About today. :)

The most romantic story is not Romeo & Juliet who died together, but grandpa & grandma who grew old together. :')

Quote from facebook. :)

Well, as I promised, this post is so called ABOUT TODAY.

It's 27th of March today.
I guess you must be so wondering, what's so special about today and why did I keep mentioning that today is so SPECIAL for me ? HOHO*
You know why ? Let me tell you about it.
BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN SINGLE FOR 2 MONTHS !!! *Shouting. xD*

Don't beat me ! ;P

Alright, of course this is not the main point whether am I single or not.
What I wanted to say is, I already let go my love on him.
Yeah, I did. :D *Claps for me ! Hell yeah !*

I still remember the fucking dull night of 2 months ago.
I had been crying all the night without controlling until I couldn't sleep in my room. It's because I don't wanna wake my brother who was sleeping beside me that night !
My tears was dropping like a fucking huge waterfall or whatever fall, I just wanted to cry.
I called my friend and chatted with him until about 4am, until ... he cannot stand for opened his eyes. LOL. *Sorry and thank you. :')*
I can't even count how many friends I called. All of them are just so good to comfort me and accompany me until the sun rised up. After that I just realized, Oh ! It's already morning. FML.



Well, all these is PAST TENSE for me. It's memorable and meaningful to me.
Because I've learnt something new ! I grew up from a lesson. :)

Hey you, I want to say THANK YOU to you anyway. Thanks for appear in my life.
Thanks for your accompany all the days during SPM trial and the real SPM.
Thanks for giving me all the happy memories and also *bad* memories.
Anyway, just thanks !
No matter how, it's no correct or wrong, true of false in our love world.
Really, if you wanna blame me or what, just go ahead. I won't try to stop you or scold you because, all of those are already pointless and meaningless.

Well, just smile and move on to be happy in future.
I love my life. :)

This will be the last post about you.

3 more days to your birthday.
Happy Birthday in advanced. :)



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Damn. Don't know why, I feel fucking tired and sleepy now. Grrrr !

Uhmmm, so yeah, I wanted to blog about MY STUDIES now.
Today, i went 2 colleges in a row. Wooots !
*Thanks to my mum who drove me all the way in Subang Jaya and Damansara. :D*

The first college, Taylor's University Lakeside Campus.



For your information, I'm interested in Hospitality Management.
So, I asked some information about it.

When I stepped into this campus, I was like ...
WHAT THE FUCK ?! Is this a school ? I mean University or college or whatever ?
It's sooooooooo luxury ! A_A

The Lakeside Plaza is just beside it, a special highway into it, parking bays, lakeside view, residences and buildings with glasses ! All of that are so ... LUXURY and high-tech. Seriously !

Even the enquiry form, I filled in it by using a computer. Printer and papers are provided to print the form out.
There are about 10 computers provided for public to fill in the enquiry form.
*WoW !*

Alright, stop 3 fan-ing ! xD Let's back to the topic.
Hmmm, Hospitality management. ;)

I'm a SPM leaver, so my next step will be Diploma in Hospitality Mangemant.
The teaching system is under French system. So, I will have to learn about the French language. ;)

Duration: 2 years for Diploma.
If I want to continue futher, 2 years more for Degree.

January, April and July intake.
I'm in dilemma now !!! Should I give up my National Service and go for April intakeeeeeeeeeeee ?! D;

Fees: 41k for Diploma.
I can get Rm200 waiver from the Registeration Fee if I register now.
I can get Rm3500 tuition fee waiver per year for Diploma if I register now !
*It's under high achievers' scholarship. Teehee!*
Arrrghhhhhhhhhh !!! What should I do ?!! T____T

Well, I'm not worried about the scholarship because I still can get it if I register for July intake. 100% tuition fee waiver for full duration of studies !
It's from those newspapers education fund. :)

I'm just worried about the ACCOMMODATION. T__T
All of the hostels are running full. D;
And, the rooms there are soooooo EXPENSIVE !

Damn. It's between Rm500 - Rm650. ;(


So, let me think about it first. :(((


The second college I went today, Kolej Damansara Utama (KDU).



It's actually quite near from Taylor's. :)
*Weeeee, thanks to my GPS. Thanks to Panda! ;D*

My course here is comes together with Tourism Management.
So, it's Diploma in International Hotel & Tourism Management.
I will get a Swiss certificate once I completed my Diploma. ;D

Duration: 2 years for Diploma.
If I want to continue futher, 2 years more for Degree.

Actually the course is almost the same as Taylor's, but there are 1 different.
KDU offers their Hospitality & Tourism Programmes' students to Hong Kong Disneyland for a trip ! And then write a report about the management of it.
Know what ? It's INCLUDED in the syllabus of Diploma ! :D
We no need to pay extra for the flight ticket and entrance fees !

Of course, the fees of KDU is much more cheaper than Taylor's University.
It's about 37k for Diploma. So, I don't know. T___T

Accommodiation, apartment or houses are provided if needed.
It's also much more cheaper than Taylor's. T___T
About Rm280 - Rm500 depends on some conditions.

So, I DON'T KNOW !!!


I think I may give up Berjaya University College due to my mum doesn't like there.
T_______________________T
Sadddddddd.

I'm going to apply scholarships with my results ! Wooots ! ;))

Opppss ? I forgotten something !

I watched the movie, Sucker Punch.

Uhmmm, I shall blog about it on the next post. So, stay tunes guys !

Full of LOVES. ♥

Ex -

So uhmm, let me start a post which is all about HIM alright. ;)
Most of you know who is him laa hor ? If you're my friend, you will know that.
He is my ex-boyfriend.

So yeah, we ended our relationship a month ago. :((
He told me that he wanna break with me at that night, that fucking dull night.
I can't accept it had happened so fast since we just started our relationship about 4 months ago, NO ! is 4 months and 4 days. :(

Let talk about our first met.
Uhmmmm, I still remember that is in August last year.
He posted 'Happy birthday' on my facebook wall.
Then his friend, Mr. M (also my friend) left comment and said that he (Des) will going to tuition at the same place with me and also Mr.M.
*I hope you can understand what am I talking about. Lol.*

After that, I went and saw his profile and his picture to know more about this person. I knew that he's from SMK Jalan Bukit and what he look like or whatever from his facebook.
After two days of my birthday which mean is 27th of August, we met at Mcdonald Kajang because of some reasons. :) Our first met. :D

After a few days, he went to the tuition place and we started to be friends. We almost having our chit chat time in facebook everyday.

First of all, I do hate him.It's because of his over-confidence. LOL.
I feel that he is freaking lcly ! And hard to communicate with him due to he doesn't know chinese. xD

I still remember I asked him, 'Hey, you really don't know chinese huh ?'
And then he replied, 'Chinese ? Why I have to know about it ?'
Then I said, 'Too bad den. :('
He answered me, 'What so bad about don't know chinese ? I'm so proud to be.'
I was like ... so PISSED at that time ! Lmao.
Why got such hard-to-interact people in this world ? -.-
By the way, we also had some fun time during our tuition time. :)

After few weeks wo knew each other, we went for our first outing to Pavilion KL.
*Of course not only we both, there was still with another friend. We three ! :D*
Des checked my phone and saw one of my friend's(P) pix, and he felt that she's so cute and asked me to introduce her to him. And yeah, I did that. Lol. -.-

We always talked in phone at the night until the phone is gonna BOOM because of we have so many topics to chat about. About the girl, his friends, my friends or whatever. I remembered one time which I was fell asleep one night and he got me 16 missed call ! LOL.

After few days, he told me he loved me and he asked me to be his girlfriend.
I refused him at the beginning because I thought that he was joking with me since he is a CLOWN all the time ! Rofl. xD
And, he also told me that he seemed like liking my friend(P) at the same time.
So, I was soooooooooooo speechless on him.
I less to talk phone with him after that. But he was trying to call me or find me in the net all the time. Lastly, I cannot tahan and talked with him. :/

At that time, I knew I falled in love with him already so that I was jealous when he told me what he chatted with P. :(

One day, he dated me out to Mid Valley and I said YES. So we went out on that day.
He pulled my hand for the very first time and we started our relationship.

