Back to December.

Got slim or not?! YES or NO?!!! Hahaha!
Frankly I sent this photo to most of my close friends, they told me that effects can be seen obviously but they love my chubby face more. T___T

I don't remember what is the exact thing which inspired me to diet and get slim and I did and here's the outcome!
Well, for me, slim down is not a trend or a hobby, but it's a habit for me to remind myself that I have to become prettier to gain my self confidence back in order to live in this society.
On the other hand, my boyfriend is way tooooooooo thin and I have to stay thin or get even thinner to match him la wtf. -.-
My mom told me that I honestly look bigger size than him when I stand on his side wtf, so yeah. -.-

Done bullshitting, back to December now.
It's no way to deny that time doesn't wait! It's already the last month of the year man, holly shit!
Reflashing what I've done in this year, let's see.
*finding my resolution post, omg I didn't do any resolution for my 2013 last year meh!!! okay lorrr -.-*

1. Best trainee in Marriott Putrajaya.
Attended internships was one of the most memorable things that I've done in my entire 20-year-old life. I learnt a lot, honestly A LOT. How to communicate with people, how to behave better, how to manage and plan for my time and work and etc etc. I can never learn all these from school and even from home. Got myself a best trainee award in Marriott Putrajaya as well. :DDD

2. Done with Taylor's University Lakeside Campus.
Graduated from my diploma course! 2 years time spent in Taylor's, it wasn't that long, but it wasn't a short time too. I'm missing everything of my dear taylor's now, it was too free and happy to study there honestly. Always complaint for kitchen practical classes because of peeling those freaking tons of potatoes and got hands of butter or onions smells. Always compaints of couln't get a nearer car park and also RM3 entrance fee per entry. Always complaint nothing to eat during break time even though there are Oldtown, foodcourt, Zhia's Kitchen, Kung Fu, Starbucks, korean restaurant, mamak and others in the campus. I miss talking to Ah Xuan in the library and rushing for assignment till late night in 24/7 room with Stephanie. And got a boyfriend from my course too, AHAHAHAHAHAHA! Lastly, got myself as one of the top ten students in DH40. With jury's congratulations weih. Unbelievable rightttt? Lolololll.

3. The boyfriend - J.
Officially in a relationship with J after 2 years of fucking luin shui relationships. -.- Honestly our path wasn't easy from the beginning till now. From Daniel, then William, then Han...2 years of time can totally changed my love story. It's never easy to stay with J frankly. I teared, tried to give up N times, gone crazy and left my unit in the late midnight, told Ah Leong everything with my tears, got drunk during drinking sessions to forget what nonsense or lies that he always told me until my friends hated me, got my heart tortured everyday without knowing how we supposed to be although we met everyday in class. WTF. I acted stranger with him and ignored him as much as I could cuz I just don't know what our relationship is. I hated him, hated myself too, so much. He makes me believe that what it's mine, eventually mine. It's pointless to force things to happen, so yeah we just let time proves everything. Both of us don't remember when is the exact date which we started to date openly, things just happened naturally and I am glad that it happened. :')))

4. Travel to Australia - one of the must-go-country.
Went to Aussie for koalas and kangaroos with le family. I always been wanted to travel to Australia to visit my dear koalas, before its extinction. :'( Although it wasn't a fantastic trip but at least I've been there. So it's still fine. :P

5. Taking degree course in Birmingham, UK.
Well, this decision is one of the biggest decisions I've made ever. I chose to leave home, leave the boyfriend, leave my friends, leave everything I have had in Malaysia to travel to UK just to further my studies. Thank you my parents who give me the biggest support. I miss home so muchhhhh. :'( Feeling guilty when the boyfriend told me that he hates me for leaving him when we just started to date for months. People told me that LDR doesn't work but I don't believe it, baby and I will make it. D; If time rewinds, I will stay in Taylor's for my degree. *没大志！HAIS*

December is the month which I used to reflash what I have done and what I want to do for the next year.
It seems 2013 brought me a turning point in my life, hope that everything will goes smooth as how I wish la! :P
It's 11.57pm now in UK. Wake up for another 9 times to meet baby in London!
I CAN'T WAITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. 

Demand?

Gummy - I'm sorry.

I'm still listening to this song after a year. It does affect my mood cuz it's the song of me and J. Lolll.

J used to play this song for like 24 hours whenever he came to find me 1 year back.

Oh the one he played was Japanese version, I like both versions anyway. :')

So fucking angry with him now, but I guess this is the reason why we don't want to be together.

If we're in relationship, we'll start demanding to each other.

You know, I'm those type of girls who get jealous easily, feel insecure without reason, do stupid things just to get his attention.

He knows he can't takes my demand, and I know I can't demand on him.

What we have is only feelings, we lose to time almost everytime.

Guess what, I tried before that I went to find him outside his house and I waited there like a sohai, but he was sleeping inside like a boss until I went home.

