GRADUATE!

I'm graduated, graduated, graduated!

HOOOOOOORAYYYYYY!

Yes, just attended Announcement Of Results Ceremony couple of hours ago and I still not calm down yet until this moment. 

Too much feelings combined together and I can't really speak right now. :'(((

I feel like crying but I can't tear I don't know why. T___T

Happy cuz I got the highest academic achievement, but at the same time I feel sad cuz I'm leaving my classmates and fella friends. T______________T

Life without taylors, what will happened? :(

Very honourable pass with congratulations from the jury.

OMG. Can't believe that I got this for my diploma, and I have an extra cert from Taylor's written in French as recognition.

OMGOMGOMGGGGG. Too gan dong!

Other than that, I've received an offer letter from University of Birmingham this morning.

I shouted out loud cuz I've been waiting quite a long time and I finally receive it! :D

Then boyfie looked at me and showed me a sad face. He said 2 years is too long for him, but then he will try, both of us will work it out together no matter how hard it is.

What we've gone through these years will not be wasted, I believe in this seriously.

And guess what? I feel so surprised that actually someone from the industry has targeted me to work for him.

AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

A lecturer came towards me after the ceremony just now and asked me if I'm looking for a job.

I replied no, cuz I'm continuing my studies.

Then she told me that Mr.XX wanted me to work for him in Revenue Department in XX Hotel.

AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA! Serious shittttt?

So freaking surprise! But too bad, I can't promise his offer. :(

Oh well, 2 years of hard work is paid off!

Not really happy cuz I think I can do better but I didn't try my best due to laziness. :(

I will study well in UK I promise. First thing to do is to learn how to speak fluent English.

Lai, everyone please speak English with me. Lolololll.

Goodbye Taylor's! Will visit you someday. ♥

Merci beaucoup for everything.

One of the best fnb lecturer, Mr.Gopi.

Updates.

It's minions!!! :D

Hello peeps, sorry that I'm not updating for days.

As you know that I'm busying with my final examinations recently and yeah, stressful ain't enough to describe my current situation. Sigh. :(

Done with Kitchen and Accommodation practical today and I'm like SOOOO FLY!

Of course, I'm not done yet with all these wars.

The major one will be on coming Monday which is FnB practical. D;

I have to serve my dad, mom, sis and bro with 3-course-set-dinner included wine serving, meat carving and flambé. So gan jiong lo!!! T___T

Okay okay, not gonna talk more about that.

Let me tell you what I got for my kitchen practical dish just now. 

It's chicken fricassée with rice. WTF. Coursemate Ah Xuan calls the dish as Nando's.

So yeah, I have to cook 2 plates of Nando's chicken + rice for the juries to taste and judge.

And yes, I made it. OMG GAN DONGGGGG! T____T

Even though I exceeded few minutes to hand in my dishes but it's okay, I still proud of myself. Lol.

Accommodation practical. I don't know why, I wasn't that nervous at the beginning until I stayed outside the report room and started to listen to coursemates'.

Then I was like, what the hell were they talking about man?!

Fyi, accommodation pratical divided into two categories - Front Office and Housekeeping.

Candidates wouldn't know which category will be their exam category until commis guide us to the jury rooms.

And yeah, lucky me that I got the most strict lecturer of Front Office. -.-

I got check-out question and I just blah blah blah about my personal research. I did about fraud cash detaction. As you know, there're uncountable amount of criminal cases of fraud cash nowadays...

Wtf I don't know what I've said to the juries and the juries were just ohhh okay...THANK GOD LAH!

I can't find a word to describe my level of nervous-ness when I was in the preparation room.

HEN GAN JIONG NI DONG MAAAAA T.T

Anyway, I left only FnB practical + FnB PSR presentation + Kitchen PSR presentation den I'm done with my diploma!!!

HOLLY SHIT I'M GOING TO FINISH MY DIPLOMA.

2 years time gone like that. It's too fast, terribly fast.

I will miss my coursemates, definitely.

I will miss lakeside.

I will miss broadwalk.

I will miss kampung cili.

I will miss the 5-min-sauna-lift.

I will miss parking warzone.

I will miss autopay parking machine.

I will miss lakeside ducks and geese.

I will miss 5-level-library.

I will miss computer lab.

I will miss everything in Taylor's.

:(

Bless me for my finals kay!

S-T-R-E-S-S-F-U-L

Current situation of mine - stressful.

Yes, I admit that I'm sucks in handling stress.

Emotion controlling failed and I just cried out loud in a sudden while talking halfway to baby and he just let me be until I shut my mouth up then he passed me tissue paper. Lol.

I guess he already used to be lah. Hahaha. I always cry in front of him without any reasons wtf.

Finals is just around the corner and I study nothing yet. Yes, when I say nothing, it means really nothing started yet. D;

I've totally out of idea where my motivation has gone and I don't what can motivate me actually. -.-

Okay, around the corner seems still long to go, I should say that my finals starting the day after tomorrow oh mai geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. T____T

The very first test will be French Listening Test following by French Oral Test on Friday.

Then there will be some revision classes on going during next Monday to Wednesday, AND THEN, the minor war will be starting. 

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You must be wondering, why would I say that minor war, right?

Cuz the real war will be happening during practical tests.

OMG I'VE NOT PREPARED YET AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

For Food and Beverage practical, my upselling skill is really sucks and I haven't memorize the menu given.

HOW TO UPSELL WOHH

I really really scare of the upseeling part cuz candidates will be deal with external and internal juries.

Hope that I can do my upselling well, please bless me. D;

Okay, another thing which is stressing me up is about studying abroad matter.

I'm actually already got the offer letter from Middlesex University which I'm actually quite interested in as the whole degree course only requires 9 months time and the tuition fees is really attractive.

But then I've got some other information about other universities are offering quite good and the uni-es rankings in the world are quite high.

So I went for a consultation with a student advisor from UK education counselling center this afternoon to get more details about the choices of universities which strength in hospitality courses.

The advisor gave me a few uni-es which are quite strange for me that I never heard before cuz they're all in cities where out of London. I don't like countryside woh. :(((

I'm quite impressed with how the UK edu system works that in diploma level is only qualified to enter their Year 2 but not finale year.

If I take the Year 2 course, means that I would have to study 2 years in UK and my mom will not sponsors me any air tickets to fly back to M'sia during these 2 years. 

T_________________T

Yes, I will be missing home so damn much and I guess I will cry every night there for being homesick.

I can't decide anything omgeeee.

Need to talk to someone but there's no one willing to talk to me about this.

And I've no friends studying in UK to give me some personal opinions. Sigh.

What should I do? :(