He told me that P was also liked him but just want to jual mahal that's why not accepting Des. -.- Since we started our relationship, Des told P that he was together with me and, then P was so angry. :/ Whatever, I forgotten the details after that. :P

Our relationship was so stable all the time. We didn't argue and I trusted him 100%, I know so do him. :)
Until one day, his ex-girlfriend asked me why I grabbed away her boyfriend. Then I was like ... I don't know ? :(((
He told me he already broken up with his ex-girlfriend a month time ago we started.
And then, I started to doubt on him. D;

I cold to him for a few days. I don't know what to do at that time. T____T
I decided and chose to trust him and then we got on well after that issue. :)

Until one day, I found he's unfaithful to me. Click here for more info. :'(
Our relationship started to shake and not stable anymore.
My tearing days is uncountable. But yet, I chose to forgive him. HAIZ.
I just love him so muchie. D;

But now, he wasn't belong to me anymore. We'd ended due to our religion.
So, just like that. I love him, he said he love me too but I don't know.

A big clap to myself that I didn't cry because of him for two days ! :D

I met him today, I can smile and talk with him with my laughter.
I know I can put it down, just the matter of time. I know. :)
Lastly, I hope that he can together with the one he's chasing now, Ms.B. :)

Can you believe this ? He told me he loves me, but he likes her at the same time. -.-
He asked me, 'Am I flower ?' I answered YES without any hesitate seriously !

Boys, is a kind of animal which hard to understand their world.

Men and women, boys and girls.

Men and women are different. Not better or worse – different.
Just about the only thing they have in common is that they belong to the same species. They live in different worlds, with different values and according to quite different sets of rules.

Everyone know this, but very people, particular men, are willing to admit it. The truth, however, is most definitely out there.

Men and women of every culture, creed, and hue, constantly argue over their partners’ opinions, behavior, attitudes and beliefs.

Some things are obvious.
When a men goes to a rest room, he usually goes for one reason and one reason only.
Women use rest rooms as social lounges and therapy rooms.Women who go to a rest room as strangers can come out best friends and lifelong buddies.
But everyone would instantly suspicious of the man who called out,
‘Hey Frank, I’m going to the toilet. You wanna come with me ? ' LOL.

Men dominate TV remote controls and flick through the channels; women don’t mind watching the commercials. Under pressure, men drink alchohol and invade other countries; women eat chocolate and go shopping.

Women criticize men for being insensitive, uncaring, not listening, not being warm and compassionate, not being committed to relationships, and leaving the toilet seat up.

Men criticize women about their driving, for not being able to read street directories, for turning maps upside down, for their lack of a sense of direction, for talking too much without getting to the point, and for leaving the toilet seat down.

Men can never find a pair of socks, but their CDs are in alphabetical order.
Women can always find the missing set of car keys but rarely the most direct route to their destination.
Men think they’re the most sensible sex. Women know they are.

Men marvel at the way a woman can walk into a room full of people and
give an instant commentary on everyone; women can’t believe how men are so unobservant.
Men are amazed at how a woman can’t see a red flashing oil light on the car dashboard but can spot a dirty sock in a dark corner 20 feet away.
Women are bewildered by men who can consistently park a car in a tight spot using a rearview mirror but can never find anything.

Men and women envolved differently because they had to.
Men hunted, women gathered. Men protected, women nurtured.
As a result, their bodies and brains envolved in completely different ways.

As their bodies physically changed to adapt to their specific functions, so did their minds. Men grew taller and stronger than most women, while their brains developed to suit their tasks. Women were mostly content for men to work away as they kept the caves fires burning, and their brains envolved to cope with their function in life.

Over millions of years, the brain structures of men and women continued to change in different ways. Now we know the sexes process information differently. They think differently. They believe different things. They have different perceptions, priorities, and behaviours.

To pretend otherwise is a recipe for heartache, confusion, and disillusionment all your life.

Taadaaa. That's it. :)
Don't be so shock when you saw my passage. It's because that's not my writing.
I copied it from my Cambridge workbook. Lol.

I wanted to share it with you all since long time ago because I found out that it's so true and meaningful, isn't it ? :D
But, sorry for my laziness. :P I only post it up here after few weeks I had read it. :/

So yeah, men and women are different, so do boys and girls. :)

And I figured out something which is related to this passage, the night yamcha session.

I used to went out yam cha at night with different gangs of my friends.
When I was sitting on the chair and started to be quiet, I started to observe what everyone is doing actually.

I went yamcha with a new gang of friends yesterday night. Uhmmm, I only know few of them from facebook. Just know, don't even meet before I guess. Lol.
So, I was so quiet and nothing much to talk with them. :(

First of all, I thought that there will be some girls but I was totally wrong ! -.-
After I reached the mamak shop, I was the only girl. Fml.
Most of them are from Kajang High School I guess, uhmm, and I used to saw their their name in facebook and twitter because they're my friend's friends.
*Sounds like complicated huh ? xD*
Mathew, Dicky, Ryan, Sia, Pua and Alex.
*Yeah ! I can remember all their names. A big clap for me. ;D*

And, I'm a pure chinese as I mentioned before. xD So, I didn't talk much with them because they're banana !! D; I just sitting there and listened to them. xD

Boys are totally different with girls. It's FACT !
What they're talking about was, electrical toys such as Iphone, HTC or Macbook.
FML. I was like ... an outsider. Lol.
I don't know what application of all that electrical toys or even price of them !
I've no idea at all. -.-

That's still okay. It's because I still know what a Iphone is, or Macbook.
When they changed their topic to CARS, I was like ... totally have to be quiet only. -.-
I didn't even listened the brand of the cars that they've mentioned. FML.

I love yamcha with girls gang more.

Luckily they're so funny and realized that I'm fucking bored at that time.
Then they started to joke with me. :D
One of them, I do realized he's trying to show off. Uhmm, maybe I sense something wrong baa, but I just not really happy with him. Haiya, just ignore him lah den.

They can joke with me with those yellow jokes and seriously funny like shit.
I was laugh like mama holly shit. Lol.
I was home early in the morning 1.40am after the yamcha session. :)

Know what ? I'm arguing with Desmund Chew, my ex-boyfriend lah.
Last night, I told him I was going out with his friends which mean Dicky them laa.
Then he was like angry with me like I had stepped on his tail or whatever. Fml.
He asked me to sleep before 1am and wake up before 11am everyday. *Feel like he's my father lah. -.-*
But yet, I still going out at 11pm last night so he said that I broke my promise.

The very first time, I argue with him until so geng. Last time, I wouldn't scold back him or talk back to him with my own opinions. I just obey what he asked, that's it.
Now, I think I should awake. I should find back my life !
But, he's still controlling me like I'm a fucking pity pet. Damn.

I don't want to reply him anymore. Just let ourselves calm for a moment baa.
I wish I'm not the one who pick up my phone and text him first. Lau Pling Chee, tahan yourself kays ? :)

I was crying like hell last night. I don't know what happened to all my friends.
They seemed like know I need somebody to talk to or whatever. They called me one by one continuously. I'm not joking !
They comforted me and asked me don't be sad. :)
Do you know ? Most of them are Des's friends. This is so cool right ? LOL.

Anyway, I just need some time to be okay.

Everything will be alright. ♥

情人节，快乐。

嗨，大家好。
情人节快乐哟！

情人节，我过的很好。:)
当然，这是自我安慰的话。
虽然他是跟我一起过的，但是，感觉就是不一样了。

他生病了。原本约好的晚餐也泡汤了，我还陪他去看了医生然后就回家了。
当然的，我也快挂了。咳嗽咳得快死掉了。哈

他妈妈对我很好哦！还买药给我吃呢。

没有情人，一样也可以过得很好！
祝大家，单身情人节快乐！:)


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最近很多电影都快上映了。
心情极度不好的我，打算在这星期内看完我想看的所有电影。

新少林寺。

我知道我很outdated啦！不用讲出来。

The Mechanic.

看似很不错的一部电影哦！

Sanctum.

我一定要到电影院去看这部电影！

挡路者，杀无赦！！！

Drive Angry.

我最爱Nicholas Cage了！:D

Burlesque.