Yesh, he didn't open door for me at last.

Here is a short post which I wanted to post up last night, but end up I saved it as a draft. I don't know, just...yeah.

Hiii, it's a blog post about J again.

I'm always wondering why he can affects me, no matter my mood, my emotions, my...everything. #wtf

I tell myself most of the time, DO NOT FALL TO THIS GUY. He's not the one.

But I know I failed, I do care about him. Somehow the feelings is like, more than friends but we're not together.

We had a heart talk session again last night, as usual. We talk honestly.

I gave him chances to express what he wants and he did the same too.

He said, I'm different, I'm special for him, non of his girls previously can give him this type of feeling.

We talked about his ex-es, he repeated some parts which he already told me before.

J: Ehh, xxxxx married liao.

Me: Yeah, I know ah. You told me.

J: Huhh? Really? See, means that I told you everything no matter it is important or not.

He asked, if we would be together at last.

I said no with doubt. Something like 'impossible guaaaa. :(

He said he thinks so too, cuz he doesn't want to break up with me.

No beginning, no ending, he said.

True, no beginning no ending.

Sometimes, I don't understand him at all. Like just, he's so strange...so strange.

I did ask him, who are you? I don't know you.

Cuz he can be so cool until I don't know who he is, who I'm talking to.

You know the feelings are so scary, the one who you give you the best feeling in the world but at the same time he is so strange to you.

Insecure? Maybe.

I feel heartache when he apologized but I forced myself not to forgive him. It's real suffercating I swear.

Well, he always has the way to make me smile again, at the end, and I just forgive him. Wtf.

NO, FOR THIS TIME.

NOT GONNA CONTACT WITH HIM UNTIL HE FINDS ME BACK.

LAU PLING CHEE SAYS IT.

***

My first serving class in Term 5 finally had over!

So fucking tension, really. 

I'm gonna do flambé, SERIOUSLY?! Flambé with fire weih!!! Lololll.

I invited Mathew, Sia, Kanaga and one of his friend to be my guests for this time.

I don't know, just randomly thought of them to help me.

Thank you so much for coming!!! Sincerely!!! :D

See this reservation list. Ah Xuan wrote Lau Pling Chee, wtf?

Fyi, Lau Pling Chee ain't my real name. Ahahahaha.

This is my very first peach flambé in my whole entire 19 years of life. Lol.

The top one was close to perfect, said lecturer.

YAYYYYYYYYY! :D

But too bad I ate this by myself. Ahahaha.

The one I served to my guests didn't have the nice colour as the picture above. :'(

Sorry I was too nervous. I don't want to burn the restaurant. T________T

Yay! It's done. More flambé will be done on the coming classes.

Will try to improve my skill, WILL TRY!

Realized that serving class ain't as tiring as previously.

Ching said it's the effect after training, if not 3-month-internship will be nothing to us.

At least, it helps us something. :')

Here is a video that I found on Youtube on how to make a flambé, just in case you've no idea what is that. :P

#goodnight

Term 5 begins.

Hello! It's Monday people, back to Monday blueeeee.

Today is my first day of Term 5, new term finally began.

I'm actually still in holiday mood after having 2 weeks of holiday. I'm not done with my shopping yet!!! ;(

Frankly, I had insomnia last night. I went to bed at around 8pm after had 2 capsules of panadol due to headache. Wasn't sleep well, I remember one time when I looked at my phone the time was 1.30am.

The night was so long. D;

No idea why I will had insomnia, hope that it will not happen again tonight. *prayyy*

My first class was at 9.30am and I woke up kinda early cuz I'm a super slow person. Slow in bath, slow in drying hair, slow in make up, slow in walking, slow in driving(perhaps? haha.), slow in finding parking and etc. :P

So yea, alarm set - 8.00am.

Who knew, my housemate went into the bathroom earlier than me and he stayed inside for like half an hour?

Urgh, my plan ruins. -.-

I have to replan everything by shorthen up all preparation periods. :(

9.30am was Financial Mathematics & Analysis.

Ended at around 10am, lecturer just gave us short brief about classroom rules. :/

The next class was actually at 2.00pm, which means I have 4 hours break time.

Did nothing besides had pan mee as breakfast at Face to face. -.-

Ching suddenly said that she wanna back home cuz she heard that lecturer is absent from a coursemate of Group 1. So yeah, we decided to back home.

Went home after had lunch with Mr.Leong. Sorry for causing you back to work late! :(

Class rep called me and told me that lecturer was kinda angry due to our group only had 2 people attended his class. I was like 'Omg! I thought it had cancelled. :O'

Feeling uncomfortable cuz I accidentally skipped Beverage Studies class. :( 

I WANT TO LEARN ABOUT WINE LOHHH. Hais.

Sorry lecturer, I swear I'm not skipping your class for the next 9 weeks.

