Scream & shout.

Current addiction.
I seriously in love with this song and I replay it like 207346827365517825156483269 times per day. Lol.
Somehow, I miss party. Boom boom shake shake ah. :(

So hmm, I'm blogging now cuz I can sleep till late 2mr morning yay! :D
I'm going to watch movie, shopping and eat good food 2mr.
Miss this type of life though.

Okay, I don't know what to write so...ciao! :P
Happy April! ♥

Do.Not.Serious.

It's really strange that I will blog at this time. Look at the clock, wtf it's 4.19am now.

People should be sleeping right now but yeah, my eyes are super big cuz I took my nap just now until Kenzo woke me up for dinner.

I have no ideas why he is so caring until I can let him decide what I should do.

If you don't get what I mean, it's something like...

'Hmmm, what time should I wake up later? I want to sleep now as I just done my test and I'm super sleepy I couldn't think. -.-'

'Hmmm, 8.30pm okay? I go bath and eat now. Later 8.30pm I wake you.'

'Okay. Then I go wash my clothes now then later remind me to dry my clothes ya.'

'Okay.'

-8.30pm-

'WAKE UP WAKE UP WAKE UP '

'Yayayayayayayaya. *sleeps*'

'Fucking wake up and go for dinner.'

'Okokokokkkkkk. -.- *sleeps*'

'XXX WAKE UP PLEASE'

'AHAHAHAHAHAHA WHY THE FUCK YOU WANNA CALL ME THAT NAME'

Fyi, I hate people to call me in my full name, and he knew it. -.-

'Woke up ady. What should I eat? Should I call delivery or go downstairs dabao?'

'...'

And something like this. Lol.

I just asked him everything which I couldn't decide, okay maybe I could just I'm kinda lazy to think. :P

Thank you for being so caring!

But please lah, stop using my facebook account and comment on people's pictures and statuses wtf.

YAYY. I'm finally done with my Term 5.

Hopefully I get to pass this term and proceed to Term 6 lah. *fingers-crossed*

Screwed up w those papers, anyway, I can't change anything so just, let it be. :/

Holidays has started. Please jio me to go out okay?

I don't want to rot at home and do nothing as I have only 1 week of holiday. :(

Spent most of my time w J recently. We studied, talked, had dinner, fought, argued, and went to school together.

Many things happened and I think he changed me, I mean my thinking.

I learnt that 'not to take things seriously' from him.

People at the ages of us, are still in the level of playing around.

I mean yeah, we flirt, to people, nor each other.

Maybe we did have feelings but still, we flirt to others.

Time needed I think?

He asked me kinda lots of questions which I didn't expect that he would ask.

'Do you love me, still?'

I said, yes? but there's something more I need. Security perhaps? Lack of the feelings of secure.

Then he hugged me, so tight.

He said, he doesn't have an quan gan from me as well.

We're just same type of people. 太像了！

I even checked his whatsapp and facebook messages in front of him, I know I shouldn't do that but, I just did. -.-

And he grabbed back his phone instantly and shouted at me, 'YOU ARE TOO OVER.'

Then I was fucking pissed off and ignored him for the rest of the night.

Of course, he apologized to me and kept on explaining shits but I just talked nothing to him.

I don't know how to say, is he care? or he just doesn't want our relationship to have any changes?

Or something else?

Sometimes I don't dare to have a lot of imagination.

You know, over thinking kills.

I can't remember since when, I didn't ask him those questions like,

'what are us?' 'what type of relationship are we?' 'do you love me?' 'are you fucking care on me?' 

I don't really ask him, anymore. Cuz I had enough.

It's okay, I don't want to know.

顺其自然 will do, right?

One day, we had our dinner at our lao di fang - a random foodcourt in PJS8 area.

Mana tau we met Kanaga over there wtf.

Fyi, I don't wish to meet any friends when hanging out w him. Just don't. -.-

Kanaga shouted my name loudly and I was like, 'ehh? Hi...lolll.'

Then he was like, 'Ohhhh! Ohhhhh. Don't know me already lah?'