这部电影的口碑超级好！

明明就是部舞台剧电影，却被列入成人电影的行列。

弄到我心痒痒，很想看咯！;P

凌晨12点，他向我说了Happy Valentine's day。

同时间，他也向他说了他爱她。:'(

香港游 & 恭喜发财新年快乐

你好呀！
我知道我似乎荒废了我的部落格好多天。
好吧！我很懒惰。我真的很懒惰。

大年初一，我去了香港旅行。
如果你问我好不好玩，我会直接的告诉你，不好玩。

在香港，我真的又一股想要回家的冲动。受不了。
人，很多。
脚，很累。
天气，忽冷忽热。
快窒息了。

既然不好玩，那我就直接跳过过程吧！写写感觉更好。

我发现，香港人有五大特点。
第一，他们手上都会拿着DSLR相机。
就算他们在厕所，也会拿着DSLR相机。

第二，他们都用Iphone。
我甚至在怀疑，香港没有别款电话在卖了吗？几乎全部人，都在用Iphone。

第三，他们很爱狗。
狗，他们连上山去看风景都要拉着狗。无言。

第四，他们说话很快。
他们说话的速度，不是普通的快，是快得听不懂的那种哦。我har了很多次。-.-

第五，他们很细心。
他们连路边的野花，也都照顾得很漂亮。路边都很干净。你时不时就可以看到清洁工人在清理。

这些都是我从香港人身上发现的。

新年期间，最好就是乖乖地呆在家。再不然就是去去朋友家赌下博，吹下水就好了。
千万不要去旅行。你会被挤死。;(

我的脚都长满了水泡。路走得太多，不走又不行，后面的人会推你走。D;
无奈。真无奈。

我也去了澳门。世界上最大的赌场在那里哦！我去了哦！
好吧！我不够岁，我只是站在门口眺望而已。-.-

澳门。最重要的莫过于澳-门咯。



我指的是这个门。呃，我忘记了这个是什么门。
我只知道它是一个教堂的门。被火烧了三次后的教堂，最后只剩下这个门咯。

张智霖演的澳门街是在这里取景的哦！

你知道吗？我做了一间很糊涂的事。
我带了我家的Dslr相机去，可是！！！我竟然忘记带充电器。
结果我妈骂得我狗血淋头。该死的。;(
最后，也只能在那里买或一个充电器咯。:(

呃，来想想还有什么特别的事情啊。

噢！对了。



我买了些保养品。瘦手臂霜，骨胶原面膜等等。哈
我真的很好奇为什么马来西亚没有这种保养品连锁店。
我不要那种莎莎名牌店啦！我要那种价钱比较便宜的。:(



超可爱笑脸Tee。你猜猜看价钱多少？
答案是，港币108。很贵，但我对它一见钟情，所以我买了。



个性丝袜。很有性哦！
该死的烂货。我穿了半天，就破掉了。 T.T
女孩们，破掉的丝袜该怎么办？我不舍得丢啦。T__________________T

其实我还买了很多，但我没拍到照片。很懒惰。

说完战利品，来说点别的吧！

呐，你们每次看的港剧啊！不是说很多尖沙咀，旺角，油麻地的？
原来，这些地方都很小罢了的咯。我很天真地以为这些地方很大。
这些地方最多也是有三条街组成罢了。Lol.

我住在尖沙咀。名牌店的街道。
名牌店外无时无刻都有很多人在排队哦！可见得香港人的消费能力真的很高。

旺角，就好像我们KL Times Square那一带。比较多年轻人和学生去。
油麻地和庙街就是大排档较多。很多很好吃的道地美食都在那里哦！:D

我搭了一次地铁。那里的地铁不像是我们的Ktm，而像是我们的Lrt。高级很多。
不用等很久，不用人挤人而且火车里的指示牌也很高档哦！有灯的。哈

有一件很奇怪的事。
澳币在香港不能使用，但港币在澳门却能用。很奇怪吧？
我在挖头。



他是姚明。很高哦！


总结来说，还是Home Sweet Home啦！我很想念我的床咯！:DDD

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我很迫不及待。
回来的第二天我就去了朋友家拜年。哈

说是拜年，其实就是...
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玩牌。xD

我没有说赌博哦！

我第一间就去了他家。好吧！这次，我是以朋友的身份去拜访而已。
跟他妈说了一声新年快乐。他妈也回应了我same to you。

很奇怪。我的意思是，我跟她华语，她回应我英文很奇怪。哈

我不懂这是什么感觉。我指的是对他。
我以为我放下了，结果我一见到他，我又哭到...T.T

好吧！我没用。

该死的周家民，竟敢说他爱我。爱你的大头啦！;(

当他抱着我的那一刻，我真的心软了。的确，我是爱他的。:'(

其实，我宁愿你不要关心我，不要安慰我。或许我恢复原得比较快。D;

这次是真的，我们分手了。

告诉你们一个小秘密，他告诉我说，他妈妈很喜欢我哦！哈哈哈哈哈

在他家逗留了半天，我就去了第2间家拜年。

玩牌的玩牌，吹水的吹水，吃东西的吃东西，玩game的玩game。
很多人哦！:)

好久，都没有这种气氛了。笑的笑，zat的zat。
我真的不懂，为什么他们可以这么好笑的咯！哈哈哈
而且，他们的感情真的很好。就算是被作弄，也是笑得很开心。:)

玩了4个小时左右，我又去到了第3间家。
一去到，就玩牌咯。哈哈哈

大约玩了3个小时左右，我就回家睡觉了。
真的很累。



昨天，也就是大年初六，我竟然出门出了14个小时以上。
我妈说我是野婆。:(





This song touches my heart. <3

今晚在家做乖女。:)

280111 ♥

Everyone is busy on their CNY shopping now, isn't it ?
So yeah, KL area is so crowded this few days. Hate it ! ;(
But yet, we still went to Berjaya Times Square KL to do some shopping yesterday. Haha.
*Girls like shopping !*

I received my babe's message on 27th night when I was attending my mum's office dinner that time. She asked me whether want to join her to Berjaya University College to find her friend, Rachel and I also can get some info about the college over there.
*I do really interested in Hospitality Management ! :D*
I promised her and we planned to depart from our house at 10am.
*Eventhough we're living in the same taman, but you know, this is the very first time I hang out with her. Lol. ♥*

We reached Times Square around 11.40am. Know what ? We went there by bus. HAHA.
The second time I went Times Square by bus and I can't even remember where is the bus stop to drop off. How funny. xD
We asked the driver to remind us get down from the bus so that we wouldn't miss the bus stop. xD Anyway, THANKS to the Mr.driver. ;P

Uhmm, the first thing I do when we reached Times Square is reload for phone. Fml, I can finish using Rm50 in a day time.
Hello Lau Pling Chee, please laa, control yourself kays ? -.-

Can you imagine ? Rm50 of phone credit for a day. My mum will kill me if she knows this. So, SHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! Don't tell kays ? Heart youu. ;D
*I think DiGi center should give me more rewards lo ! Rm1000 free talktime ! Muahahahahahahaha. I'm dreaming. :P*

Back to the topic. Uhmm, after 7-eleven, we went to the lift of Times Square.
We're not sure about the direction to the Berjaya University College so we stood outside the lift for more than 10min I think. Lol.
We didn't get into the lift when the door is opened. HAHAHA. I couldn't count we've missed how many times of the lift. :P

After babe's friend called her and told us the way to her college, then we only reached Berjaya University College SUCCESSFULLY. :P

After we met Rachel, she asked one of the marketing manager there to give me some brief about their college. :)
I'm satisfy with what he told me because he can promote the college WELL !
5-stars hotel, the facilities and the kindness of their people.
Awwww, if there's no any accident, I think I'll start my college life there ! :DDD

We went for a short tour at Berjaya Hotel about half an hour.
I can see how luxury of a 5-stars hotel is. The roof of the hotel is sooooooo far away from me. HAHAHA. :P
The classrooms, learning resource center, kitchens, laboratories and everything else have been specifically designed to immerse all of the students in the Hospitality service.

If I study Hospitality Management there, I can even learn about all aspects of wine and winemaking ! How special is this ? :D *Blink Blink on my eyes.*

I love the place so muchie. But I'm in dilemma now. You know why ?
I can get offer of the fees if I go for April intake !!!
But too bad I'm stuck in Ns during May until middle of July. Fml. D;
So, should I skip my National Service? Hmmmm?

