Yes or no?

Hi. A random post for today due to I've got nothing to do now. -.-

Boredom kills. Fml.

Realized that I'm having my hard time now on any decisions. Yes, ANY.

I can't even decide on eat or don't eat, am I sick? Dafuq.

YES or NO is driving me crazy and I'm always can't choose which of them to be my answer.

Not only boredom kills me now, dilemma kills too. Shit.

There's a few things which I'm always been thinking of but until now I couldn't make any decisions.

One of it is...

Abroad or local?

I believe that if you followed my Twitter, you'll be seeing that I tweeted about my further studies for N times.

And I even discuss about this with few of my friends, and parents as well.

Every single of them had given me different answers, this made me more confuse on my future. :'(

Mom asked me to consider Aussie than UK due to the distance is nearer and Aussie is famous in education.

Plus, I've relatives are living there so they might can help me on.

The problem that I'm worried about is, life there will be so much tougher than in Malaysia where the environment is like totally different.

No mamak, no yamcha, no roti bakar, no pan mee, no milo, no soya, no Sushi Zanmai, no Pavilion, no GSC, no Lavender, no friends, and no family.

T____________T

Can I really stand for all these? Doubt!

AhMay said Melbourne is good, can always party like a party animal. LOL.

But I don't think I wanna be a party animal there cuz it's really pricey for my parents to pay for my expenses in overseas.

As she said, Melbourne is a place which suit me more according to my behaviour, she thinks that I'm study + party type. So Melbourne is the best for me.

Seriously? :OOO

Selina suggested me to search about Melbourne too. She even gave me the name of the University.

Thank you babe! :)

She did her high school edu there so she is quite familiar with Aussie and she told me that she regret coming back for college! OMG.

Aussie really that good huh?

I found that it's hard for me to do research about study abroad cuz I have less friends who has experiences in this. :(((

Need more suggestions pleaseeeee.

In economy perception, mom asked me to go to UTAR for cheaper school fees reason.

But if I insist to go to overseas, she'll pay for me still.

Awwww! What I did to deserve such loving and world best mom as her? ❤

But I had searched about UTAR, the course there isn't my favourite one. So yeah, NO for UTAR.

Furthermore, I don't think I wanna continue in Taylor's. 

As coursemate - Toi said, study for so long just wait to overseas only ma, why want to stay in Taylor's like forever?

True also.

For me, Taylor's University is like in the middle.

Either choose higher to go to overseas, or lower to choose local private U.

I don't want to waste my parents' money for paying so much for me so I must think real deep for this.

:(

I can't decideeeeeee! HOWWWW

T______________________________T

06112012 ♥

Adele's voice is just so beautiful right?

I bet no ones will say NO cuz it's a truth! ♥

Oh well, guess what am I gonna blog about for today?

MY OFFDAY. :DDD

Teehee! Life without relax is shit.

As usual, my offday falls on Tuesday which is a weekday and most of the people are not free. D;

So lucky of me that have Stephanie this coursemate who is same type as me!

We used to discover good food and nice items from shopping malls.

I still remember how we went to Sunway Giza just to find Poco Homemade but we failed cuz it's no longer available there. T___T

Yes, I met up with her yesterday.

I drove to Suriamas to meet her up and she was the one who driving whole day. Thank you girl. ♥

Randomly wanna eat cakes and I came out w/ an idea to go to Dreamz Bakery.

We found it after turned a few rounds in Kota Damansara area.

Too bad that the shop is close on every Tuesday. FML max. D;

Den we changed mind and headed to +Wondermilk in PJ SS21 area.

Found out that there's so many good food restaurants and we just wanna eat them all! :D

Wasn't able to get to try cupcakes in +Wondermilk due to heavy rain. :(

After that we just headed to One Utama for a movie and Sushi Zanmai.

Not bad lah, I'm freaking in love w/ Zanmai. Teehee.

A 2 hours plus movie. I was about to sleep inside the cinema hall.

Not that nice as I expected, high expectation kills? :(

Btw, James Bond is still handsome and I don't like M. -.-

I feel happy cuz she's dead. Lalala.

Rating: 3.5/5.0

After movie, I went for dress and heels hunting.