P/s: J and Kanaga are friends too, they both are from Sabah. :/

So it's like, so damn fucking awkward. -__________-

But anyhow, cincai lah. Lol.

I told him that I'm going back to Kajang on Saturday after I wake up.

He said he wanna stay with me on Friday, I rejected.

I started to put on barrier between us, I guess?

I thought.

I don't know how I should describe the feelings but what I could say is, Yes, I do feel sad.
Things happened too much within just a week that I didn't update in my dear diary.
I shall record down what my life has became for me as lessons to learn in the future.
As you know, I'm such a clumsy and stupid one. :(

So yeah, if you follow me in Instagram or Twitter, you might know that I've finally done with my Term 5 !
YAYY. 3 months of hardworks ain't easy, but yes, it finally ended.
Presentations, assignments, assessments, courseworks, essays, articles, and etc etc of works.
But of course, finals are waiting for me after all the classes have been done.
Have to start working extra hard. I wanna pass all the subjects, I don't want to retake nor repeat. NEVER.

Hmmm, back to J again. Please forgive me to repeat the topics of him.
You can ignore this if you feel bored. Am sorry. :(

Yesh, same thing happened. Fuck myself. When I was about to blog, my mind blank. D;
Yeahh, same thing. I don't know but things always go complicated after I found out. T___T
I don't know how to describe my feelings right now, it's more than sad, more than heartache, more than everything.
Just, I would like to disappear from this world for a day. I don't want to breath the air of this earth anymore.
People are too scary to understand, like seriously.

I always wonder, why do people make promises when they know they couldn't make it?
It meant to break someone's heart isn't it?
The more he asked me to stay, the more I feel this guy is a monster.
The more he asked me not to leave, the more I feel scary.

He asked me why. I said I just don't want to continue this anymore. He rejected.
Yesh, I admit that my heart did pain when I said NO, but how could I say YES after I knew all the truth behind the story he told me?
Eh? No. He didn't even tell me any single things, is that I found out by myself.

I pushed him away hardly, real hard. He asked for reasons, and I replied, 'do not promise me any shits when you knew you can't do it.'
He said he won't failed this time, he will ignore the girl.
Who the fuck is going to trust you again you son of the bitch?
I brought out the topic after thinking for quite a period of time, he stunned and just simply replied me.

I don't know how I did that but seriously I have to admit that I'm pro in checking people's facebook messages. Lol.
But fuck, who doesn't know that the more you found out, the more the hurt is?

It's time to let go, 100%.
Not turning back anymore, I swear.

The call.

哈咯！今天是星期五。

星期五，全世界都好爱的一天。

今天就如往常一样，早上11点的课，但是我竟然赖床。真有够懒的说。

上课上一半，同学因为好玩然后被老师罚去前面坐，然后脱口而出一句"What the hell"，然后老师就气冲冲的走出课室不教了。

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！然后全班人就开心到要死，回家的回家，买书的买书，而我，就像平常一样，一有空档就去了Paradigm Mall看戏。

刚好，Mr.K打来，一直在在跟他聊天，走到哪儿讲到哪儿。

就连我在H&M里面换衣服他也不给我盖电话。哈哈哈！

经过我们细心的讨论，最后决定看这套The Call。

其实我看了这张海报过后，顿时觉得，好看咩...

岂知道，电影一开始就令我觉得进入状态了。

我只能说，这是一部好电影。

太真实了。在这个资讯发达的时代，任何奇奇怪怪的事情都在发生。

然而，人们在发生事情的时候，就会打911求救。

这部电影，就是陈述911接线员如何通过电话来解救打电话来求救的人。

我评：4.5星。

真的，这比看喜剧来的有意义好多。Lol.

想睡觉了。晚安各位！

Complicated.

I don't know why, never understand.

For me, guys' words are bullshits.

Meaningless, pointless, and only idiots will trust in it.

Well, maybe it's just me, but yeah, that's what I really think.

Tried to cry, but I'm tearless.

Heart become feeling-less day by day, good or bad?

I lost myself, again.

Seriously, I wanna go for backpack travel alone.

People don't understand it, they just don't.

