Words.

New love.

The lyrics show what I'm feeling right now. :'(

So many questions But I'm talking to myself

I know that you can't hear me any more Not anymore

So much to tell you And most of all goodbye

But I know that you can't hear me any more

Can't stop to think back how it started, it feels like just happened yesterday.

He called cuz of worried, missed and we chatted like no one else in the world.

All these changed, not anymore.

Wanted to tell him what and how I feel, but I chose to keep in heart at the end.

I rather to tell others but not you, he said.

How hurtful it is to hear this from the one you loved.

Still, I don't know what's wrong between us. :'(

Got consultations from few of le friends.

Mr.J scolded me like an ass, but I do feel that his words do wake me up?

Thanks for the hugs, it's warm.

Mr.Leong tried so hard to cheer me up, I know he did his best.

I'm sorry for releasing my emotional on you, sorry.

Mifen, the one who most effective on cheering me up. Thank you.

Will keep your words and listen to it.

And others, love y'all.

Couldn't count how many time I told myself to let go, this time, it's a must-do.

Mid-term coming soon, time for study and leave the past.

Screw the assignments and tests!

Cava bien, merci. ♥

A week past.

I thought I would let go. I thought I would...

Told myself to give up. I didn't realize this is so hard, so hard...

Wtf?! Why am I dropping tears right now? :'(

A week had past. 8 days ago, I said to separate, he didn't response any.

Told myself N times to forget this man, the one who doesn't care about me anymore.

But why I find it is so hard? Really. :'(

He lives happily without me, but I'm shedding tears here.

I know YOU, the one who reading this, will feel like slapping me so hard.

Why should I live in past? WHYY?

I don't know, all I know is, I love him. :'(

Read back the old texts, flip back the photos we took together, think back the place we went together... :'(

I can't let go still.

Brain, please control me. T___T

August ♥

YOU. ME. US.

 #hurtsobad

Hi people. Hi August. So, a brand new month is started.

SAY ALOHA TO ALL THE AUGUST BABIESSS! ♥

I'm one of 'em. Heheheheee! :D

Behaved like a zombie these few days.

Mood totally affected and I even lost my appetite until I only ate a box of instant fried mihun until my day ended. -.-

Sorry tummy, I broke my promises again. :'(

Lau Pling Chee, never improved herself. Such a failed bitch who always cry nonstop cuz of a man.

Refused to know everything about him, I ignored. Again, failed.

He found me back last night, with normal convo, but I feel that he actually cares.

I wanted to ignore him like he did, but I couldn't. :'(

Today, we had a convo again. I asked again cuz I'm confused.

Why would we break up?

He refused to answer, just threw me a short sentence, "hard question" !

Hahahaa. Why am I still putting hope on a guy who doesn't dare to face everything?

Even just me, he hides.

I'm sorry I don't want to start my first post in August with all these emo mood. :/

Don't worry, be happy! That's what my friends tell me always. :')

Glad to have them to support me. ♥

HAPPY AUGUST ♥