Gonna sleep now and fight for bathroom from housemate. Haha! 

Good night. Xoxo.

-nowplaying-

December?

You gotta get up and try try try.

Pink's version is addictive but Jayesslee's one is heaven.

They've got angel's voices, so talented and beautiful. :')

Hi peeps. Can't believe that I blog only once a week, so shameful to be a blogger.

Too much things happen within this 7 days. And they're all driving me crazy, I'm so crazeh! ;(

Happy to eat food, tired to work daily, sad to receive his texts, angry to know my new schedule, and etc.

Too much too much...

It's already December, the very last month of 2012.

End of the world is coming soon, perhaps? Only the God knows...

So yeah, post of the day! ;)

Hmmm, where to start where to start? Let's start to talk about my last week offday before my another offday starts. ;)

FINALLY! I got to go to Levain last Tuesday.

Yeah, I know I know most of you have been there for N times since N years ago or whatever.

I always wanted to go during coursemates' date but there's always some obstructions until last week. :(

Coursemates are mai best food discovery partners! :D (Y)

Especially Stephanie, we're the same type people cuz we both will go to eat good food alone, yeah ALONE.

As long as there's food, we'll be there. Lol.

So yeah, our offday fell on the same day - Tuesday so we decided to have food investigation at Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie @ Jalan Delima, Off Jalan Imbi.

Last time Stephanie was the one who drove, and this time of course would be me! ;) Fair and square maa.

We got lost to Pudu and turned a big big round cuz we couldn't differentiate the roads up to the flyover in Pudu area. We spent like 1 hour and 15 minutes to reach Levain from Bandar Sunway wtf.

Decorations and environment there are pretty and comfortable.

I had Seafood Aglio Olio & Iced Chocolate where Steph had Mushroom Cream Pasta & Hot Latte.

I'm a huge fans of Aglio Olio cuz creamy food is yakks for me. Lol. *I'm sorrehhh! :(*

I hate white in colour liquid except SOYA, example mayo and milk. YAKKKKKKKS!

The food tastes so good and I feel like ordering the 2nd plate but I found something more interesting to be filled into my stomach.

DESSERTS!!! :D

Those colourful macaroons are so tempting!

Wide range of choices of those yummeh macaroons.

Mad love macchiato & 75% ghana dark chocolate flavours. 

The mini croissaint tastes superb!!!

Better than M*rriott's one 10000000x!!!

Well, I hate the cashier who named Chen. Her service bad to the max and she's so impolite.

I was sitting on the table 33 (thirty-three), I informed her my table number before I placed my order.

Cashier Chen: Table number?

Me: thirty-three.

Cashier Chen: Okay, may I have your order please?

Me: *blah blah blah*

Okay, done.

I went to sit down and chit chatted w/ Steph and suddenly she came over my table and point at my table number plate.

Cashier Chen: This is THIRTY-THREE, please check your bill.

Me: *Look at the bill which typed 23(twenty-three)* I told you it was THIRTY-THREE.

Cashier Chen: *Stared and glared at me.* Twenty-three.

,Me: *Stared her back, sarcastic sigh and I just don't give her any shits.*

Maybe it was a misunderstanding between our conversation, but her service behavior is totally failed.

I feel like sending all those people to Hospitality School if they want to work in service line seriously.

So impolite and I hate her so much! ;(

Spoiled my mood right away but still, the food there tastes so gooooooood I can die. D;

Went to Pavilion after brunch at Levain randomly. We have no place to go and the nearest is Pavilion which only 5-min apart.

Randomly walked around and we decided to go to KLCC since Steph said that she never been to KLCC and she wanted to see Petronas Twin Tower w/ her naked-eye. Lol.

Went to have our dinner at The Apartment.

Everything is way too good included food and services, but I got annoyed by the server who tried so hard to upsell his cocktail to me. Lol.

I just want some Iced Lemon Tea. :P

Huge portion of Black Pepper Chicken can caused me dead in satisfaction. -.-

Well spent my day w/ Stephanie. :DDD !

Looking forward to our next outing for more food @ PJ area & Bangsar. ;)

***

Went to visit Mifen few days ago.

That girl, who doesn't know how to take care of herself, I feel like K her head badly.

Please hao hao de take care of yourself hao bu hao?

;(((

***

I had changed department from F&B to Kitchen now. 

I was so pissed when I saw my schedule that chef arranged for me.

He arranged my offday after 11 days of my working days.

When I approach to him to ask him why, he blamed me back for not finding him in advance and he feels that it is not a problem to work 11days continuously.

Ya I know I'm doing my training right now.

You want to train me as a normal staff? Okay can, you can just ask me to do work as long as I can do, I'll do.

But rights is rights, I have my rights as a trainee, you have to let me rest as it is the time.

And Why are you still asking me if I can tahan?

You're indirectly giving me choices when you ask me this ques but in fact you already decided that way.