More freedom, exploring more, see more, think more, buy more, taste more, feel more.

Someday, I'll be in Paris.

It's one of my dream. :)

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Hi, it's me again.

Can't believe that I actually blogging now cuz I'm having another super gan jiong session 2mr and I prepare nothing fml. T__T

Yes, representation of my English subject will be held on tomorrow.

God knows how the lecturer will tease me again.

I don't dare to imagine, really. :'(

I guess this will be the very last stressful moment in Term 5, most of the assessments, presentations and food promo are already done. 1 more to go. Urgh.

Yes, it's already my week 9 of Term 5.

Less than 2 weeks to finals OMGGGGGGG.

Have to start doing revision, now!

Okay, I know I can't wtf.

Hmmm, I think most of you can guess what's happening on me recently again.

If you don't, please follow me on Twitter! :))

J, the guy who I fall to so much.

It's the time to let go? I can't count how many times I told myself this, but yeah, always failed. T__T

And this time, I'm seriously holding my heart strong to say NO to this guy.

Cannot be the one who always been instructed right? I should be the one who instruc my heart, c'mon! :(

The feelings ain't strong as previously, I mean the heartache.

I can ignore him easily as I like, unlike last time, I can skipped meals just because of him. How stupid. -.-

Yesh, more time needed. Just, time.

So, done w J. Back to schoolworks now.

I had gotten back my Law assessment paper today and guess what? 

I GOT THE HIGHEST MARK AMONG GROUP 4,5,6! :D

When the lecturer announced me as the highest mark student, I was like WTF seriously?! :O

Ah Xuan asked me to take law in degree. AHAHAHAHAHA Don't play me lah wtf. -.-

And the lecturer is like so suka me liaw, kept on asking for my paper and asked the students to photostate mine as reference & model answer.

Omggggg. -.-

I don't remember since when I got the highest mark among the classmates. If I'm not mistaken, I think is primary school maths. AHAHAHAHAHAA WTH.

Classmates kept on stopped me from walking just to ask me to explain those stupid law terms.

Frankly I know not much, just that I watched too much TVB Hong Kong dramas that related to law so yeah, AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Go watch those 一号皇庭，法网伊人，怒火街头，律政新人王，识法代言人，真相 and etc lah.

They help!!! I ain't joking kayyy.

If you know why I am taking hospitality now, it's because of I watched 酒店风云 and I was so addicted to it last time wtf.

-____________-

Ah Xuan asked me to post my mark on instagram cuz she beh tahan one girl from Group 1,2,3 got 18/20 and she already posted on insta.

P/S: I got 19/20. Lol.

Sampat meh. If I really very smart then I will show lah, but in fact I'm not maa. -.-

Hmmm, what else happened today ah? Hmmmmm...

Oh! Had 3 hours French class today. So heavy. D;

There will be a French Language Week starts from next Monday to Saturday.

We are compulsory to take part in poster drawing about impression to France & French.

Zero creativity de me, how to draw? T____T

Please give me ideas! Need help! :(

Bonjour! Je m'appelle Pling Chee et j'aime français!

LOLOLOLLL. Voila!

Hey!

Hello peeps!

Fyi, I'm still in a super duper busy condition right now even though my event had just over last Friday.

Gonna do a quick update for you guys to prevent mushrooms growing on my blog. Haha!

So yeah, 100% Swag event had been officially DONE last Friday. Yayyy!

It's really really tough to work in kitchen I can say.

I just stay in the kitchen for 13 hours and I was already half dying.

Imagine there are people who work double shift out there. :((( 

*double shift = 16 hours+*

Well, everything went quite smooth overall.

Just that when people gan jiong, everyone started to stress. D;

I was the one who in charge of appetizer of the night - Seafood Swagger (seafood ragout).

This was the outcome. :D

Should have taken more pictures but it was really gan jiong when manager started to shout and asked us to plate our courses faster. #wtf

Let's the pictures to do the talking. I know you're kinda bored with my words. Loll.

It's not easy to handle 80pax of guests frankly.

A lot of hardworks and discussions involved to have the results of this day.