Oppps, am I out of the topic again ? HAHA. Come back, come back. :)

After the short tour, we went for our lunch. *Nopppp, is brunch actually. :P*

BBQ Plaza ! My first time having meal there. HAHA.
The food is not bad and the costs is acceptable.
The only annoying thing is, we met a SAKAI in the restaurant !!! D;
The waiter who served us is totally a SAKAIII !
Haih, I've no idea what's wrong with him so, just ignore him baa ! -.-

After our meal, we start our shopping ! Due to it's Friday yesterday, so it's not really crowded in the shopping mall. Thanks god. ;)

I spent about Rm175 for all my merchendises yesterday.
Not really satisfy because I have to think carefully before I buy all the stuff ! D;
This is totally not my style. I always will pay for the stuff I like once I'm in love with it.
But yesterday, I give up many of them. T.T Expensiveeeeee ! :'(
I only bring about Rm200 for my shopping on yesterday ! D; That's why. Fml.

I'm so frustrated that I still can't find my lace shorts !
Grrrrrrr !!! ;(



I love my leggings !!! I bought it at Uniqlo Fahrenheit 88. It costs me Rm59.90. D;
The is a big hole in my purse now. I'm totally broken. T.T
Don't know why, I'm in love with LACE now ! HAHA.
I want my lace shorts ! ;(

2 shorts from Cotton On Pavilion. They are sooooo worthwhile !
Get the first item with the ori price, then the second item will be in half price ! ;D
That's why I bought 2 shorts. Lol. :P
And I got a top from Kitchen Times Square with the price Rm39.90. Weeeeee.

Rm175 for 2 shorts, 1 top and a leggings. Quite worth actually. Teehee. :D

An awesome day with babes ! ♥
I know a new fren, Rachel. She's a nice person and friendly ! :D ♥
We should plan for another hang out next time. ;)


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Love is meaningless if you're in love with a person who doesn't appreciate you.
I'm in this situation now. Fml. Just FUCK my life.

I'm not trying to say how good am I or I should be appreciate by others.

But I'm just too hurt ! He shouldn't hurt me like this if he really loves me. Isn't it ?

Someone told me, I deserve a better one, just the matter of time.

So yeah, I love myself. :) Fong sam, I wouldn't do anythings that hurt myself alright. ;)

Girl 1, plastic is forever a plastic. I get what you mean now. Thanks. ♥
Girl 2, thanks for comfort me all the time in skype. You're a good listener. Loves. ♥
Girl 3, thanks for giving me encourages. Loves. ♥ I can really feel the toughness of our friendship. :D
Girl 4, thanks for comforting me in fb chatbox. Loves. ♥
Girl 5, thanks for cheer me up in twitter. Loves. ♥
Girl 6, thanks for everything in fb inbox messages. Loves. ♥

Boy 1, thanks for your 'sayang.' Lol. Appreciate it. ♥
Boy 2, thanks for lending me your shoulder. It's so warm. ♥
Boy 3, thanks for accompany me for movie when I'm sad. And thanks for the Sprite. HAHA. ♥
Boy 4, thanks for everything. Eventhough just a text, but you're so sweet. Loves. ♥
Boy 5, thanks for your calling. I know you're just too worried about me. Thank you. ♥

Lastly, thanks for everyone who worry about me and cheer me up.
THANK FOR EVERYTHING. XOXO. ♥

End by,

Lau Pling Chee. ♥

Times up.

End of the story. 4 months and the 4th day. How sad.
For sure, I'm crying. I can't even differentiate my tears and snivel.

*Sounds discusting right? Aha.*

I ended the call with him at 3.05am just now.
Both of us like, don't know how to say byebye to each other. Wtf, my tears is dropping again. T.T

I was like going crazy just now but I'm keep forcing myself to be calm.
One of the reason is because it's already midnight now ! xD
So yeah, I cried and cried and cried nonstop ! T.T

我真的很不舍得你。我爱你。
He told me this on call just now. When I heard this, my tears was dropping like a huge waterfall again. Tmd. T.T Due to some reasons, we really couldn't together anymore.
So yeah, time will prove everything. :)
Just let the time prove it. I'll be alright. Of course so do him. :)



I know I'm not alone
I'm not the only one who is broken
And I know I'll never let you go
I could watch the world pass by
Just as long as it's you and I, you and I

He sang this song for me yesterday. Everything is totally different in one day time.
Life is complicated. This is fact. Everyone have to accept it.
I just need some time. T.T

I think I will cry when I go Snowflakes Pavilion.
I think I will cry when I go GSC MidValley.
I think I will cry when I go Kl central Convenience Store.
I think I will cry when I saw Oxgenizer mineral water.
I think I will cry when I eat Singapore instant mee.
I think I will cry when I go GSC Pavilion.
I think I will cry when I go Uniqlo.
I think I will cry when I go Fahrenheit 88.
I think I will cry when I go Sek Na Tuk temple.
I think I will cry when I go 21st century.
I think I will cry when I go Prima badminton court.
I think I will cry when I saw Cupido.
I think I will cry when I saw his messages.
I think I will cry when I go Balakong Jusco.
I think I will cry when I buy Sprite for movie.
I think I will cry when I saw my purse.
I think I will cry when i go Oldtown Metro Point.
I think I will cry when I go Starbucks Metro Point.
I think I will cry when I listen to You & I songs.

I think I will ...

Too much memories between both of us. :'(
Anyway, it's end of the story. So, SMILEEEE. :)

We haven't watch any movie together in 2011. T.T

A very RANDOM post. ;)

Sorry for Idk what to put as the title. Lol.

Uhmmmm, what I can say now is bored. Bored bored bored. D;
Why laa there's no people is on-lining now ? Where have all the people been going to ?
GOSHH. Am I the only one who stuck at home and doing nothing here ? Wth.
I want to go out sooooooooo BADLY man ! GOSHHHHHH.
Anywhere, just not staying at home alright. D;

But actually I went out today's afternoon. Lol. :P
Not far, his house lo. Where else I can go ? :/

Beginning of the story is, we've actually planning to go MidValley for the movie, Homecoming on Tuesday. But you know, he ffk me. Wtf ! But he gave me a reasonable excuse, so yeah, I accepted it. :)
*Idk why I am the one who always let ppl ffk. Already used to it. So, FINE ! -.- *

Uhmm, so we planned to meet up on today since we already didn't meet for 4 days. Lol.
I miss him so badly. ♥
Then I went his house after my English lesson at 12pm. :)
We went Pizza Hut for lunch. ♥ *I didn't have lunch with him for N weeks liao.*
Finally, YEAH ! ;D

I met a classmate there and we chit-chatted for a short while.
Hey, my dearest 5 Harapan' 2010 classmates, when we gonna have our gathering huh ? Miss you all wey ! :D

After our sweet lunch, we spent time together until 5pm.
I love to play his phone game laa ! HAHA.

Fruit Ninja.




He said he specially downloaded this game for me since he knows I love to play. ♥

He kept forcing me to tell him why I emo for so many days. Finally, I told him everything.
I asked him why don't want to tell me about his studies at overseas.
He just said sorry to me. Fml.
I HATE THE WORD, SORRY !

After say out all the things, I feel better now. And I chose not to care so much !
I don't want to be emo anymore. SHOOOOOOOOO emolicious. :D

Besides that, I also want to share about my course which I decided to choose.
Hospitality Management @ Berjaya University College. :)
Hope that I wouldn't get into dilemma again. D;
I want to go there for a visit one day, to know more about the fees and what will learn in the course. :D
Luckily I got a friend went there for January intake, so that I can get more info from her. Teehee. Thank you sweetie. ♥

What the hell ? Only 11.03pm now. What am I going to do in this bored night huh ?
Yeah of course DRAMA ! :) Secret Garden here I come.
Sei lo. I addicted to this drama liao. Just like drugs ! ♥ ♥ ♥

Again, I missed a Wednesday night. I missed Hong Lok night market ! ;(

Him.

The only one who can totally affect my emotion for now.
The only one who can totally makes me down.
The only one I miss alot for now.

Yeah, is HIM.

