me too well. 
I can say that even my mom doesn't know me as well as you.
You can easily read my mind w/o me telling. I don't know how you do that but it's just you.

Mr.Leong, thank you. And sorry. :'(

Second, J.
As I said, we're not in a relationship, but I admit, he meant something to me.
Our relation is like, 有实无名。I don't know how to say in english, it's something complicated. -.-

He came to my unit that day after class, as usual, we had dinner together.
He used my lappy to do his stuffs and I sleep cuz I was freaking tired after discussion during class. 
He went back to his unit cuz he haven't bath since class ended so yeah, I sent him out and once I back to my room, I saw he didn't log out his facebook account from my lappy.
I decided to check on his message box. I know I shouldn't do so but you know, the ohm was there wtf. -.-

No idea if I should happy or sad to find out what was actually happened behind by myself.
Maybe god is giving hints to me and tells me that it is time to get rid of this guy?

I actually checked back my blog to figure out the date where I went out with J and it was exactly same period which the girl stayed in his house. What the fuck? Seriously?!
They even called each other what 'bibi' or those disgusting appellations. What the hell? Who am I den? ;(
So, what's now? I still so happy cuz we went out together to have dinner and after that he went home and sleep with another girl? Seriously?!
Ahahahahahahahahahaha. I don't want to use that word but I really feel myself so SOHAI.
The stupiest girl in the world is me, real ngong hai. ;'(


Really pissed off and my tears couldn't stop dropping once I saw the convo of theirs. 
T______________T

Then, he started calling nonstop, I ran down to swimming pool side of my hostel condo to chat with Mr.Leong.
Thank god he haven't sleep yet. :'(


He said he was just fooling with her. Oh really? You can fool with her so does me right?
You can also just fool with me what. Ahahahahahaha.
The lame-est excuse ever. ;(

I was actually at the pool side to have some fresh air rather than staying in the room, I will dead in suffocation. No joke.
I didn't reply his whatsapp until he texted me via sms. -.-
He was outside my house, and I was like, wtf? How should I back home den? Impossible sleep at pool side guaaa? D;
So I decided to back home and see what he wants.
Mr.Leong asked me not to end his call so that he could listen what we said to each other.

Unfortunately J heard him while we were talking and then I throw my phone away due to anger. ;(
Sorry Sbaby. :'(

I don't want to story how our convo goes like cuz most of the time we didn't really talk, we were pulling and pushing wtf. ;(
He refused when I said 'we suan le ba.'
My mind totally blank out that time, I really don't know what to do. T________T
And I couldn't tear any that time, it was just so suffercating. ;(

I don't know why I forgave him at the end but I'm still confusing how I should face him on the days after.
I don't know, what I know is I lost confidence to this guy after this incident. 
The feeling of Unfailthful is back, I forgave D also last time. Wtf?
I guess I did too much crimes in my preexistence, I deserve bad guys now.
#wtf