What I can say is, 我认命。

Fuck this hotel and I will not ever come to this hotel for accomodation, dining or anything. NOOOO!

PLEASE DON'T GO TO PUTRAJ*YA M*RRIOTT HOTEL & SPA.

Management zero, teamwork zero, what they got is only brainless people.

Kthxbaiii.

Yes or no?

Hi. A random post for today due to I've got nothing to do now. -.-

Boredom kills. Fml.

Realized that I'm having my hard time now on any decisions. Yes, ANY.

I can't even decide on eat or don't eat, am I sick? Dafuq.

YES or NO is driving me crazy and I'm always can't choose which of them to be my answer.

Not only boredom kills me now, dilemma kills too. Shit.

There's a few things which I'm always been thinking of but until now I couldn't make any decisions.

One of it is...

Abroad or local?

I believe that if you followed my Twitter, you'll be seeing that I tweeted about my further studies for N times.

And I even discuss about this with few of my friends, and parents as well.

Every single of them had given me different answers, this made me more confuse on my future. :'(

Mom asked me to consider Aussie than UK due to the distance is nearer and Aussie is famous in education.

Plus, I've relatives are living there so they might can help me on.

The problem that I'm worried about is, life there will be so much tougher than in Malaysia where the environment is like totally different.

No mamak, no yamcha, no roti bakar, no pan mee, no milo, no soya, no Sushi Zanmai, no Pavilion, no GSC, no Lavender, no friends, and no family.

T____________T

Can I really stand for all these? Doubt!

AhMay said Melbourne is good, can always party like a party animal. LOL.

But I don't think I wanna be a party animal there cuz it's really pricey for my parents to pay for my expenses in overseas.

As she said, Melbourne is a place which suit me more according to my behaviour, she thinks that I'm study + party type. So Melbourne is the best for me.

Seriously? :OOO

Selina suggested me to search about Melbourne too. She even gave me the name of the University.

Thank you babe! :)

She did her high school edu there so she is quite familiar with Aussie and she told me that she regret coming back for college! OMG.

Aussie really that good huh?

I found that it's hard for me to do research about study abroad cuz I have less friends who has experiences in this. :(((

Need more suggestions pleaseeeee.

In economy perception, mom asked me to go to UTAR for cheaper school fees reason.

But if I insist to go to overseas, she'll pay for me still.

Awwww! What I did to deserve such loving and world best mom as her? ❤

But I had searched about UTAR, the course there isn't my favourite one. So yeah, NO for UTAR.

Furthermore, I don't think I wanna continue in Taylor's. 

As coursemate - Toi said, study for so long just wait to overseas only ma, why want to stay in Taylor's like forever?

True also.

For me, Taylor's University is like in the middle.

Either choose higher to go to overseas, or lower to choose local private U.

I don't want to waste my parents' money for paying so much for me so I must think real deep for this.

:(

I can't decideeeeeee! HOWWWW

T______________________________T

*You can ignore this.*

Hello humans.

This is just a super random post of my expression words.

I need someone to talk to sooooo badly! D;

I told my mum, she doesn't understand.

I told Mr.Leong, he gets only a part of it.

I told Kenzo, stopped halfway cuz his phone is out of credit.

I told Ah Xuan, she can't help me.

I told...hmmm I think no more liao. :(

I can't join my bff gang yamcha session for weeks due to I have a brainless supervisor who behaves girlish. F him! -.-

The shortform for him is Na Pett which means guy who behaves girly. LOL.

Sei brainless na pett!

I know you feel bored when seeing me keep complaining about my supervisor on my Twitter.

That's one of the reason why I want to blog about this.

Okay, done bullshitting. The story goes like this...

I started my training on Monday which is 8th of Oct. As a trainee in Marriott, I'm entitled to get 1 off day each week. This is my right. 

Hmmm, maybe I should say that every worker can get 1 day off in each week unless they want to do extra or changing off day sort of like those stuffs lah.

BUT, my supervisor arranged my schedule like this.

My coming off day is on next Tuesday which is uhmm 16th of Oct.

Question came on my mind at the second I knew about my schedule is like this, 

where is my first week off day?

I told him about it, he skipped my first day working (8th Oct) and start counting from 9th Oct which is making non sense.

I spent 8 hours in Marriott on 8th also what, why you skipped that day?

He just said that, actually I should start count from 9th. 

WHYYYYYYYYYYYY?!

The conclusion is, I have to work for 8 days then only I get to rest for a day.

HUHHHHHHHHHH

Wow, he's interrupting my right.

So, I went to Human Resources office to make things clear since HR is responsible on those stuffs like this.

I told the assistant about this matter, okay, he said that he will helps me to ask my supervisor.

Oh great, I thought this thing was settled after the assistant told me like that.

Back to work as usual. Who knows...my supervisor came and scolded me that why I went to HR to complain him that he didn't give me off day.