Know what ? I checked him again yesterday. Fml.
I know I shouldn't do this.
I do really know, but you wouldn't know my doubting if you're not me. F*

I know something about him and yeah, I'm in a bad mood now.
He's planning to study at overseas, Finland and wants to live with his beloved cousin who lives over there. And yeah, he doesn't tell me what he's planning to do.
He didn't even tell me a word about this. ;(

So, I don't know what's going on. And I also don't know what will happen next.
I was just like pretend nothing is happen, but yet I know everything. Tmd.

As I know, he wants to take a Test of English as a Foreign Language (TOEFL) for his university at Finland. But as I know, his mum is not allow him to go there due to the high amount of study fees. So, I don't know.

What I know is he's trying to search all the info about TOEFL from his friends.

I'm not trying to stop him for further study at overseas or what you know ?
I just don't know why he doesn't want to discuss with me.
Maybe I'm just nothing for him. Fml.

I'm just pretending, in fact I know everything.

Fml. ;(

Fml. What I want to say is FUCK MY LIFE.

I'm fcuking uncomfortable now, seriously. Fml.
Do you know why ? HIM laa, what else ?

I've waited him for more than 4 hours just now.
He asked me to help him reload and yeah I helped him.
Then I texted him to ask him reply me when he received the phone credit.
But I get no reply. So, I was like, okay lo.

About 10.30pm just now, he finally find me on msn.

Our conversation on msn.
Him: Babe.
Me: Dun let a girl wait for you for a long time. She'll tired on waiting one day. (I'm just telling him what my friend told me.)
Him: Scolding me ?
Me: No a. I just telling you. I wont scold you de woh.
Him: Dun wan to wait for me ?
Me: What happened to you ? like boh song me.
Him: I'm the one should be asking you. I pm you but you telling me those things.
Me: Who will like to wait I ask you ? I talk you with you nicely but you boh song me.
Him: K. No need to wait for me next time.
Me: So, now you want to argue with me izit ?
Him: I don't know you.
Me: Alright then. (I don't know what to reply liao.)

I was like... huh ? what happened ? 发生什么事 ?
I don't what's wrong with him. And yet, I really feel like FUCK MY LIFE.
You get what i mean ? Wth, blog in chinese will be easier for me.

我忍气吞声，忍到想飘泪。可是我却哭不出来。该死的。
我很累。对于这个人，我感到疲累。

你知道吗？
当他靠近我时，我再也没有想依靠在他肩膀上的感觉。我没有。我甚至想离他远一点。
当我看着他的背影时，我曾一度怀疑，这个拉着我的手，走在我前面的人，到底是一个怎样的人？
我觉得他很陌生。他不再是那个很爱很爱我的人了吗？我已经在怀疑他对我的爱了。

我很舍得为我爱的人付出，因为我爱他。
但是当我知道换来的一切，却只有伤痛时，我对他已有所保留。我恨这样的感觉。

对，我恨！

我爱的人，当然不仅仅是他，还有我的家人，我的朋友。
我愿意掏出一点点的时间，去载送弟弟。
我愿意放朋友的飞机，为的是帮轻妈妈的负担，帮她载送弟弟。
我愿意花时间等待，直到接到弟弟为止，我毫无怨言。
我愿意帮助朋友，不要求回报。朋友不是拿来利用，而是互相帮忙的。
我尊重任何尊重我的人，因为我知道要别人尊重自己，就得先尊重别人。
我真的不想当被埋怨的那个人。请不要埋怨我，我会哭。

我知道我是个情绪化的人，但这就是我啊！我只能说，请原谅我是个处女座的女生咯。

刚刚，他跟我道歉了。“对不起，我不应该发你脾气的。”
顿时，我的泪流了下来。他娘的自己！不是说好不哭了吗？*赏自己巴掌！*
哭过，就好了。这是梁文音告诉我的，我选择相信她。

话说回来，今天我和友人去了Oldtown白咖啡喝茶。
这是个突如其来的计划。是某人忽然在面子书问我在那里，要不要出去后的决定。哈
这是第一次，四人行，而且是我驾的车。好累噢。

在旧街场，我想起了他。那个令我很想念的他。:( ♡
我们竟然坐在那个上次我跟他坐的桌子！！！D;
我想念他的声音，我想念他对我说话的方式，我更想念他关心我的时候。 ♡
如果你想知道他是谁，哈！慢慢等吧你。xD
他是第一个令我蒙起了想卖船票念头的人。好复杂的心情。

只可惜，他最近都不得空，直到农历新年后才得空。D;
I miss you badly arghhh !!! D; ♡

说实在的，我竟然超想跟他一起去看天天好天，而不是跟我的男朋友去。该死的。;(
他，就是那个在2010年8月25日准准凌晨12点打电话祝我生日快乐的人。♡
超级感动。♡

如果时间能够从来，我想，我会选择你的咯。

只可惜，这个世界上没有如果。

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最近，大家似乎都很烦。

为前途烦，为爱情烦，为学院烦，为友情烦。

而我，就成为了很多人的聆听者。

我喜欢大家向我诉苦，因为我喜欢听故事。:D

但我却不擅于安慰人。:(

我们很好。

如博题所说，我们很好。

其实我这几天的心情真的都很不好，不，是比不好还更不好。D;
我就连坐在火车站的椅子上都可以哭出来，真的是他妈的臭眼泪。
每一天晚上，我都失眠。
躺在床上怎样都睡不着，翻滚来翻滚去，再看看挂在墙上的时钟，原来已经凌晨5点了。
该死的。害我每天都睡到日上三竿才起床。;(

算了。都过去了。既然我选择原谅他，那就该忍受。

刚才，我抱着他哭了好久，有接近90分钟。

我是情不自禁的流下眼泪的，我真的是控制不了自己。
当我停下来了的时候，他就问我，“跟我在一起，你很辛苦是吗？”

听了后，我又嚎啕大哭。T.T

周家民，我不是辛苦，而是心痛。你到底懂不懂？:(

每当我停止哭泣的时候，该死的周家民就会说出一句让我继续哭的话。T.T
哭完，的确好多了。

所以，我们很好。:)


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今天，我又跟友人一同去游泳了。游泳前，我们还去了唱歌。

说实在的，今天唱的歌，还蛮不自在的说。

原因一，我会唱的，他们都不会唱。他们会唱的，我就不会唱。:(
原因二，习惯不同。

我习惯性的当歌一唱完最高潮的部分就按下一首，因为我不想浪费时间在那些节奏上。
更何况是唱一小时，我就更加不想浪费时间咯。

我很好。

我想，这篇用华语来更新好啦。我觉得比较有亲切感，更何况，我的华语好过英语。Lol。
我终于有时间来更新部落格了。对不起啊，我不是想荒废生活小栈的，我只是需要点时间。
所以呢？这篇，会有一点长。我承认我是有一点啰哩叭说，但是，你管我！:P



好。在这里呢，我要重申一件事情。
那就是，我现在还是 In a relationship。*其实我比较喜欢 Single but not available。*
至于面子书上的事，是因为某些原因，我才会放Single的。
我真的很感谢大家的关心，我会没事的。请相信我。
甚至会有朋友打电话和发短信来问候我，超感谢。:)

是的，我选择原谅了他。但是我在发生这件事情后，学到了一件事，就是只相信自己。
世界上除了家人，只有自己是最可靠的。就算是男朋友，热恋期都好，他还是会背叛你的。
如果你想问我，为什么原谅他？我只能说，因为我爱他。
我在试着包容这一切，但我已经知道不会长久。我已经为自己穿上了金钟罩和铁布衫，我要保护我自己。
我不会再百分百的相信这一个人，因为他不是个好人。
以前，有人告诉我说，他怎样怎样，我试着不去理会，因为我知道越紧张，越容易受伤。
但是换来的，也不过如此。所以呢，我在等，等到我的心死了，我就会放手了。

每当发生伤心的事情时，我都选择不呆在家。
在家一个人，我会想很多，想着想着，我就会哭。哭着哭着，我就会睡。
睡着睡着，醒来站在镜子前，我竟然看到一个不像自己的自己。
很好，之后我就会盖自己一巴掌，呼唤自己快点清醒过来。
而现在，正在打键盘的我，也已经流不出眼泪来了。*欢呼！:D*