Anyway, I'm really happy that this stupid event is finally over! :D

Sorry for this short post, will talk more on my upcoming posts so stay tuned!

Life's hard.

Yeah, it's so stress. Other than the word 'STRESS', I don't know how to describe my current status now.
T___T

Having a stupid english presentation tomorrow, the lecturer is like the most fussy lecturer in Term 5.
Next, Housekeeping practical assessment tomorrow - toilet cleaning. T___T
Then night, have to attend my coursemate's serving class.
Friday - Finance assessment. Lecturer is kind enough so not a big deal.
The most gan jiong-est session of Term 5 will be on Friday as well, FOOD PROMOTION EVENT.

We have a mad manager who controlling us like we're under him, have to listen to his fucking orders to do our stuffs. Well, all of us are actually the same as students isn't it? I don't know why the hell he always wanted to shout at us.
Okay, it's not a problem. The problem is, non of our groupmates are putting efforts on this event.
Blaming each other, pushing responsibilities, and dragging those stuffs to be done etc.
Last minute preparation is always the worst, especially preparing event.
Even sponsorship asked me, WHY SO LATE?
T______________T

Total broke because of this event. My mom helped me alot, thank you mom. :')
As a part of Marketing Team, I was required to find sponsors from any companies nor any restaurants.
I was so despreate to get people to sponsor my event until I went shop by shop in Pyramid to talk to them. :'(
So stressful, like really. I'm emotional break down soon.
Mom helped me to get about 75 pieces of cash vouchers for my event. There's about Rm750 you know! :'(
She also sponsoring cash for me cuz she saw me was so stress about this event even during weekend at home. :'(
Sorry mom, for letting you worry. Thank you, and I love you.

The event is 2 days from now, and yet, one of my teammate - I wouldn't want to call her as a teammate cuz she actually did nothing for our Marketing.
People are all so gan jiong to get things done and she can acts like a princess there and sees us stress like shits. I don't know what the hell she's doing.
Asked her like N times, "have you got any sponsors? anything will do."
Her answer from week 4 until week 8 is the same, "still waiting for their reply."
WALAO, reply reply. If don't have den find again la.

I'm really mad on her cuz everyone is doing something but she...nah!
And today, she said she can only sponsor cookies cash vouchers - yeah, we need that. how many pieces do you have?
Guess what she said? ONE!
Omggggg. One voucher you can called it sponsor huh?
I can oso sponsor lah, one voucher. I got somemore Sushi Zanmai, Padini, TopShop and Number 76 hair salon cash voucher eh. Big sponsor lah me? -___________-

Urgh sorry peeps. You can ignore this post.
Sorry, will back to normal soon. Have a good day ahead. Good night!

100% Swag.

很抱歉，最近的生活只能用忙得不可开交来形容。

对，很忙，真的很忙。

脑袋只记得如何把下星期的活动给搞得顺顺利利，真的，只要顺顺利利就好。

已经不奢望什么震撼全校还是获得校长的赞赏一堆屁，只要好好的。:(

如果你不知道我正在筹备的活动是什么，那你就得看好下面这张我同学设计的海报啦！

100% Swag Food Promotion.

如果你有兴趣向参加的话，记得记得一定要让我知道。

票已经卖得如火如荼，要快哦！;)

联络方式：

Line我 - PlingChee。

简单的来介绍一下我的event是个什么活动。

其实这个Food Promotion就是我们学生会全力策划一项活动，请各位来吃我们学生煮的食物。

其中包括，头盘，浓汤，主菜，还有甜品。

不止不止！还有三杯学生特制非酒饮料(mocktail)。

真的很值得啦！

你还可以欣赏才艺表演，搞笑游戏，还有很多free gifts待你索取。

Event当天我将会全程呆在厨房里面准备头盘，但是我还是会在活动上出现个十秒左右啦。

哈哈哈

对，头盘是我煮的，记得要来支持我啦！

一张票才Rm59.90！先到先得哦！

其中你还可以得到The Beer Factory，Bisou Bakery, KFC, Sakae Sushi等等的cash vouchers。

很值得对不对？

记得要来哦。到时见！:D