WTFFF. Why lah this person so brainless?

First, since when I complain?

Second, since when I said that he didn't give me off day?

Third, he shouldn't scold me by using his damn voice. He SHOULDN'T!

He just doesn't understand what I mean. He said he will tried to make my off day to become earlier, but the week after still the same, I need to work for 8 or 9 days due to my off day already set on Tuesday. -.-

Hello? Not early or not early laaaaaa.

It's I totally lost 1 day off which I supposed to have.

WALAO ARRR. So simple also you don't get it meh?

Met my Front Office seniors, Wilson and Abdullah during break time just now at staff food court.

They came and talked to me, and I told them about this.

I didn't mention who is that at first, I just told them what's the problem and what was happening.

Even Abdullah (Malay also) can understand what I am trying to say, it means it wasn't my fault on explaining it, the problem is the one who doesn't get me. 

Wilson taught me how to ask him (Na Pett supervisor) about it, he told me that this is not the first time they did stupid and brainless stuff like this. Lol.

But well, I'm not gonna talk to the Na Pett anymore. He doesn't get me no matter how. Whatever.

I always like to talk to Wilson, cuz he's same type of person with me. Haha, always has rude words when talking. Funneh. 

Abdullah told me that I was supposed to get off day on Sunday.

T___________________T 

WHY LAH FNB PEOPLE SO SOHAI AND BRAINLESS?! Sigh.

Abdullah like my Sbaby very much. Lol. He always play Temple Run by using my phone.

Guess what, he is the Duty Manager in Front Office while Wilson is Room Controller in Front Office. 

Haha. All dai lap yeh.

Can I have some friendly and understandable dai lap yeh in FnB department to cover me?

T__________________T

Damn. I miss Front Office and Housekeeping.

At least, supervisors in Housekeeping are covering me too. Hais.

I hate FnB, hope that Kitchen will be better.

I hate October.

I hate everything now.

Kthxbye.

Oh! Thanks for your time to read this. Sorry for wasting your time.

Will blog something meaningful next time. Haha.

Seriously?

My current mood now.

I don't even know how to differentiate smile and tears. #fml

Done ma interview w/ Hotel Equatorial this morning.

Called to Career Center @ Taylor's to cancel my application w/ them.

I don't like that place. ;(

Unfriendly people, unfamiliar place, dirty back of the house, unorganized management.

I don't want to be tortured there!

I still want to attend ma BigBang Concert! T.T

So yeah, last decision made, back to Putrajaya Marriott.

Interview tomorrow.

Damn! Gonna see the same faces again. -.-

I WANT TO KNOW MORE DIFFERENT PEOPLE ARRR! :(((

I'm so regret now, about my studies.

Why don't I choose Human Resources Management instead of Hospitality?

I can talk better English than the HR Executive in Hotel Equatorial! LOLL.

Well, no more turning back for me I know.

Life sucks.

If you are following my Twitter, you'll know I'll update my Twitter more frequently than my Facebook.

But still, I'll on my Facebook to stalk people.

I stalk him, I stalk her.

And I got jealous after that. Wtf.

Why the fuck should I care?

Hahaha! I feel like an idiot.

Been watching a Hong Kong drama recently, Highs and Lows 《雷霆掃毒 》.

Thumbs up for Lam Fongggggggg! ♥

I like his personality in this drama. Makes him even handsome. :DDD

Yay! Finally I went to H&M yesterday. ;D

Yeah, I went there alone. ;)

I'm so tired on waiting people to response, seriously.

I've been waiting for le boyf to wake up for about 3 hours?

And then he told me that he doesn't want to go.

Oh well, alone will do.

I can shop more and freedomly alone.

Like I care?

Melissa came and met me up after she finished her work. :D

We walked around Bukit Bintang area at the night to look for a pressie for her friend.

I miss the feelings, from Fahrenheit 88 to Lot 10 then Sg.Wang and then back to Pavilion.

Lovin' the night view of the city.

We had tested more than 20 types of perfume to search for a suitable one.

I LOVE PERFUMEEE. :D

At the end, we found one at Pavilion. *YAY*

I realized that I can understand some French words on the perfume bottles. 

Whoa! Fantastic baby! Haha. :O

H&M is like a trend now.

You can see 9 out of 10 persons on Bukit Bintang streets are taking a bag of H&M.

It's so freaking cheap like OMG! ;O

I bought 8 items w/ the paid RM207.50.

SERIOUSLYYY?!

It's almost same price as pasar malam items but the difference is H&M is w/ good quality!

MUST-GOOOOO

Oh well, the major disadvantage is, the chances to clash shirt is so much higher now.

People are so H&M now!

:/

#musicoftheday

YOLO!