我很幸运，我真的很幸运。我遇到的朋友，都是好朋友。
大家在我遇到困难时，都选择援助我。对于你们的慰问，我只能说谢谢。♥
我真的很欣慰那女孩是替我着想的。她也告诉了我很多关于他在背后是怎样说我的。请原谅我想说，他妈的！
由于部落格也是个公共场合，我选择保留这部分。
如果你想知道，可以到我的面子书找我，我也希望我能够找到一个很好的倾听者。

你知道吗？他竟然也知道自己做男朋友做到很失败，这是他说的。
“我以前跟XX一起，我喜欢上YY。然后我跟SS一起，我又喜欢TT。
现在我跟你在一起，我又喜欢她。我觉得自己真的很失败。”
我无言，极度无言。他妈该死的家伙。-.-

我不知道为什么他可以把这一切当作没事一样。我真的不懂。
我都快hurt死了，他却好像什么都没发生过一样。
难道在男生的眼里，原谅了就是原谅了吗？
算了。算了。这一切都算了。我知道眼泪流完了，就不会再流了。哭过，就好了。:)



刚才，我一开电脑，一开面子书，大家都纷纷跑来问我怎么样了。当时的我才发现，我并不是一个人。
你知道吗？在一个人情绪低落的时候，关心是比任何东西都来得重要。
只要一句问候，心里就会觉得暖暖的，舒服多了。
经一事，长一智。我想，我又领悟了一个人生道理。

哈，我想起了一件事。刚刚我跟了他的一位好朋友聊了聊，
我才发现他也是个很好的倾听者。换句话来说，他是个鸡婆。xD
*他是个典型的香蕉人。我得用英语跟他沟通。D;*
我大概把发生了的所有事都告诉了他，他也跟我一起在骂他。Lol。

我跟他说了一句话，一句我真的很不想它会发生的话。
“如果说他在重犯，那么我们三个人就不会有再有机会一同出游了。”
我曾经说过的，我们三个人是出游的best partner。回顾请按这里。

我不知道一脚踏两船的正确英文是什么，我就跟他说one leg steps two ships。
然后他就翻译成，“一脚踏二船？”真的是笑惨我了。哈哈哈哈哈哈

不止是他的朋友，就连他的game友也发短信来问我发生了什么事情。
其实，我真的觉得我的人缘很好的咯！哈哈哈哈哈。

刚刚我跟他通了电话，
他说，你一放single厚，就酱多人关心你。我不知道是他们讨厌我，还是你出名？
我就说，其实我一早就知道我很出名。当时我的心在淌血，心痛的感觉，不是你我他能够形容的。:'(

今天，呃，不。是昨天。我想任性一次，我真的不想呆在家。我想出去，哪里都好。
很遗憾的，我的朋友们都一一地的用了不同的原因拒绝了我。
当我很彷徨无助的时候，我的电话竟然响了！
耶！我终于找到人陪我去看鬼戏了。是个男生。对，我已经开始在靠仔了。xD

说真的，伤心时看鬼戏，真的很不错。
反倒是伤心时千万不能去看喜剧，明明很好笑的情节也会变得不好笑。这样，就没有意义了。

我在2011年里看的第一部电影。

Paranormal Activity 2



这是部系列电影，这是第二集。
你有看第一集吗？如果没有，没关系，因为这两集是没有关系的。Lol。

其实，我倒觉得第一集比较好看。原因是比较focus，第一集只有一个闭路电视。
第二集却有超过三个，因为那个屋子是个豪宅。

故事情节，很显。超极显。我只期待在晚上的部分，因为晚上比较恐怖的说。
其实真的很恐怖下，我真的有被吓到。可能是因为太专注在看了。哈
我评3颗半星。:)

第二套电影。

Season Of The Witch



我完全是为了我最爱的Nicholas Cage才去看的电影。但是他最后竟然死了！！！
我很失望，英雄都应该活下来的咯！！！D;

其实，这套电影对我来说，是不好看的。我都说了是因为Nicholas Cage才去看的。:(
我还在戏院里小睡了十几分钟。哈

我评2颗半星。其中一颗星是Nicholas Cage的！！！Lol。

我发现了一件事情，原来我的部落格很多人来看的。哈哈哈

他又不及格了他的undang test。:(

一个人坐在火车站哭，你试过吗？

Unfaithful.

I just can't stop listening to this song at this moment.
So you know why ? Yeah, because it's happened.

At this time, I'm not the one who unfaithful, is him.
I just can't stop my tears from dropping down when I know this. I just can't.
I keep crying when I'm sleeping, playing computer, even when I'm bathing. Fml.
I can't understand him. WHY ? I sacrificed for him so much, but he could do this to me ? FUCK.

His mentally affair is enough to push me down. I'm fucking down like shit now.

I had only slept for 3 hours yesterday night.

And now, 4.22pm , I haven't take my brunch yet. Fml.

I found the message that he sent to that girl.

"I think i really fall in love with you already deeper and deeper."

When I saw it, I'm sluggish. Then I start asked myself, what happened ?
Then when I saw the date, I was like WHAT THE HECK is happening now ?
It was only two days ago !!!!
He could told me he loves me so much at the same time he told the other girl he falled in love with her ?!!! Fml.
Seriously, I feel that i'm fucking stupid !
I even posted on twitter and said that "I love you more than yesterday babe. ❤" on that day.

Did you saw my previous post ? I still can post about 3Oh!3 when he was confessing with another girl !!! Gosshh. I'm a fucking bitch.
Okay, I feel that I really super duper fucking stupid ! No doubt.

Well, so now I've been fool or what ? I don't know.
But the thing I know is, he lied me.
He told me about the girl actually. But the problem is, he said that the girl like him but he not falling in love with her ! And now, what happened ? Who can tell me huh ?!!! Fuck.

Alright, I can't imagine what will happen when I'm in the stupid National Service.
Even I'm here, he also could affair, so what if I'm not around here ? Goshhh, I couldn't imagine. AND YET, I'M TRYING TO ESCAPE WHAT HAPPENED. What the fuckkkkkk !



Now, I'm in a conflict of emotions.
Fucking sad, fucking angry or fucking disappointed on him ?
I don't know. But the thing that just happened is, I forgiven him. Lol.
Are you laughing ? Yes, I do laughing. I don't know why.

Maybe that I'm insane or over mad. But I just..okay, fml.
He promised me that he wouldn't do that again anymore, I chose to trust him just because of I love him. I love him more than you could think.
I can wait him under the sun for two and a half hours and not angry at all.
I can let him use my money without limit, even if over Rm100 ? Lol.
I can drive to find him although I know my mum will scold me after that.
I can let him play games for whole day and not blaming him at all.
I can let him date with another girl by oneself.
I can pay for him when we went shopping for all his spending if he not enough money.
I can do whatever I can if he wants me to do so.
But still he betray me. So, I'm a fool.

His unfaithful prove that I'm a fool. How funny. HAHAHA.

By the way, the girl is good actually. She rejected him and asked him to treat me nicely.

I really appreciate the girl. Although the girl is also like him and yet she chose to pull back herself. Thank you so much.

I'm so sorry for everything I did last time.