Dress mission failed cuz I don't really like those mature look dress. :(

I like something casual + arrogant + simple.

But I succeed to buy a pair of new heels. :DDD

Love it max, too cool!

Not sure whether you follow my instagram, please do so if you haven't. :)

I've posted it up on my instagram. Hehee.

Spotted it last time at KLCC w/ babe tong but I didn't buy it last time cuz I already owned a pair of new heels.

BUT MY HEELS HAD BEEN BITTEN BY MY DOG AND IT'S SPOILED! T____T

Heartache!

Knew that this shop is available in One Utama so I went to find it.

Bershka  is a retailer and part of the Spanish Inditex group (who also own the brands of Zara, Massimo Dutti, Pull and Bear, Oysho, Uterqüe, Stradivarius and Zara Home).

It's also a brand which fashion designers' first choice. :)

This pair of heels is so costly but I bought it still. D;

I'm worried that I will regret and get emotional unbalanced if I missed it again. Lol.   

No more new heels until New Year! I swear.

Couldn't find any display of this heels in Bershka, and I decided to show the staff babe tong's instagram.

And he said, "Yes. It's available here."

I was about to fly that time! :DDD

But they took quite a long time to find it out cuz they not yet display it out since it's new arrival.

An auntie was trying to buy it but it was in my hand, so yeah, I'm like, I MUST BUY! NO CARE. 

Lolololll.

After that, we went to 有骨气 steamboat where located in SS21 area.

It has been ages I never have steamboat as dinner! :(((

Finally. :D

Ate like a monster w/ Stephanie cuz we both were too happy. Haha.

Well spent of my offday.

Happy girl I am. :DDD ♥

Wanted to find J before I went back but he late reply me so next time bah. :(

06112012 ♥

Alohaaaaaa peepo!

Did you realize that I've changed my header? :D

No more LOVE, I'm now more to VAIN. :P

Lolololll. Please don't slap me!

Just back home from a catching up session w/ Ashley, ma ex-coursemate. :(

Miss her so much and I started laughing from the beginning of our met up.

Laugh all the night while chatting about life, love, studies, and etc.

Changed so much of our life, but we're still behaving the same.

[March 2012]

Tell me I've become slimmer, pleaseeee. :P

I miss the moment w/ her in Uni. :(

She used to be my partner, and now I'm aloneee! T_____T

WHY SHE STOPPED STUDY WOHHHHHH

Sigh.

Well, back to normal now. Tuesday is ma off day.

Has been waiting for this day to come for so long.

I NEED REST LAHHH! T____T

Somehow, I already start used to work in FnB department now.

More time will do. Supervisor praised me that I've been improved so much compare to Day 1. :DDD

I can do it I can do it.

Lost contact w/ Mr.Leong recently.

He seemed 人间蒸发 to me, I don't know what's wrong again but I know that he's ignoring me.

Well, this is the N times I posted about he ignores me so I'm not gonna post about it anymore.

I just hate being ignore so much, wondering why people ignore people since they are all people.

Tell me why?

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Watched movies last Saturday - 1. Paranormal Activity 4.

Para is one of the series movie that I've been chasing since the first epi was released.

From 1 camera to few cameras, I still prefer the 1 camera one, more focus.

Uhmm, 4 is not bad compare to 2 and 3. 1 is ze best among all.

I felt so scared while watching it fml.

Grandson wasn't w/ me this time, sad. :(

He's my Para partner. Lolll.

I don't understand the ending btw. Can someone please explain it to me uh?

Rating: 3.0/5.0

Movie 2: Natural Borm Lover 《天生爱情狂》

Dislike this type of Hong Kong movie, so pointless. -.-

Nothing much to write about so I just straight to the point to rating kay?

Actually I'm just lazy. :P

Rating: 2.0/5.0

1 of the star is for ChiLam Cheung only cuz he's so cute and handsome here! :DD ♥

Errr, one more! AOD drama Highs And Lows 《雷霆掃毒》 had came to an end.

STUPID ENDING!!!

Everyone is died. Wtf?

Poon Sir not supposed to die like that, he should been tortured 99!!! ;(

Gek sei argh!