大考期。

现在是大考期。压力还真大。:(

考完试的空档就是在图书馆里面啃书。

虽然说我学校的图书馆有四楼这么高，但是还是会每天爆满。

我听说学校每年都会花十万块在图书馆身上，但是电脑还是不够用，椅子还是不够坐，影印机还是要大排长龙才印得到。无奈ing。-.-

考试很压力啊！

考法文咧，你以为容易哦？:((

学法文，就好像学外星文一样难。

就是我们从小到大都没接触过的语言啊，要在三个月里面学会基本的语法还有句子构造。

我还没说完！除了这些，还要会讲，就是发音啦。

然后还要会听，听法国人念法语然后再来写你听懂了什么。

说实在的，我真的听不懂。:/

学了这么久，最会的不就是Bonjour。谁不会啊？哈哈哈。

随便啦。反正对我来说最恐怖的法文都过去了。

YAY! :D

基本上我只剩下两科还没考，明天就是最后一天了。

考完试我就放假了！:DDD

但是！星期四我还有一个interview要去。

老天爷，一定一定要保佑我顺利过关。

不然我真的是比死翘翘还更惨。D;

考了这么多张，最快完成的就是Moral Education。哈哈！

100题选择题，他妈的15分钟就完成。

学生最爱的就是选择题，不是吗？:D

脑袋一片空白的是Customer Relations and Sales，完完全全不了解20分的考试题目在问什么。-.-

还有一张就是Kitchen Operations Theory，整张纸，最会的就是鸡蛋的结构。哈哈哈！

明天剩下Food Science and Sanitation还有Principles of Economics。

经济学呀，快把我给弄晕了。:(

上考场都得穿上律师服，烦死人。-.-

Ma dream?

Do you ever have a dream which you wish to achieve it one day?

I believe everyone does, same goes to me. ;)

Guess what's mine? Yeah, to have my own bar in the future.

Of course I start dreaming of this once I'm in love w/ alcohol. ;P

Well, I feel glad that my course is included bar management and it helps me to know more about bar, my dream. :D

FYI, I'm not a clubber like those who desperate to go for clubbing almost 3 times a week?

Hmmm okay, I was like that last time. -.- But not now anymore.

I realized that life isn't about clubbing, please wake up peeps!

LOLLL.

Bar management is interesting for me cuz I'm so addicted to cocktail/ mocktail making.

And of course, there's still many more to learn about it.

I wish I have someone to talk to and the person has a same dream w/ me. :(

Somehow outsiders always don't understand what you're trying to say. Lollll.

I just did my FnB assignment last Sunday, and it's about bar management. *wink wink!*

Note: FnB stands for Food And Beverage.

One of the question is, why do people go to bar while they can have drinks at home?

Common sense, socializing. ;)

People get the chance to know people while having a glass of drinks w/ 'em.

Hmmm, maybe you can have a topic to chat with that person about the drinks?

From that, you make friends! Ahaha.

Cocktail/mocktail making is soooooooooo fun! ;D

Feel so grateful that my serving classes give the chance for us to take turn to be the bartender.

Yeah, I was a bartender before. Too bad only for one day. :(((

You know, how a guest brighten up your day easily?

As I experienced before, by giving good comments about your drinks. ;D

This is the very first mocktail made by me!

Sweet Sunrise. ♥ ‏

Receiving good comments makes me feel flyyyyyy! :DDD

People go to bar, to enjoy drinks, and to chill w/ friends.

I don't understand why people dance in a bar, it is so weird isn't it? Lol.

My friends told me that there are people dancing at The Beer Factory @ Sunway Giza.

So weird! -.-

Normal people dance in clubs rightttt? Haha.

Well, shall have a view next time.

Anyway, weirdoes everywhere now. -.-

I want to have a bar in the future! I WANT!

LOL.

I'm not good in drinking by the way. Should train myself really hard. :/

:'(

Yeah, cried again. 

I've no idea why I keep crying recently, mood swings?

I can't refused for not thinking about him all the time.

When I think, I feel sad, when I sad, I cry. :'(

Tears ain't controllable anymore.

Thanks for Mr.J for take caring me that all night long.

He knows my mind isn't clear, he knows I'm not okay.

The only one who never ask for reasons, he just takes care me.

Warm hugs, he knows I need it. Thank you. :')

Chatted w/ him last night. And I asked him what happened between us again.

Somehow I feel scare? I'm worrying that he will feels that I'm annoying?

Oh gosh, he is the one who doesn't make things clear isn't it? 

And I'm the one who is suffering here...:(((

Still, he refused to tell me any, and he just replied 'Idk how to answer.'

When will all these stop? Can this ends?

I'm crazy soon, real soon. :'(

Finals is around the corner.

LPC please study well, this is one of the must-do of September don't you remember?

Lastly, please stay happy.

PLEASE. :'(

Happy Tuesday!

wOter.

Everyone needs wOter.

Halo peepo, this post is actually all about my Sales & Marketing assignment. 

I wanted to have a record on what I've done for it, as part of memories. Lol.