圣诞节？

嗨，你好呀！昨天圣诞节哟！
怎么样？过得还愉快吗？
严重警告你，不要问我昨天过得好不好，
我会拿起锤子往你的头中间的部分狠狠地锤下去！！！

其实我应该是要在12点之前完成更新部落的，
但是请原谅我，我顾着煲电话粥忘记时间了。哈
现在已经是12点15分了！
圣诞节，就这么过去了。:'(

偷偷告诉你一点点刚才我跟他的谈话内容

刚刚厚，我们在谈话中忽然一片肃静，
他就用很严肃的声音问了我一个问题
：“芝啊，我跟你讲厚，我喜欢上别人了。”
：“噢，是咩？谁噢？”我还带点笑意地说。
：“是啦！我可以不要跟你讲是谁吗？”
：“可以啊！这样啊，掰掰咯。”
：“你有本事就掰咯。”
：“噢，掰。”我挂电话了。

两分钟后，他打了回来。
：“Merry Christmas babe！不要emo。我不要你emo。”
：“很好玩啊？”
：“嗯啦。我只爱你一个啦！”
：“哈哈哈哈哈。Ok啦！”

我知道我很无聊。我只是在消遣时间。哈

到目前为止，我还没有收到任何的圣诞礼物。
该死的周家民！竟敢不送我礼物！我要你好看的！;(

告诉你一个大秘密，但是不是水果冰淇淋喜欢你。
我整整24小时没有冲凉。
你知道是什么原因吗？

原因一：我家乡那里的厕所有蟑螂。
原因二：我们没有带沐浴露回去。
原因三：冲了也是白冲，用来睡觉的那床肮脏到透顶！

他妈的。我真希望这是我最后一次回去过夜。

算了算了。过了就算了。

噢，对！最近有很多很好听的歌噢！
介绍歌曲的时间又到了！:D

Git Fresh - Blow Me A Kiss



这曲的旋律很舒服咧！我喜欢。 ♥

It's Like This (This) It's Like That (That)
I Got Dough (Dough) I Got Stacks (Stacks)
I Can't Buy Anything That I Need (Need)
But I Gotta Have U 4 Free
I Ain't Neva Paid 4 It In My Life (My Life)
So Why The Hell Would I Pay 4 A Wife (Wife)
I Need Luv (Luv) Yes I Do (Do)
But This Is Wat I Need From U

Ooh A Brother Need Luv And Affection
A Brother Need TLC
And I Talkin Bout Chilli (Chilli)
But I'll Take Chilli If She Want It
Ooh A Brother Need Cookin And Cleanin
And When She Say She Luv Me She Mean It
Her Insides Pretty (Pretty)
Hey Hey Hey

And If That's U (U)
Blow Me A Kiss (Kiss) 2 Let Me Know (Know)
If U Feelin Me U Can Do Better (Hey)
Than That Scrub That U With (Than Scrub That U With)
Baby All That U Gotta Do (Gotta Do) Is Blow Me A Kiss
Hey Hey
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Blow Me A Kiss
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Blow Me A Kiss

I'm Bout This (This)
I'm Bout That (That)
I Had Hoes (Hoes)
(I Spent Stacks) Stacks
I've Had Everything In My Life (My Life)
But I'm a Have U Tonight
Yeah I'm a Have U... U...
I Need Luv (Luv) Yes Indeed (Deed)
But This Is Wat U Get From Me (From Me)

Ooh I'm a Give U Luv And Direction
U Can Be My? I Ain't Talkin Bout Thriller (Thriller)
But I Could Be Your Thriller If U Want It
Ooh I Don't Need No Cookin And Cleanin
We Can Get A Maid If We Need It
Cause I'm On My Brizz-ed (Brizz-ed)
Hey Hey Hey

And If That's U (U)
Blow Me A Kiss (Kiss) 2 Let Me Know (Know)
That U Diggin Me (Diggin Me) U Can Do Better (Hey)
Than That Scrub That U're With (Than Scrub That U're With)
Baby All That U Gotta Do (Gotta Do) Is Blow Me A Kiss
Hey Hey
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Blow Me A Kiss
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da-Da Da-Da
Da-Da-Da Da-Da Da-Da
Blow Me A Kiss

歌词我不是很懂它在说些什么，但我从你管的留言那里看到，
似乎是写给前女友的坎坷心情。

听完舒服的歌曲，high歌又来了！
一首韩语歌。



GD & TOP的High High。

除了Like A G6，另一首超high的歌。
Clubbing必备。哈



我没有留意过GD&TOP这个团体，你知道他们是谁吗？

Google了一下，原来他们两个是BigBang的团员来的。
刚刚在这个月的15号出了两首新歌。:)


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重看了放羊的星星这部台湾偶像剧。
那感觉依然没变，这部剧真的是台湾偶像剧里最好看的剧。

男主角帅，女主角漂亮。
故事情节又会令人的情绪起伏不定。
真的是太好看了！:D

你知道吗？
我的圣诞节，就是这部剧陪我度过的。T.T

♥

噢？
听说今天是PMR成绩放榜的日子，对吗？
切！又不关我的事。哈

不过也恭喜那些考到好成绩的人，
考不好的再接再厉啦！

想当年，姐姐我的PMR成绩也是差到不行。
所以说，不要气馁，再努力就是了。:)

我好像很多话讲厚？==

话说回来，今天在家一整天就是睡睡睡不停。
直到他打来给我，叫我晚上陪他去吃东西，
才为我无聊的一天增添了许多色彩。哈



晚餐，我跟他就去了Pappa Rich解决。 ♥
我很喜欢跟他吃晚餐的咯。*因为他超级体贴。嘻嘻嘻*

我们心血来潮，想要去买染发剂来染发。
结果就到Watson买了这个。



Liese Bubble Hair Dye Dark Chocolate

这是现在电影院或电视上打广告打得正火热的日本牌泡泡染发剂。
我们买了这支深巧克力色。
原因：不想染太明显。

在他家，我们就大搞染发！xD
把地上铺满报纸，坐在地上，研究说明书，
把染剂调来调去，取出泡泡，然后抹在头上。哈
但是只有他在染，我只有看的份和帮他弄。:(
*我不想在他家洗头啦。*

很好笑咯。
等了30分钟，我帮他把头上的染剂都冲走后，
效果是，没有颜色！！！
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

其实也算是有啦！但是是站在灯光下才有。==
无言。

搞了那么久，结果还是得个吉。D;

算了。反正那是他的头。xD


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我想看这套电影。

Gulliver's Travel



圣诞节看这套感觉应该会不错，但是... D;

我竟然得回家乡去出席表姐的婚礼！！！
该死的，臭表姐竟然在这个时候怀孕大肚子，非得在圣诞前夕摆酒。

气死我啦！！！
我大考后的第一个圣诞，就这样被剥夺了。
不公平！！！！！！！！！

气炸我的是，圣诞节当天，我竟然还得去参加男方的自助餐宴。
我的天啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

我要跟他一起过的咯！
我真的很生气，气死我了。

此时此刻，我只知道，
我没有得跟朋友倒数圣诞。
我没有得跟他倒数圣诞。
我没有得跟他去看Gulliver's Travel。
我没有得出去！

他妈的。

21 & 22

噢？我最近都很忙。哈
如果你不提早把我的时间给下booking的话，基本上是找不到我的。xD
*我妈也开始投诉我不在家的时间还长过她工作的时间。==*

都说了，大考一过，疯狂的日子正在等着我呢！啊哈哈哈哈哈
好，说完废话了，进入主题。

哎呀，说好了这一篇要更新关于校宴庆的，
但是很遗憾，今天发生过的事情我也想要一起更新，
所以，这将会是一片很长的po。
*我打字超慢的说。*

现在是11.28pm。

好，先来说说校宴庆的事情吧。

其实，你知道什么是Prom吗？
就是舞会咯。是我学校的同学举办的舞会。
大致上来说，只要你有钱，就可以去。
我的他也有去噢！他还一直问我，“那个那个是你学校的啊？”
我直接回答，“这里有90%都是我学校的。结束。” -.-

我爸爸妈妈都不知道什么是Prom。
我穿着晚装在家里走来走去的时候，我爸还叫我进房间换Tshirt和牛仔裤去。==

今年的主题很讨人厌，Candyland哇？
意思就是说你得把自己装扮成像糖果一样的好吃来配合主题，
就算没有五颜六色，也不能黑白色。:(
*明明晚装大多数都是黑白色的！害我找晚装找的超辛苦。*

你知道吗？我真的很不喜欢参加这么正式的舞会。
举止要优雅，动作不能夸张，谈吐要斯文，衣着还要正式。
真的是他妈的麻烦！
我只想做回我自己咯！;(

现在是12.01pm。

算了。我想直接免了过程，写感想吧！:D

感觉：不舍得
心情：很high

我很喜欢大伙儿一起跳舞的感觉。
大家就融合在一起，就算不认识，也可以手拉手一起跳。哈
*我真的有跟陌生人跳舞，而且对方还是个马来人。哈哈哈哈哈哈*

那里的音响真的是一级棒！大声到你妈妈都不认得。
就是这样大声的音响让大家high到极点，当然少不了high歌相伴。

我还被人嗦摆去点了Love The Way You Lie这首歌。哈
我都不知道自己为什么会这么大胆，可能因为high昏了头。==
我听到Like A G6这首歌的时候，还很大声地喊了出来。
*严重吓到坐在我旁边的他。:P*