So yeah, you guys can just skip it, I don't mind. :P

But only for this post ya! Lol.

A very very tough assignment has been given by our Sales & Marketing lecturer.

All of us were thinking what to use as the product of our company, it took like 3 weeks of us to get approval from le lecturer. :(

At last, we decided to do wOter.

We have 4 people in a group, while others have about 5 to 6. -.-

Ching, Xuan, Me, and Asel.

Anyway it doesn't matter, let's talk about our wOter! :)

Ching came out with an idea under my inspiring on what people need the most, WATER.

And I came out with the brand name by using wOter instead of original word - water.

So yeah, wOter Sdn. Bhd. is produced.

WOter logo is pretty cute, like the designer ME! Ahahahahaha.

Thank god my groupmates like it, and we decided to use it. :D

Create the bottle label by using the label is effing tiring.

Include all the mineral contents, manufacture address, volume of wOter for different types of bottle into the label already spent half of my day. :(

Drove all the way to Kajang town to get the small paper cups for wOter testing purpose during presentation.

And you know what, I jammed there for hours. -____-

I spent my Saturday with all these shits which completely ruined my mood. Dafuq.

Well, my effort paid off! I found small paper cups in Tesco Kajang at the end.

The feeling is like mission completed. Thanks le sister for accompany me. :)

We actually planned to do our powerpoint slides on Monday during after class.

Who knows our presentation is actually on MONDAY and freak all of us outta ass. ;(

Rushed back to Subang area to meet up with my groupmates and complete it until late night yesterday.

Fml.

And because of this I missed the dinner with him. Wrong timing always huh? -.-

Ching, Xuan and me were doing the written report and powerpoint slides where Asel doesn't help anything. 

I do really angry about her but no choice, she was in our group! Urgh.

Whatever. ;(

Super nervous today. Do you understand the feelings when all the classmates are wearing full formal attire included blazer and tied hair?

It's like walking into court, all become lawyer. Haha.

The only moment when we all are united. :DDD

Last min decision to open a Facebook page for wOter and keep on sharing and asking people to like is fun.

All of us were like playing share, once it increased we felt happy and excited. LOL.

Thank you all my friends for helping me to like the page, and lecturer even laugh at us by looking on the profile pictures that we had. Ahaha.

The scariest presentation in Term 4, hard work must paid off!

THANK GOD IT PASSED. :')

Coming Thursday, another presentation to go.

Mid-term week is tiring. Good luck Pling Chee!

_Music of the day_

撑不住。

每当想到这儿，都情不自禁流下眼泪。太累。

原本真以为自己一个人也能把事情做得很好，但原来没有，我很没用。:'(

自己在打鸡蛋，自己在搓面粉，自己在秤牛奶...

转身一看，同学们都已经把饼干烘好了。:(

洁媚同学，我想念你。:(

我一直以来都觉得同学们是在互相帮忙，这是身为一组的基本责任，不是吗？

但原来并没有，是我太天真地在相信。

帮忙，零；利用，积极。

我不介意，并不表示我真的是那么的愚蠢。

我，不是水鱼。

真的快撑不住了。

自己一个人，压力好大。

每天只会哭，哭了停，停了又哭。

没意思，但是控制不了。妈的。

Group assignments，快点过去吧！:'(

真的有在考虑放弃学业。真的很想。

J-ULY ♥

达浪！送上一张超级闪亮的米奇照！ 对啦，我终于去到米奇展了。真的很可爱哦！

但其实我并没有很特意地去看耶。拍下这张仅有的照片也只是为了放部落格。哈哈！ 

好啦各位，新月快乐！♥ 很快，七月了。

半年就这样过去了，你做了些什么难忘并有意义的事吗？ 

其实脑海中的记忆很模糊，这半年来我是怎样过的啊？:/ 

首先

我要很郑重地宣布，我已经完成我的实习了！:DDD 

三个月的实习，真的结束了。其实我很坏，我骗来了假期，真的很累嘛。:'( 

没哭，临走前我没哭，但是我承认我当下真的很想哭，有一瞬间，与大家道别的那瞬间。 

再见了各位来自世界各地的同事。我会记得你们的。:') 

我恨懒惰。明明实习在星期三就结束了还一直不更新部落格。 

抱歉人类们，我很忙，像牛仔一样忙！哈哈。 

话说，星期四那天，我就与粉粉小姐去了谷中城一趟。 

是的，她回来了！:D

  

就是她，米粉小姐。 很过分的一位lady。明明又瘦又小只，还一直狂说自己肥。 

那我算什么？干你啦。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！ 

我们看了电影《车手》。 余文樂真的很帅很帅真的帅！♥ 

 

黄秋生说， 

要衝既時候就去到盡，吾好成日望住人地尾燈。 吾好俾人帶住走，行自己要行既路。 

賽車幾叻都冇用，車冧左都可以整，人冧左乜都冇。 

有意思。:) 

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你知道那位米粉有多么的好笑吗？ 

人家《车手》的英文是Motorway，可是当她买票的时候她却告诉售票员说Motorcar。 

啊哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！有够好笑的啦！:P 

很有没有与这位粉小姐见面了。还是老样子，无所不谈咯。 

不知道为什么，总觉得她很懂我。

很多时候我们会不约而同的说出同样的一番话，然后就一起狂笑。

哈哈。 真的很爱这种感觉，自在的感觉。:) 

 星期五 

 一大早就起身做身体检查去。难为了男朋友要一大早起身带我去，不好意思啦。:D ♥ 

抽血验尿这些无聊的程序，都做了好几百次。:/ 

下午就当了司机接妹妹放学咯。 

晚上才与老朋友聚会，每逢星期五都会有的聚会。 

这次很不同，我们大伙儿去了Heritage喝茶兼吹水。 

 其实我很爱去那边，因为男朋友很爱带我去。那湖边，就会令我想起他咯。

 当大伙儿在湖边游逛的时候，我就告诉男朋友说我想念他了。:( 

星期六 

 下午来的一通电话，我又跑去了谷中城。哈哈！ 反正也是在家闲着，倒不如出去走走。 

但是这一走，也消费太大了。D; 

吃了久违的寿司三味，经典的Inari当然不可放过。我吃了3盘！哈哈哈。 

三味真的很好吃，当然消费也不能小看。 

吃了一口值六块钱的鳗鱼寿司！啊！心痛。:'( 

晚上就与大伙儿看了电锯惊魂1。怪好看的。 

下星期再继续看续集！:D
好啦。我知道我很out现在才看。-.-

我的周末过得还不错哦！你呢？:) 

其实现在已经是凌晨5点钟了。该睡了，晚安。 

-musicoftheday- 

 

26062012.

好久没有自拍了，有点记不起上一次是什么时候。-.- 

其实我现在很兴奋，因为我就来要完成实习了。 

天，等着天等了超级超级超级久！ 终于来了。:) 

今天吃饭时间遇到senior，他告诉我说我是“The Best Trainee”。 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

其实，真的有暗爽到。 

态度上啦，不是成绩。我不像其他的实习生，有很多up-sales。我只有一个。:( 

但是！我精神可嘉！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

我还是觉得我很厉害咯。:P 

不舍得？多多少少是有的。毕竟在那边度过三个月的时间，有感情啊！ 

学了很多很多。人，事，物，都领悟很多。 

看到很多黑暗的一面，也有开心大家努力的一面。:') 

我会记得你们的。♥ 

之后呢？放假时间！:D

其实我真正空闲的时间只有五天，其余的时间我都会在东马。:( 

啊！好多事情都还没做，好忙好忙。 

电影《車手》快上映啦！我星期四要去看！ 

余文樂真的有够帅！

   

車冧左都可以整，人冧左乜都冇。 

刚才，我对着电脑荧幕笑了好一段时间。都是这个人的错，害我笑到肚子痛！

   

 喜新厌旧 = Like New Boring Old = LNBO = lnbo 

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！ 

 晚安。

时间。

 

#nowplaying

下午一点。很讨厌这个时间，因为距离我上班的时间越来越接近。;(

 其实我是喜欢三点至十一点的上班时间啦，因为不怎么忙碌还有着时间都不会塞车。*wink*

唯一不好的是，就是一天就会这么没了。 

晚上，年轻人最活跃的时间，我竟然在上班。很不开心咯。:( 

凌晨12点我才得空，谁要陪我吃晚餐啦？就连男朋友也不陪。;'( 

每天就只有自己煮不然打包回家自己啃。他妈的。

刚读了Chuckei的部落格，我也很想去她说的那个London The Summer Musical。 

还记得上次去了香港看了现场的舞台剧表演，他们歌声真的是很惊人，唱现场就更是不同。 

这London The Summer Musical还要是唱大家耳熟能详的英文经典歌曲，真的不能错过啦！

决定了，我要去！如果没意外的话我要去他们的最后一场。只有那时候我才得空呀！:( 

你有试过偷偷地的躲起来哭吗？你了解那种感觉吗？ 

这比起歇斯底里地号啕大哭心更加纠痛。 

我真的只想好好的挨过这个月，并不想节外什么生枝。 

明明就不是我的错，却偏偏要说是我的错。不是我的工作，我都帮你做了，你还想怎样？ 

明明已经过了十一点，是我放工回家的时间了，我也留下来帮你完成手续啊！ 

选择静静地度过，但是我真的压抑得快受不了了。

怎样都好，过了这个月就会没事了。一直都是这样在想的。:'( 

没人懂，也没人要听我说。 

男朋友是这样，家人是这样，我只剩下支持我的朋友们了。:'( 

真的只有自己才能了解自己的痛苦。