原来，这舞会会有Prom King和Prom Queen这个环节。
我很莫名其妙的被提了名，也很莫名其妙的走到台上去。
我真的很意外咯！一句讲完，莫名其妙。==



他都不跳舞，只是吃吃吃个不停。气死我。;(

其实节目的编排上，很无聊。
因为厚，都是台上的人在自high，坐在台下的都只是很冷的看和鼓掌。
刚开始很无聊，但是到接近尾声的时候，大家都被音乐感染了，high了起来。
都说了，那里的音响一级棒！:D

我很喜欢这种气氛，灯光一闪一闪的打在人们的脸上，音乐蹦蹦声的响，
简直就像是在clubbing咯！只是少了酒。哈
其实，我想当个clubbing咔，因为我很喜欢大大声的音乐和大伙儿一起跳舞。
*虽然不会跳，就乱跳一通。*

穿高跟鞋跳舞，真的是不知死活的我。
我的脊椎骨严重受创，脚底还整个变成红通通一片。
高跟鞋你呀，还真是折磨得我好惨，我的脚到现在还是很痛！:(



食物的部分，我个人觉得很...难吃。
那咖哩马铃薯，像石头一样硬！
一整个晚上都是吃糖果饱。-.-







总的来说，如果你有投入在其中，就会很high。
如果你只是站在旁边看的话，你就会觉得我们很像三番。-.-

现在是12.25pm。

昨天晚上，过得很不错。我回到家，冲好凉还想再继续跳舞呢！:(

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晚上临时决定，明天*也就是今天*要去逛街。
真的是不知死字怎么写，

因为我的脚基本上连走路都有问题。*该死的高跟鞋*

今天早上，接到电话后就起身了。
大约早上11点半从家里出发到火车站去。

我跟他还有一位香蕉朋友到吉隆坡柏威年和飞轮海88广场去行街街。
*其实我们三个是best partner！有什么逛街日都是我们三人行的。哈哈哈*

我们在柏威年看了2套电影。



大笑江湖

其实我们会去看这部电影的原因是因为一个人。



他咯。



我们都在面子书上看了个短片，觉得很好笑，所以就买票进场。
结果，令我很失望。

我觉得很无聊，一点都不好看。
而且很莫名其妙，那些武功的部分，假到不行。

这部电影唯一成功的地方就是，女主角很吸引人。
林熙蕾很漂亮！:D

很废的一部电影，我笑不出来。-.-
我评1颗半星。

现在是12.47pm。

而第二部电影呢？就是恐怖片。
My Soul To Take



呃，恐怖又不是很恐怖。
我只能说，我有被吓到咯！*都是超大声的音响在作怪。哼*

故事情节很奇怪，我不是很懂整个故事在说什么。
可能是因为他们讲英文讲得很快的关系，所以我不懂。哈

又是一个18岁的电影，我超爱柏威年的电影院啦！*奸笑ing*

我评3颗星。

今天是我第一次去飞轮海88广场耶！
每次都只是经过而已。:(

原来里面很多衣服卖的咯！但是整体面积比想象中来的小。

*我还以为会像时代广场那样大呢！*
我要叫我妈带我去那里买新年衣服。:D

很充实的一天，我今天的总花费不超过一百！哈


话说回来，你有试过在火车里晕倒吗？
我有，而且经验可丰富的很。

他妈的，我今天又在火车里晕倒了！
又，你就知道我不是第一次啦！
你知道那种感觉吗？
就是你已经晕得站不起来还蹲在地上了，旁边都没有人同情你让个位给你坐下的那种。
更可恶的是，他们还用异样的眼光看着你。
真的是他妈该死的净扑该！TMD
*Opps, sorry. I shouldn't be so rude.*

幸亏今天他有在，所以我就一直靠着他的肩膀到目的地。
*他的肩膀超级舒服的说..哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 ♥ *

眼前一片空白，脑想不到东西，晕眩得脚没力。
你了解我那种状况吗？！！
天啊，可想而知，火车里的人是挤到不得了。
我是缺氧而晕的。:'(

他们都说我的脸比僵尸还要白。哈哈哈哈哈
我知道我很有天分去拍僵尸片的说。xD

他超级体贴，还特地到方便店去给我买了有氧矿泉水给我补氧气。
拉拉拉。有男朋友，就是会有不一样的待遇。:P ♥ ♥ ♥

他用了我送给他的钱包！！！！！！！！
好兴奋。虽然说，是我逼他用的。xD


听说，今天冬至？
冬至，我却不在家跟家人们吃饭。我很过分厚？
可是厚，
我爸爸去了打球，妈妈约了人，姐姐在宿舍，妹妹忙着玩电脑，弟弟看电视
切！都没有人要跟我吃。
自己吃自己咩？！


无论如何，冬至快乐。

但我还是有吃到汤圆，而且是汤圆当早餐。哈

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不知不觉，已经过了12点。

今天要整天呆在家好好的休息。

至少不再在继续地折磨我的脚了。:)

爱美咯

我很爱美，但我不美。:(

爱美就是女生的天性。
由于世界变了，连面子书也能成为散布遗书的地方，
所以现在的男生，也很爱美。*有时比女生更严重呢！xD*

我妈最近很喜欢说我发乔。

我涂指甲油，发乔。
我剪头发，发乔。
我去买衣服，发乔。
我穿高跟鞋，发乔。
我要求她让我染发，也说我发乔。

妈呀，全部你讲完咯。我都不用讲了。;(
要不然你要等我老了才发乔啊？！！气死。
其实我知道，她在嫉妒我。*Blehhh*

*严重性地被我妈渣到。*

我真的很期待明晚的宴会。
其实，这是我人生中第一次与朋友参加这么正式的晚宴，
所以，我很紧张咯！
*但其实，我不怎么想去。没办法，票卖不出。:(*

最近我在很努力的瘦身！我都讲了我很爱美咯。
我原本47公斤，现在45公斤！！！

*糟糕，我忘了体重是女生的秘密。随便啦，反正我又不介意的说。*

很无奈。我不能把我的肚腩完全的给收小。:(
我很努力了啦！呜呜呜呜呜 :'(
希望明天我的裙子可以变大件一点点，把我得肚腩给遮掉。*我知道不可能。:(*

刚刚做了面膜，脸好舒服。
啊！享受ing



我一直都有做面膜的习惯，因为面膜真的很有效。
比起那些保养品什么得来的有效。
这是我个人认为的啦！:)

刚刚我做的是我的心机日本山茶花面膜。

我的心机，一直都是我的选择。
很好用，而且价格公道。我都是在Watson买的。
当然如果你有兴趣网购，你不妨看看这个网页。;)



我的心机面膜系列。
爱美的女生不妨试试看。

我另外也推荐这个。



櫻花嫩白光采面膜

看来，我好像蛮喜欢花系列面膜的说。哈
花比较香嘛！嘻嘻

还有这个，你一定要试试看，真的很特别！



竹炭面膜，听起来就够特别了吧？
它很不同，不同的地方在于它不仅仅只是白色的湿巾。
它是黑白格子的湿巾！所以敷在脸上时，很像小丑。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

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噢？对了。
我跟你说一个小秘密。*不要告诉别人噢！*
就是厚，刚才Desmund Chew告诉我说，
那个钱包很好笑咯！做么你会送我酱好笑的钱包的？！！哈哈哈哈哈
可恶的家伙，说完还要大笑。
这没关系，他竟然还要说，
我妈妈都讲很好笑咧！她问我做么你女朋友会送你酱好笑的钱包的？！哈哈哈哈哈哈

厚！真可恶。笑我？！明明就很可爱。气死人。;(
如果你不知道我送他的钱包长什么样，请按这里。

是不是很可爱？！！！D;


其实我是在担心他不用。我的心思会被浪费。:(

如果他用了，我会觉得我比她在他心中更有份量。你懂吗？:(

我真的是第一次很认真很努力的去找一份礼物送给男朋友咯！D;